Greetings my darling Starlings!

I have great news and a fun line up of audios for you, but first, can we just take a moment to appreciate the wonder of Autumn?
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Breathe it in. Inhale or imagine the scent of fresh petrichor and fertile dewey soil, of cinnamon and pumpkin spice, of the evening nip in the air. Ah😌!

Notice the gilding of the leaves into precious metals, the whisper sound as they rustle in the trees and scrape along the asphalt in the breeze.

Whatever turmoil is happening outside in the world today, all is well right here and now in your sphere. You are allowed to take a few moments to unburden from the woes of societal upheaval and ground yourself in the present moment. If you are reading this now, your present moment is safe and free. You have autonomy and authority over yourself. Take another deep breath, feel your heart beat, and give thanks for the miracle of life as you exhale.

Now! Onto the fun stuff!

Finally! I am moving over the next couple days, which will push back my creative schedule, but it’s a necessary evil. But! I have written a couple WITCHY SFW shorts I can pump out this month, along with starting the dialogue for a full length NSFW Witchy Halloween special, a continuation of my previous futa witchy universe (need a name for it) with a different and darker character - the futa Swamp Sorceress! I hope to make two versions of this audiodrama, one for fems and one of masc listeners (I’m trying to take care of my Good Bois more 😉). It will be beneficial for anyone interested in storyline to listen to both since they will differ and I may use overlapping details in a future bisexual/pansexual M/F/T threesome witch audio, but it’s not necessary to listen to both if it doesn’t float your broom. If I can’t get them both out by the end of the month, don’t worry, I’ll release one and then the other in Nov. I also have a couple character artworks and coloring pages to release to higher tier subscribers. 

I am taking a week off from my regular work at the end of the month to get settled in my new place, write/create, and relax for Samhain/Halloween.

As per the poll results from September - the vast majority of you who voted wanted ALL my audio content, both SFW and NSFW included! YAY! That makes me so happy and frees me up to create so much more content! Don’t worry, everything will be organized into easy-to-navigate Collections, so if you’re only here for the NSFW content, you’ll be able to find it easily. But take note that some of my SFW stories may inspire NSFW content, so you might want to keep up on character storylines to get the full impact! I will be making a lot more fantasy and witchy-themed SFW content for relaxing ASMR audios, which I hope you find soothing enough to de-stress or fall asleep to. I imagine many of these works being read to you - the lover and apprentice - by the Futa Witch in Fertility Spell…but you can put your own fantasy overlay on it😉.

Happy Spooky Season! Spread your magick all around!

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“To die will be an awfully big Adventure.” - Peter Pan.

The heavens got a new star this morning…and her name is Motor.

Motor passed away peacefully in my arms this morning at 9:19am.

Her last day yesterday was beautiful. We took her to a lake where an angel (a kind paddle-boarder) sang to her. We enjoyed the sound of the lapping water, the birdsong, and a scenic drive while listening to the soundtrack of Hook. She slept in my arms last night by my heart as she always does, and drew her last breath this morning as I whispered in her ear how much I love her and how grateful I am that she was my daughter.

Would that we would all depart so well.

I am overcome with relief that it was fast, gratitude for her peace and the love we shared, as well as sorrow for the Motor-shaped hole now in my life. But I know she is still working her magick in picking out my next future companion when it’s time.

It does not surprise me that my magickal familiar departed for her next adventure at 9:19. 9/19 is my birth date - numbers which I see everywhere all the time on the clock, license plates, addresses, phone numbers, etc. 919 is an auspicious number for me, meaning “coming full circle, a return to origin.” It does not surprise me that my magick familiar returned to Source at 9:19.

We are burying her tonight at a lake with flowers we grew ourselves.

I will be ok. I have a beautiful support system which has rallied around me in love. I will feel all my emotions and let them out rather than stifle them. I will weep and make art, sleep and write, hydrate and cleanse. I will be ok. I am alive…and I will live fully…and when it’s my time for the eternal sleep, I will hope to go as bravely and gracefully as Motor, full of stories of my Adventures to share with the Angel of Passage.

This is a time to celebrate Motor’s life and the joys we shared. I am so grateful I got to share with you her precious sassy sweetness. She is now on the next part of her grand Adventure. And I invite you to celebrate with me the love and joys you shared with your past animal family members in the comments or DMs.

I ask for your patience and continued support during this time. I will return with stories to share. They will take a new shape and a new and deeper meaning as this channel goes through a rebirth process, and they will be worth sticking around for.

Thank you for being on this Journey with me while we grace this planet for a short time with our Light together.

Sending all the Love and the Light of all the Stars in the cosmos to you, my precious Starlings.

Hello my darling Starlings,

This is a bittersweet post.

I have been struggling to write or finish any audio this July-Aug because…my heart is mourning, shifting, and growing.

My precious 🐈‍⬛Motor, my steadfast muse, my magickal familiar, is in the transition of ascending back to the Spirit Realm. She has gifted me with unconditional love, guidance, protection, and comfort for 16 marvelous years. She helped make me a witch, a mother, a steward, a guardian, a more enlightened soul. Now she has decided her mission is fulfilled.

She has stopped eating, is rejecting the medication, and is moving very slowly, but she does not seem to be in pain. In fact, she’s been active and explorative. I’ve tried every treat under the sun to tempt her; broth, fresh cooked chicken and fish, lickable treats, and even ice cream (her favorite thing to try to steal). She is done…and I have to respect her decision. We have opted to let her go naturally and just keep her comfortable. I have taken time off work to be with her.

I believe our animal family members are here to show us how to die. They go before us, teaching us how to experience and accept death. Some people learn to resist it and control it, trying to extend it in misery or force it to finish before its time. Others learn to let Nature take her course and surrender to the Universal Story. To all things a perfect timing and a valid part of Experience.

Motor is giving me her last gift in teaching me about death. I have died mentally and spiritually many times and been reborn, forged in trial by fire, recycled stellar material giving life to new stars…but Motor is my first experience of significant physical death…and I know I am in good hands as she teaches me how to be a present steward. She is showing me how to release the illusion of control.

I am filled with memories of her love, present in this moment with her and her needs, and looking forward to processing grief healthily by letting myself fully feel it to move through it. I am looking forward to see how my life changes, welcoming in the next magickal animal companion that Motor’s spirit chooses to send me when it is time.

I will TRY (no promises) to finish the rest of the Mandalorian Chapter, and then rest my spirit, and return to create something beautiful with this pain, and it will likely be something different than what you are used to.

I have been re-evaluating my mission, goals, and values with this business and I sense a rebirth around the corner. I want to make art and content that is deeply meaningful - not to say it’s not already meaningful or that it hasn’t touched and moved who it needs to move - but…more varied and conscious.

I am feeling drawn to make more SFW content and to work seasonally in alignment with the natural cycle of Mother Earth and my inner Muse. I’ve struggled to make content during the Spring-Summer time when the spirits of the sun, grass, water are calling my name and friends are issuing jovial invitations. I always do my best writing in the cold Fall-Winter months, when the sky is melancholy and introspective, lending that natural ASMR of plinking raindrops and petrichor, a steaming mug in hand and a blankie wrapped around my shoulders.

I want to explore more fantasy worlds and characters without the pressure of sex, I want the slowburn build, I want to create interactive Quest storylines that directly involve YOU and your feedback/engagement, more relaxing ASMR, and I want to record dramatized narrations of some of the esoteric and philosophical books I’m reading. So I am re-evaluating my mission statement for this channel. I may make my NSFW content exclusive to Subscribe Star in the future to make my Patreon channel open to all, and more in alignment with Patreon’s standards so as to avoid the continuous censorship issues.

Thank you for being a part of this journey and lending your empathy during this time. Feel free to ask me questions or offer suggestions on how you’d like to see this channel evolve into something impactful and even more meaningful. We may be online folks, but we are a tribe and you have an influence. You’re not just here for the voyage - you’re part of the crew.

I’ll tell Motor you send her hugs🐈‍⬛🫂💖.

Watch the drawing here: https://youtu.be/SBpRMqU9Pj0?si=u4X2BAae410xwtAg

My free Patreon and SubscribeStar subscribers participated in a poll back in February 2025. In exchange for their engagement, they were entered into my first ever Raffle Drawing for 1 Custom Art giveaway valued at $200+!

Moving forward, subscribers at tier SuperNova or higher will be entered into random raffles, contests, and giveaways as a tier perk!

🎉Congrats to the Winners!🎉

1st place: Mr. Nobody

2nd Runner Up: Bunny Spady

3rd Runner Up: Parcye

*The winners will be contacted via email and given instructions. Please respond by the deadline in your email or you will automatically forfeit your prize to the next runner up.

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Happy PRIDE month, darling Starlings!

(Watch the video for the full announcement).

I apologize for my absence this month - There wasn’t a moment where I wasn’t thinking of you. I did mean to be more active (thanks ADHD🤪), but the fact that I was busy helping with Pride Month, audio editing, AND the Renaissance Faire means I have been filled to the brim with inspiration!

I have some really fun stuff coming your way in July due to my adventures this month🥳, as well as working on not only my own fanfiction audiobook (chapter 1 preview coming your way tonight or tomorrow), but I have also been CAST AS A VOICE FOR A DRAMATIZED LGBTQ+ FANTASY AUDIOBOOK written by my new friend, a local drag performer. This is my first voiceover collaboration with someone else and I am so excited!

This month I did record several audios, Including a SFW psychedelic relaxing ASMR, and now they are in the editing/sound design stage. So don’t worry, Nova is taking care of you😘.