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Aug 05, 2025 08:14 pm

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The Final Adventure of Miss Motor

“To die will be an awfully big Adventure.” - Peter Pan.

The heavens got a new star this morning…and her name is Motor.

Motor passed away peacefully in my arms this morning at 9:19am.

Her last day yesterday was beautiful. We took her to a lake where an angel (a kind paddle-boarder) sang to her. We enjoyed the sound of the lapping water, the birdsong, and a scenic drive while listening to the soundtrack of Hook. She slept in my arms last night by my heart as she always does, and drew her last breath this morning as I whispered in her ear how much I love her and how grateful I am that she was my daughter.

Would that we would all depart so well.

I am overcome with relief that it was fast, gratitude for her peace and the love we shared, as well as sorrow for the Motor-shaped hole now in my life. But I know she is still working her magick in picking out my next future companion when it’s time.

It does not surprise me that my magickal familiar departed for her next adventure at 9:19. 9/19 is my birth date - numbers which I see everywhere all the time on the clock, license plates, addresses, phone numbers, etc. 919 is an auspicious number for me, meaning “coming full circle, a return to origin.” It does not surprise me that my magick familiar returned to Source at 9:19.

We are burying her tonight at a lake with flowers we grew ourselves.

I will be ok. I have a beautiful support system which has rallied around me in love. I will feel all my emotions and let them out rather than stifle them. I will weep and make art, sleep and write, hydrate and cleanse. I will be ok. I am alive…and I will live fully…and when it’s my time for the eternal sleep, I will hope to go as bravely and gracefully as Motor, full of stories of my Adventures to share with the Angel of Passage.

This is a time to celebrate Motor’s life and the joys we shared. I am so grateful I got to share with you her precious sassy sweetness. She is now on the next part of her grand Adventure. And I invite you to celebrate with me the love and joys you shared with your past animal family members in the comments or DMs.

I ask for your patience and continued support during this time. I will return with stories to share. They will take a new shape and a new and deeper meaning as this channel goes through a rebirth process, and they will be worth sticking around for.

Thank you for being on this Journey with me while we grace this planet for a short time with our Light together.

Sending all the Love and the Light of all the Stars in the cosmos to you, my precious Starlings.

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NovaNoiz

Aug 01, 2025 06:35 pm

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🐈‍⬛Rebirth

Hello my darling Starlings,

This is a bittersweet post.

I have been struggling to write or finish any audio this July-Aug because…my heart is mourning, shifting, and growing.

My precious 🐈‍⬛Motor, my steadfast muse, my magickal familiar, is in the transition of ascending back to the Spirit Realm. She has gifted me with unconditional love, guidance, protection, and comfort for 16 marvelous years. She helped make me a witch, a mother, a steward, a guardian, a more enlightened soul. Now she has decided her mission is fulfilled.

She has stopped eating, is rejecting the medication, and is moving very slowly, but she does not seem to be in pain. In fact, she’s been active and explorative. I’ve tried every treat under the sun to tempt her; broth, fresh cooked chicken and fish, lickable treats, and even ice cream (her favorite thing to try to steal). She is done…and I have to respect her decision. We have opted to let her go naturally and just keep her comfortable. I have taken time off work to be with her.

I believe our animal family members are here to show us how to die. They go before us, teaching us how to experience and accept death. Some people learn to resist it and control it, trying to extend it in misery or force it to finish before its time. Others learn to let Nature take her course and surrender to the Universal Story. To all things a perfect timing and a valid part of Experience.

Motor is giving me her last gift in teaching me about death. I have died mentally and spiritually many times and been reborn, forged in trial by fire, recycled stellar material giving life to new stars…but Motor is my first experience of significant physical death…and I know I am in good hands as she teaches me how to be a present steward. She is showing me how to release the illusion of control.

I am filled with memories of her love, present in this moment with her and her needs, and looking forward to processing grief healthily by letting myself fully feel it to move through it. I am looking forward to see how my life changes, welcoming in the next magickal animal companion that Motor’s spirit chooses to send me when it is time.

I will TRY (no promises) to finish the rest of the Mandalorian Chapter, and then rest my spirit, and return to create something beautiful with this pain, and it will likely be something different than what you are used to.

I have been re-evaluating my mission, goals, and values with this business and I sense a rebirth around the corner. I want to make art and content that is deeply meaningful - not to say it’s not already meaningful or that it hasn’t touched and moved who it needs to move - but…more varied and conscious.

I am feeling drawn to make more SFW content and to work seasonally in alignment with the natural cycle of Mother Earth and my inner Muse. I’ve struggled to make content during the Spring-Summer time when the spirits of the sun, grass, water are calling my name and friends are issuing jovial invitations. I always do my best writing in the cold Fall-Winter months, when the sky is melancholy and introspective, lending that natural ASMR of plinking raindrops and petrichor, a steaming mug in hand and a blankie wrapped around my shoulders.

I want to explore more fantasy worlds and characters without the pressure of sex, I want the slowburn build, I want to create interactive Quest storylines that directly involve YOU and your feedback/engagement, more relaxing ASMR, and I want to record dramatized narrations of some of the esoteric and philosophical books I’m reading. So I am re-evaluating my mission statement for this channel. I may make my NSFW content exclusive to Subscribe Star in the future to make my Patreon channel open to all, and more in alignment with Patreon’s standards so as to avoid the continuous censorship issues.

Thank you for being a part of this journey and lending your empathy during this time. Feel free to ask me questions or offer suggestions on how you’d like to see this channel evolve into something impactful and even more meaningful. We may be online folks, but we are a tribe and you have an influence. You’re not just here for the voyage - you’re part of the crew.

I’ll tell Motor you send her hugs🐈‍⬛🫂💖.

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