adjective
1.  Relating to, providing, or arising from sensual pleasure: synonym:  sensuous.
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2.  Having a curvaceous figure. Used of a woman or a woman's body, having a large bosom and pleasing curves. "a curvy young woman in a tight dress" 

 Didn't want to post yesterday on april fools - thank god its over and everything on the internet is true again. Some simple doodles for now, I wanted to work on some skin reflection details, and also flexible wardrobes - huge bellies really tend to clash with clothing that covers the waist so i'm always hunting for as many crop tops and lowcut pants/shorts lingerie as humanly possible. 

I'll be honest and say when it come to seduction I'm not great at reading signals, both these ladies would still be waiting for me to make a move. Like "oh thats some intense eye contact - are they mad at me or...?"

I vanished again, and i'm sorry. 
I wasn't handling the pressure and attention from thousands of fans at all. I've been avoiding social media, dreading posts where I've nothing to show, and also not replying to my DM's, emails and friends. Curling into a ball isn't really a great defensive reaction unless you're a hedgehog, but when I'm feeling down the inclination is to make my world as small as possible and that's hard to fight.

As for what was depressing me, I was in denial and struggling with a sad truth - I'd lost my passion for this, and it had been that way for a long time. The current state of things wasn't fun for me. I know we've just lost Derpixion and I didn't want to add to this awful year of our lord with my own retirement letter because I'm not ready to resign. I needed to figure out what was wrong and why I wasn't enjoying this anymore.

I remember days where I'd jump out of the shower full of ideas and creativity, and doing something for fun or a challenge without expectations, rather than slogging a 50-60 hour week to get a 200 page comic out every couple of weeks. when fans were a delight rather than a crushing pressure to try and keep everyone happy like a chameleon on a tartan rug.

So, I'd like to to start over, give it another shot - but this time I'm going to change the focus to myself and simply having fun instead of obsessing on a return to the pace and volume/direction of content that was making me miserable and burnt out. One thing that went wrong was pressure to continue stories that I was utterly fed up working on for 50 hours a week months on end, I hate to confess but for example I was working on special delivery II for most of a year and I'm still recovering - it has 1,400 panels and I'm beginning to understand why J.R.R martin will never finish that 6th book. I'm sure I'll return to it one day, but I really need to lean toward doing my own thing and taking directions I want to go in, or else I'll risk stripping away all the joy I find from doing this.
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TLDR,  I'd lost sight of why I started this - I needed to stop and properly reflect on why making content wasn't fun for me anymore, because I enjoy art, I enjoy being creative, and I will never tire of boobs belly or butts - but something about the process was sucking the whole thing dry, and it wasn't Jenna. Apologies to people who were disappointed by a lack of communication or content but I needed to figure it out. 

Stay tuned - You wont have to wait too long this time.

Went heavily into Character and Wardrobe design this week. I think I finally have enough resources to do a Fallout T.O.I. Story justice, Planning on one this summer, and it'll be a reboot not a sequel. I'm amazed by how well the super-mutant redesign turned out, it's my new favourite.

I will hopefully be continuing TOI story stuff now the fatigue is wearing off, (also the depression, but i don't think anyone paid attention) a typical length story takes about 200-300+ hours and doing them constantly was not only draining but left very little in the tank for creating fresh characters, props and assets for future stories. So I'd been focusing on 'smaller' stuff, (aka the building blocks of what makes everything look so good.) and just having fun creatively without any deadlines.

I really liked working on Ahegao expressions and how they turned out, want to share those. Lore-wise the 'public toilet' is a theme room that can be booked for 60,000¥ (school uniform provided), the stalls are props so don't worry its quite hygienic, the tentacle beast is real though!

Another challenge project, because fur is a Sonofabitch to make in 3d. I've never got the hang of it and it's a real pain to work with, so of course I had to conquer it to put in the portfolio. The Ears and tail turned out really nice, i like those. But The last 4 renders with body fur are probably going to be a one-off considering now much time and trouble they were.

From a lore perspective, genetically engineered/fantasy Catgirls sound good on paper but if science ever makes that breakthrough they'd be unemployable as maids. Knocking cups off counters, sleeping 16h a day, want to go out, want to come in, want to go out, shred the sofa, chew your phone charger, demolish part of the kitchen because you thought it would be funny to try a laser pointer and get unreasonably frisky at 3am. - If you think the last part doesnt sound so bad, picture a 120lb catgirl with the zoomies parkour from the nightstand to the curtains.