As for the future, I honestly don't know.  You may have noticed a restructuring on here including adding back the money view I turned off long ago, and there is a reason for that.  (TLDR at the bottom)

My support on this platform has been bleeding a lot in recent years, and I understand why.  Have had lots of failed projects that fizzled out, partnerships that went south, all because I couldn't keep my brain focused on it.

It was not till the last year I finally got myself checked out, and found out I have adult ADHD that has been getting worst as I age.  Maybe I even mentioned this before on here, but I don't remember, because I can often find myself blind to time and forget things quickly once my brain drifts.  WoW, for over ten years, was my hyper-fixation, and that is why I was so good at keeping up with it.  It was, to put it bluntly, my life.

When I lost WoW during the legal troubles, I spent years attempting to reclaim the spark, to "latch on" to something else.  FF14, Star Wars, League of Legends, Darksiders, etc.  All of them had stuff I liked about them, but nothing grabbed me like WoW did.  Sometimes I would just continue to animate WoW stuff, never to post it publicly, because I missed my characters and what I had, and all my other projects and ideas would languish, before drifting away from me.  It's not something I was able to just willpower through, because my brain simply discards everything once it's moved to my peripheral.

Why am I bringing all this up? Because finally, after so long, I got the spark (hyper-fixation) back with Orcslayers.  I know it's not what everyone wants, because you all can't just live through the familiarity we all shared with worlds like WoW and FF14, but I feel like it's the only shot I have of keeping myself focused and productive and not just quitting animating, like I have considered so many times before.  To make up for it I am doing my best to add more famous characters as cameos and swaps that I know people like.

The bad news is, it took too long for me to reach here.  For over a year and a half now I have been working multiple jobs.  One is a night job delivering pizzas, all to keep my expenses from collapsing.  Other works I tried to do as commissions, but like I mentioned earlier that often gets pushed to my peripheral due to my fixation, meaning they rarely get done on time, some even taking years.  It's why I try not to accept normal commissions anymore.  Even just writing this post is taking everything I have, because my brain wants to open up Unreal and start coding something weird or make a new stage.  Now my family has asked me to move back to a full-time job.

While I never plan to drop Orcslayers, as it's now become my fixation, the amount of work I can put into it is going to drop drastically should I move into a full-time job + family responsibilities. There is no way around this other then somehow getting back the support I lost, and I don't even know how possible that is.  Again, I don't want to be doom and gloom.  Am always going to work a little bit on it, even if I just do stuff in what little free time I have.  Hell, this post terrifies me, because I know a lot of you will probably drop as soon as it's uploaded, but I can't let my fear stop me from being transparent and clear.  At this point, there isn't much more I can lose.

So if you like what I do, please, maybe tell a few pervy friends about it, or repost my drafts on twitter or other places.  Maybe, if I am lucky, I will get at least enough support back to be able to reach equilibrium with my family (2000).  If not, well, I will have to figure out where to slot it all in.  Thank you, those that still have stuck with me through all the troubles and the failures.