Lets find out if there's an alternative to paywalls to support a full time artist.
All future posts will be public and available on the follower tier for as long as possible.
If the experiment works, it can continue indefinitely. The support of this community literally puts food on my table and I am eternally grateful but I don't want anyone to miss out if they cant afford it, or their bank wont let them support subscribestar.

I'll give an update and review on this policy in December. If i'm still able to pay bills I'd be happy for it to continue. Regardless of what happens, the public archive will always be public.

I've been working up the courage for this post, and I've been avoiding it for several months, sharing the truth is going to be tougher than putting you through the radio silence of my continued hiatus. Please take a seat, and I'll try and sugar coat it a little.

My dad waited almost a year to tell me about his cancer diagnosis, and he said that giving me the news was the hardest thing he had ever done. After a referral to an oncologist a few months ago, I understand why. I still cant bring myself to tell my mum. It's a little easier to tell you all, but not by much, I was ready to ghost and let you think i was just an asshole rather than put you through this, but I think you deserve some closure. I have cancer, and the prognosis is not great. I am so sorry.

I'll be working on turning all my resources into a library that people can access, I did say if I ever decided to retire I'd share the models and assets I've made through the years, it''ll be possible to use them in Daz 3d complete with the original saved scenes and even complete some stories that i never found the time or motivation to finish. It's a lot of stuff and it should give a great boost to anyone who wants to get into the scene.

 I love you all, but i'm going to be distant for a while - hopefully not so distant that we'll need a medium :) , but my focus will be very much elsewhere and my instict is to protect people from this - I do hate bringing the mood down. You're the most lovely kind and understanding group I've ever known and I really hope we can look forward to many more years. Nothings written in stone and hopefully I'll get a second chance.

When I do decide to show up here or maybe hang out on discord, I won't want to dwell on this or talk about it too much. I'm always of the philosophy that the best thing you can give people is a normal day and a happy memory no matter the circumstances, so lets have some of that? That's uh, about all I can think of for now, because this is a really hard fucking post to write, maybe best kept short and paired with a hug. Again, you're a wonderful bunch and I'm truly blessed to have found you. Thankyou.