Hiya! First of all, merry christmas! I hope it'll be nice for alot of us ^w^ Second of all, I have an update on the big move!

Temporary inactivity notice
I'll be visiting my new home and exploring inside it for the first time on the 6th of january, and have only got a few days to move there, so I just thought I'd give you guys a little heads up that I'm going to be extra extra busy during then, especially starting by the 6th and will have a temporary inactivity from most online places until I've finally moved in. I still don't have alot of money and I've been very cautious with it, so I didn't get myself much for christmas this year, just some chocolates and a cute little dinosaur that's all, nice wee things but nothing expensive ofcourse. I need to keep what I've got for the house and everything, so I don't want to be spending much this year sorry. Kinda need to escape from a rough area so I'll need to see if I can afford my new home and things for it such as new cooker and flooring. if you'd like to help me save then please feel free to support me on ko-fi it would mean alot <:3 /nf https://ko-fi.com/cutevixen If you're not able to then I'd appreciate you sharing this, thank you for your support 💛

VRChat group event
It's been a crazy year this year so hopefully this christmas and new year I'll get to have fun and chillax.. ÚwÙ Btw I have a vrchat group just for friends and fans only, The Fluffy Gang has a new year celebration event that's starting soon so we're gonna do a new year countdown for every participant's timezones ^w^ So if we've met before then you'll probably get to join ^-^ just make sure to follow all the rules and you're good! :3 We will also be hanging out together and maybe even watching videos together and playing around with what the event world has to offer, so feel free to come join us if you're a member, might be a nice way to make new friends ^-^

How was my christmas? :3
Since it is christmas day I thought I'd share how things are today and I will say it is very nice and pleasant ^-^ I know I wasn't expecting much but my carer was very kind and surprised me with a really nice bag of gifts ^w^ She also dropped me off at the salvation army and they were also very kind :3 I acquainted with alot of the people there and we had a good christmas dinner ^-^ What really made me happy is that several of the people told me that I really brightened up their day and that I was really fun, I'm really glad 💛 I hope I can continue making people happy and providing some sort of comfort ^w^ They also gave out gift bags and we all got matching christmas socks lol X3 and each bag had a different gift inside :o how did they know I like perfume XD In general I like smelling nice I'm very clean and shower alot (I hope my new house has a bath!) and I love the smells of all my perfumes but I keep forgetting to wear them! I even forgot today, agh! DX Ah well, I'll remember someday <X3 Anywho, now I'm home and calling my discord pals, and writing this journal as I speak. Might watch some christmas cartoons with my pals or when I have dinner, we'll see! It's been nice for me this year and I hope christmas was nice for all you fluffies too ^-^

Support is appreciated 🦊💖
Anyway I haven't really been asking much for christmas, then again I don't really ask for things much in general as I usually buy myself a gift of my own <:3 I made previous journals about the moving situation of why I need to move (it's pretty important) so please check em out and share them if you can, I need to escape from a rough area and be able to use my own garden
https://www.deviantart.com/hazelthevixen/journal/Life-Update-Moving-out-health-plushies-outings-1247403305
https://www.deviantart.com/hazelthevixen/journal/An-important-announcement-Birthday-Funfair-1264703156
And once again, it would mean alot if you could share my Ko-Fi ofcourse, and SubscribeStar if you're adult
Subscriber exclusive content has had a bit of a delay as alot of my projects have been packed away for the big move, but once I've moved and unpacked everything I'm hoping to upload everything all at once, all the progresses, upcoming projects, and everything, to make up for such. I also hope to offer more goodies in the future if you become a paid member ^-^

Despite all the setbacks I've had, I still try to make life enjoyable at least. When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade! It's important to always find a reason to smile despite all we've been through
Thank you for the support :3

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Happy birthday to me and happy halloween to all of us! ^w^ Just thought I'd make a picture featuring all my forms to celebrate ^-^ Keep in mind that these are sonas, not separate characters. These characters are all me in the fictional world and should not be drawn separately unless it is art like this that represents these sonas/forms as part of me. Cos that would be weird if those parts of me were all interacting like we splitted into separate characters or something XD That actually happened in Batman The Brave And The Bold in the episode called A Bat Divided, he splitted into 3 different batmans where each one all contained a different part of his personality. But that ain't happening in this art o mine UwU It's just showing the many forms I can be :3 So lets get into all the sonas I took form in all in order!

Human [29/10/1999]: It's basically just me irl XD Sometimes I might have the ears and tails of my fox form where I become a kitsunemimi, but not always. I don't often use this form alot in the online world except rarely since we all have the opportunity to be cool fictional characters and I wanna be something more fun >w< But that's what's great about being online, going to conventions, or even just playing vrchat, you get to be your very own fictional character in real life ^-^ and yes I'm calling online real life too because it is tbh. The people you meet there are all real people, the friends you make are all real friends (or at least that's what we hope for) we're not bots, we're real people behind the screen, so that's why online interactions are real life interactions, and other things you do there too like shopping and checking mail, that's all real man. If we call offline shops "local shops" instead of "irl shops", then we should start calling these "irl/real life" friends of our's offline friends or local friends, because honestly? it makes more sense. Anyway enough of my rants and rambles, lets move onto the next form I went by

Longhaired Chihuahua [16/02/2014]: Believe it or not, this form was originally intended to just be a profile picture for my youtube channel, as "chihuahua" and its variants was one of the first ever names I went by online. I chose this name and avatar because long haired chihuahuas are my most favourite dog in the world and I've always wanted one my whole life it's been my lifelong dream, but since I figured I may never get the chance to have one throughout my childhood, if I can't have the dog then I'll be the dog! So I became a cute blonde chihuahua with a nice pink scarf. She was originally known as just "me as a dog" because I never heard of a furry before, what's that? No one where I live even knows what they are, even when I moved far away, no one even knows what a furry is, and now that I am one, the furry community in this country feels like a complete ghost town and it's honestly kinda lonely tbh.. And yeah I discovered the furry fandom in 2017 for the first time and I first learnt what furries where, and that was when I discovered I was one all along.. :o So this chihuahua form went from being known as "me as a dog" to an actual fursona, and originally she was just called Chihuahua, just like how Donkey from Shrek shares the same name as his species. But then later on, I decided to give her an actual name..what if we shortened Chihuahua to just Chi? Thought that was pretty creative, and I love Chi's Sweet Home anyway so it makes sense! So she then became known as Chi the chihuahua ^w^ But as of 2018, she was no longer my main form. Still me, not fully retired yet, but not who I am most of the time anymore. I might be her rarely, but only on rare occasions, because that was when I found a new form that would hopefully fit me better. Chi and chihuahua usernames and other variants of these have also been retired ever since, but some of these names still remain on places like Toyhouse and Art Fight, just cos I like how I was first to be called that without any numbers or x's whatsoever, I find it to be very fascinating :3

Kurilian Japanese Bobtail Cat [18/02/2017]: This character was originally going to be an oc, however I did not use her until around like 09/05/2018 or at least around summer time of 2018, where she became my new main fursona, and her name was Hazel, same name as she was as an oc, and the first form of mine to feature a name change, as the Hazel username and its variants became my name on many sites now. Random fact, Hazel was about to be my real name once, but when I was born, it became something different instead. Still like this different name but I still prefer Hazel more, and I am most comfortable being called Hazel most of all, especially when I am online

Fennec Kit Fox [06/04/2019]: I was having trouble figuring out if I was more catlike or doglike as I display both qualities, and switching between a cat and dog fursona felt like too much hassle for me, so when I was researching animals that display both qualities, I now realise my favourite animal is the perfect sona for me, and that is the fox. I don't know why I am most drawn to relatable things, every favourite character I like from every media have always had some relatability when it came to them, especially Spongebob and Fluttershy from the early seasons of mlp (not so much the mid seasons, she became alot less relatable and less likable imo.) But anyway, foxes are very cute and relatable, and I am a very cute, naturally pretty person irl, who is often mistakened for a minor due to how I look and sound, so a fox fursona fitted me. But figuring out what breed of fox I am was a hard one, cos I know for sure I'm definitely not an arctic fox because I hate winter and can't handle the cold at all, so definitely a desert fox of some kind, but I was worried a fennec would seem too cliche for a sona, so I went with kit fox for now, because not only they are cute and survive in warm countries, but the name reminds me of "fox kit", and even though I'm an adult, I'm still a child at heart, so that was also why I was fond of choosing a kit fox as my new main form. However, keep in mind that fox kits and kit foxes are not the same, as all my forms are about the same age as me, a young adult, so my kit fox form is still an adult at the end of the day, just a childlike one. But I kinda missed being a hybrid, since I am born different after all, so I still wanted to have a unique sona just like how I'm unique irl. I'm an ambivert, but most foxes like the kit are solitary, so they seem very introverted. And fennec foxes are actually pack animals, they live in groups, but changing to that might make me look like an extrovert, so I decided a hybrid was right for me, a mix of both a solitary and group animal, perfect for an ambivert! This form also has a mage outfit where I get to become Witch Hazel the sand witch (lolpuns) because of my love for fantasy rpg themed things, and well.. you can be anything in the world of fiction, so I wanna be a kawaii rpg hero who saves the day! >:3

Gallade [03/08/2024]: My first male sona and first fan character. For quite a few years, I had always been interested in knowing what pokemon I would be, and I always thought maybe I'd be a pachirisu or emolga, or perhaps even one of the eeveelutions, I especially love those cos eevees are my favourites! But I was indecisive for a very long time, I needed to know what type fitted me best, what look fitted me best, what ability, what pokemon..I was being a finicky fennec, I was way too indecisive..It wasn't until last year, I had a dream and well..several dreams after that, where I entered the world of pokemon and actually got transformed into one in the first dream I had. I had become a different gender because I became a male only pokemon, and that was gallade. Then the next few dreams I've been getting use to this new form of mine and living life as a this new form of mine. Sometimes I was wild, sometimes I had a trainer, so I guess I've been caught and released alot. Though with one of the trainers I was scared and nervous, and I talked, but I didn't expect them to understand me, but it seems she did! so it seems I was one of those pokemons that could talk. Alot of the dreams were fun, cute and silly, being a timid natured gallade had given me alot of funny ideas and concepts, so I settled on this to be my pokesona X3 A warrior who is more of a worrier XD but I would look like every other gallade (dreams decided that), so I gave myself a scarf cos I wanted to be more recognisable but still accurate to the official design. I have also decided that I could be mega form if you guys wanted, but I'll leave that up to fanartists and whatnot. I also have made a comic series based on those dreams I have and plan to add a few extra fun stories I made up, it's called Pokemon Are People Too, you can find it in my art galleries UwU This pokesona also encouraged me to see what all my other ocs would be if they were pokemon :3 like Cody is a vigoroth, Max is a dusk lycanroc, Sakura is a lurantis, Zack is a meowstic, and so on ^-^

Gallade is a species by pokemon. I do not own pokemon in anyway as this is just fanart and a fan character. You get the idea!

My fennekit fox form is still my main form, however the cat and dog are no longer mains, but still used rarely, I actually haven't drawn my cat form in about 6 years, so it feels good to draw her again :3 I usually be my pokesona in more pokemon universes, but other than that, I'm mostly that or my fox form now :3 I hope you enjoyed hearing about the history of my sonas and how they came to be, especially after I found the right sona ^-^ Please enjoy this art of mine, it took me several months to complete ÚwÙ

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Hi! Just wanted to say I'm really sorry for taking an unexpected hiatus from the internet, my desktop needed repaired and my new laptop is needing replaced ( why both at once.. QwQ ) so the desktop is up and running again (hooray!!) so now all we need to do now is to repair or replace the new laptop! cos yeah I got a new laptop just recently so I can still do art on the go, but sadly it has been having multiple blue screens a day, and the repair peeps said that it was a fault in the makes and that it's not me, so we're hoping to get it fixed or replaced soon with a laptop that does hopefully work this time UwU spent a thousand £ it's a bit of a shame :c but we'll get one that works! As for the desktop I was having trouble with the screen, wasn't sure why it wasn't turning on when I plugged it in which was a bit confusing but we got there eventually and learnt some handy tips along the way ^-^ I also found out that one of the repair lads was a pokemon go player, a fellow team mystic I've teamed up with many times, so now we've acquainted and added each other yaay! ^w^ small world huh X3

Anywho, during my breaks from the internet I've been keeping in touch with all my discord pals along with starting a really fun roleplay with my good friends Wolfypoof and mk0987 in my furry discord server, so if you're in the server too feel free to pop in! you're more than welcome to join in the rp, have a chat, or simply observe, we're here when you need us anyway ^w^ I've also been enjoying making sodas the good old fashioned way and I just made the best cream soda ever, it's full of flavour and sweetness and doesn't taste watery at all! 💖 I gotta tell Max this, he loves cream soda XD /lhj

I was also preparing for starting another hobby I enjoyed since when I was a kid, so now that all my preparations were complete I was able to get started on that hobby project. What's the project you may ask? It's a surprise! ;3 But only my friends know. I don't really reveal alot of upcoming goodies in public much anymore due to stalkers like COUGHcarol copying everything I do and stealing from me because they're jealous and got no life lol. Aaanyway, I'm a little rusty with this project of mine but it's getting more and more fun as I progress so I'm gonna keep at it! especially during my next hiatus ^w^

Speaking of my next hiatus, I'll be taking one from early may to like the 5th or 6th of may to enjoy the heatwave and sunshine, work on my projects more, watch more movies, and spend quality time with my pals more :3 alot of my friends are on discord so I'll keep that open ^-^ but I'll be taking a break from art sites, social media, and browsing in general. I'll reply to comments and whatnot when I return ofcourse!

Also, my next hiatus begins around the 26th of june and ends at the end of june. Why another hiatus? because I am going on vacation again! =D I'll still be in scotland cos british summers are just the best thing ever, but I'll be travelling really far. Here's to hoping my new laptop wont have problems like the last and I'll still get to draw on the go.. ^-^; Here's to hoping anyway! I travelled really far to get to scotiacon early this year and I stayed at a hotel. This time I'll get to stay at a caravan! I have very fond childhood memories of staying in caravans so I'm sure this trip will be a very nostalgic one ^-^ especially since I been to this place when I was wee, but I'll tell you where I'm going after I've been on holiday UwU I gotta try and take some pictures! Aaand I've yet to share all my tenerife and scotiacon pics.. ^w^; Will get to it eventually, life's been really busy plus I lack motivation to upload sometimes.. XwX;

Yesterday I was enjoying a nice hot beach day, had a good hotdog and irn bru, paddled in the sea, seen schools of fish, saw some cool flowers and a caterpillar, chilled on my favourite grassy area, and went home with a delicious ice cream :3 now today I did lots of shopping and came home with kfc and hibiscus lemonade bubble tea! yum ^w^ dragonfruit lemonade is my favourite tho X3 I tried to help a caterpillar and a bumblebee this week, we autistic peeps are superheroes after all :3 Anyways, see ya when I get back!

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Oh hey! ^-^ It's your favourite rpg heroes Max and Cody and today they're teaming up on a battle to defeat all the monsters! This is actually the first time I made a finished piece of Cody's mage outfit! he is a fire wizard (a very unwise one that is), but he does his best in supporting his friends ^w^ Here he is giving Max a powerup so he can land a firey slash! >:3 Monsters? haters? what's the difference? Oh well, they're beating up the bad guys, that's for sure! :3 that's what heroes do best! ^-^ I was listening to this while I drew this picture, it's very fitting! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uPFiSBlZUE

I made this during the feral fighters event on pawprinting! Since I won 3rd place, this art was featured on the homepage for a while yaay! ^-^ And now, it is featured in the galleries of the many art sites I use! Including my pawprinting profile! ^w^ Thank you all for your support :3 I hope you enjoy this art! I'm hard at work on other works but I'll get there eventually ^-^; Looks like the autism pride art might have to be june instead oop

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Okay! So I've finished making my new fursuit tail, it's time to go to Scotiacon! ^-^ Starting around the 7th, I'll be on hiatus for about 1 or 2 days, because I'll be trying out furry conventions for the first time ^w^ I'm excited but also a little nervous, but I'm sure it'll be a great time! :3 Oh and I haven't quite got pictures of my new tail yet, but we'll be sure to get some photos once I'm in fursuit cos it'll defs look alot better then ^w^ I was also enjoying spending some quality time with all my friends because they might not see me for about a day or 2, or maybe if they're lucky I might be about to pop in on discord for a mo UwU but I'll be sure to get some photos of the convention, maybe even videos too if we're lucky!

And I completely forgot to share the photos of my vacation abroad, I better get around on posting it to bluesky at some point <X3 but there is alooot of pictures, I dunno where to start! <XD I even saw something funny in the shop that looks like it could be a cursed image lol, but I'll get to posting these eventually, I've just been very busy with life.. ^w^;

Recently I've also been feeling accomplished because we've also managed to take one step forward to finding out about professional diagnosises, because I get distracted way too easily aswell as forgetting too easily, I also have trouble with sleep and as they say, my mind is always racing with thoughts, so I'm very random X3 many thoughts, head full! but it doesn't bother me, I was like this all this time UwU but we need to find out if it has anything to do with adhd. the doc also noticed signs of ptsd so that's also another thing we're going to find out, so it'll be good to have some questions answered and aim for a better understanding, for both myself and others :3 I just wanna say I appreciate that the world has become a more accepting place for people with different identities and disabilities, it means alot and I hope the future will get even better and better ^w^

Welp, soon I'll be hopping on the train with my friend who was very kind to be my fursuit handler, and we'll be on our way soon! I am also making a fox plushie of my oc Cody, it'll be him in his swift fox form so I got a fun project to work on while I'm on the train anyway UwU Anyways I can't think of much to say except I've made some amazing friends recently so I love all you guys both old and new and I'll see yous when I return from Scotiacon ^-^ Thank you for all your support, you guys always bring me joy 💛 It's time to follow my dreams! ^w^

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Happy 2025! It's time for a whole new adventure ^w^ I'll be making new friends, making new memories with old friends, and together we will continue our battles against evil! >:3 bring it on 2025, I have survived all these years, and I will make it through this one too! Another new adventure begins!
My new year's resolution? Oh gosh, I haven't really thought about that.. <:3 uhhh make more friends! yeah! ^-^ you can never have too many friends on my book ^w^ so more friends it is! UwU

On new year's eve, I went to see Shadow on the big screen! That's right, I seen the 3rd Sonic movie at the cinema, it was great! ^w^ bit more serious than the other 2, but was still really good! I look forward to seeing Amy and the 4th one ^w^

On new year's day, I was calling my discord pals both old and new, and we did the countdown and I was outside seeing all the fireworks ^-^ so pretty ^w^ but it was raining like crazy, why out of all times does it have to rain hard like this.. XwX ah well, at least the fireworks were pretty and was fun hanging with friends :3 Though a scared dog ran to me and was barking at the fireworks, while it did have a waggy tail and was barking and being friendly to me, I could tell the poor thing was scared since not all tail wags mean happiness :< It had its front paw lifted and tail down at times so I came to comfort the poor thing and offered it shelter, though I don't think the shelter worked very well since I think it was a bit defensive towards the fireworks, though I was managing to give it pets and talked to it which helped a little at least <:3 it seemed to like that, but I'm not very pleased about the owners letting their pets out on a time like this, most animals are terrified of fireworks so it's no wonder the poor dog was in a panic, though eventually they did find their dog, they must've ran off but still they really shouldn't let their pets out during that time, especially at the countdown to new year the poor thing could of gone missing :< I was just lucky my guinea pigs don't seem to mind the fireworks since they live indoors with me, they continue their businesses like it's nothing. guess they've seen scary before <X3 that or being indoor pets probably helps alot. however, I am completely torn, I love fireworks, I love the displays and everything, but I'm also concerned about the animals both pet and wild :< I wish there was a way to safely enjoy firework displays without affecting the animals, I prefer seeing the real thing over watching it on video tho <:3 but I can understand why alot of animals would be scared, heck that huge rocket that shooted all the way across the sky with a huge WHOOSH sound made me be like wow 0-0; so when I was talking to the dog, I mentioned that yes I found that scary too :o but I'm here <:3

Oh and I know this might be a bit late to say, but I wanted to share you guys how my christmas was: alot better than expected! I was worried I was gonna be alone for christmas cos everyone was busy with their families (while I don't have one QwQ) but then I been to a really cool place where they invited us for christmas dinner and I made new acquaintances and managed to keep in touch with one, everyone was really kind ^-^ and what was a lovely surprise is that they gave us all gifts and flowers and I'm really thankful! I still have the flowers up and they make the whole house smell lovely :3 I love flowers especially ones that smell nice ^-^ and don't worry I put them in a place where they are well away from my guinea pigs, just so my pets are safe UwU I got lots of cool gifts which was a lovely surprise cos I didn't really ask for much for christmas since I bought myself stuff and all I really wanted was to be with my friends, and I managed to make new acquaintances while being surprised with their amazing gifts! so I got all my christmas wishes this year ^w^💛 I'm actually wearing the new Spongebob t-shirt as I write this too! I wanna thank my new acquaintances for joining me and I hope we'll get to be good friends and have many years to come of fun and friendship ^w^ I also wanna thank everyone who has been super kind to me in general, I really appreciate all you guys it means alot to me thanks 💖

I still have alot of works to finish but this february I'm going to my first furry convention! ^-^ I wont be saying where because nice try haters but you still can't get me in the offline world, haha ^w^ but that's what I love about travel! it's fun, interesting, and you can get away from all the stalkers by enjoying peace away from all the haters with just my friends or simply by myself if I'm going to the beach :3 But yea, my friends know where I'm going since I trust you guys, you guys are great :3 and if any of my fluffies are attending, if you see a brown fluffy fox it's probably me lol X3

Anywho, that's all for now :3 Happy new year! lets make it a good one ^w^

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