Hai! so as you know from my previous post, I was on a temporary hiatus as we travelled all the way to Scotiacon in glasgow! It's my first time going to both so it was a nice new experience for me ^w^ Sorry this post was a bit later than expected, I was very tired coming home and I had muscle pains from all that exercise. But maybe that ain't so bad cos it means I'm getting stronger :3 So by the time I posted this, I had the energy to do so. Here we are!

So! on the first day my helper/carer was with me to be my handler, and also because I am too nervous to travel alone.. ^-^; We took a train alllll the way to glasgow where I was chilling, chatting, and doing a bit of plushie making on the go. From my recent posts during the time I shared this journal, I was working on a swift fox plushie of Cody :3 It was a looong journey but fun stuff like that keeps things fun ^-^

And so, we arrive at a glasgow hotel. I never seen so many taxis! :o then again, I don't often get a chance to go to cities often so they're kinda big and exciting to me ^w^ I seen some fellow fursuiters at the hotel which was super fascinating because I never met other fursuiters before! Even though I'm a fursuiter aswell, it was fascinating to me seeing other fursuiters in person ^-^ My handler was the same way, she was use to me being a cute fluffy fox so it was also new to her seeing different kinds of furries aswell :o We checked the place out and we explored glasgow, there are lots of interesting stuff there! :D I like all the fancy neon lights in buildings, thought they were cool ^w^ There was also big black square buildings with huuuge windows! very modern and futuristic!

We went to Build A Bear and I got to experience building one for the first time :3 I never got to do it in person before because sadly there isn't any nearby anymore, so this was nice to experience! I got myself an eevee with a hawaiian shirt ^w^ I think I'll call this one Melvin because it's the eevee I have in games, so Melvin went with me when we went out for dinner-er..brunner! because my helper and I haven't eaten all day, ehh.. ^-^; It's cos we were so busy but we did have snacks, but for me it's normal, I have brunner alot. I shouldn't, because I forget to eat or I prioritise things that I think are more important than eating, but I guess I was use to that kinda thing. Anywho, for brunner we went to TGI Fridays and we got a nice big feast and I got to try some cocktails and mocktails :3 I dunno why but I've always preferred mocktails, alcohol is just way too sour for me! >.< But maybe that's a good thing, I'm scared of knowing what it's like to be drunk, I don't wanna embarrass myself or put myself in danger QwQ so probs for the best anyway. Sweet foods ftw! I also got to try corndogs for the first time and loved em X3 And I got a delicious chicken burger and chips, along with some bbq chicken wings. Yum! I had quite the feast, I was getting full so I had the bbq wings for laterr :3 It was also nice to sit next to Melvin, plushies make me happy :3 I do wish I got to see more of the Build A Bear + toy shop place, the remote control cars looked like alotta fun <:3

We went back to the hotel and Futurama was on tv! I haven't seen that show in yeears! was great to watch it again ^-^ The shower stuff and soaps also smelt lovely, I had a good long shower before I go to Scotiacon tomorrow, because everyone likes a nice smelling clean fursuiter after all UwU What's fascinating is that the tv had german ads, and I noticed they have haribo adverts like we do :3 Oddly their english theme actually sounded better than their original german one. Usually stuff in their native languages tends to be best, but I actually liked the theme with the english language best, I think cos the tune itself sounded better to me, I dunno oguifogfugfoiudgod

After a night time shower, some cartoons, and a rest, we went to Scotiacon and was very confused at first :o Unfortunately I couldn't go to the dealers den as it was a huuuuge queue all the way through the event, so we checked the times and we had fun taking pictures and playing on the inflatables at the airheads event :3 I uh..mmmay of gotten too playful and didn't realise my own strength.. QwQ I glomped one of the inflatable toys but then noticed it was deflating and when I got up there was a big hole..oops! ``/).(\ I was like sorrysorrysorry but thankfully nobody seemed mad at me or anything so uh..no hard feelings? <=D maybe they were use to that kinda thing, accidents happen.. ^-^;; I guess I learnt something about myself, usually I'm gentle 'n' all but I guess sometimes I don't know my own strength when I'm excited, so I do apologise if I play rough <:3

We then went to play Just Dance, I'm very new at the game so it was my first time playing, the only time I did play before was like "demos" at high school, but basically we were watching just dance youtube videos of gameplays and we were seeing if we can do the moves too :3 still just as fun tho! and good practice ^w^ When I was told to go up with others there was 3 dancers and I was in the middle, we did the Hatsune Miko song that was Popipo I think it was called. I don't know alot about Miku but I do like their songs :3 I wasn't sure what my results were as I was still getting use to the layout, and I was a bit rusty I think <:3 Then we did the How Do You Like That song. Love that song! I introduced one of my new and good friends to it too and even she loves it X3 But boy was that dance hard! I was just pure confusion all the way XwX but at least I wasn't the worst, not the best but not too bad either. I was alot better at I'm Blue da ba dee da ba die tho X3 that dance was fun and alot easier I think I nailed it kinda ^w^ my fursona isn't completely blue but I do have a blue mouth, peets, eyes, nose, and inner ears. and fun fact: the cyan on Hazel's ears is actually skin, not fur, so she doesn't have blue fur. Same goes with Sakura, Skye, and many of my ocs who have pink inside their ears, it's skin not fur UwU You'll know it's fur if it looks fluffy, like Cody's ears for instance.

Anyway as much as we would love to stay, we had to go get lunch so we had to leave early as we've to catch a train <:3 We got a McDonalds then made our way back, found some cool coins and some nice shops :3 Bought a sprigatito funkopop which came with a free scratch card, and then I used the coins I found to try out some cool looking nerd candy ^w^ The coins I found were two 20 pences so I was very lucky, I spent it on the nerds along with paying by card UwU On the way to glasgow and back, I was chatting, chilling, cuddling Mr Owl (my great horned owl plushie), listening to loud edm on my headphones, and sewing my Cody plush on the journey, so it has been pretty fun and a nice new experience for me ^w^

When I got home, my guinea pigs were doing fine and still had plenty food and water, they were doing zoomies as soon as I was back XD I think they're excited to see me! Cookie jumped around with her zoomies so much she crashed into Chip and he just did a very grumpy squeak XDDD As for fursuit photos and pictures in general, I should be able to share some eventually! My handler took most of the pics especially of me in fursuit, so I'll have to see when she'll email them to me :3 then I'll share with you guys too! ^w^ so I might not be able to share em straight away until they arrive, but stay tuned and I can share em eventually! I was checking out some of the pics online and recognised alot of the things there X3 though seeing as there was more fun events before and after made me wish we could stay longer QwQ I hope that one day we will be allowed to experience the conventions for more than a day cos it all sounded like alot of fun, especially since Scotiacon's theme was magical mayhem and I love fantasy, and I heard somewhere on their timetable there was like some sort of teamwork adventure game that we sadly didn't have time for. but it looked like it would be alot of fun I hope I get to try out fun games like that in the future <:3 even better if they were fantasy rpg themed <X3

So, it just goes to show! Work real hard on your dreams and one day you'll achieve them for sure! ^w^ Keep working towards them and never give up no matter what, cos who knows, maybe one day you'll get to follow all your hopes and dreams just like I'm doing! ^-^ You only live once, so you may aswell make the most of life while you still can :D So never give up on your hopes, dreams, bucket list, or life goals in general, cos there will be a day where all your dreams will come true (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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Okay! So I've finished making my new fursuit tail, it's time to go to Scotiacon! ^-^ Starting around the 7th, I'll be on hiatus for about 1 or 2 days, because I'll be trying out furry conventions for the first time ^w^ I'm excited but also a little nervous, but I'm sure it'll be a great time! :3 Oh and I haven't quite got pictures of my new tail yet, but we'll be sure to get some photos once I'm in fursuit cos it'll defs look alot better then ^w^ I was also enjoying spending some quality time with all my friends because they might not see me for about a day or 2, or maybe if they're lucky I might be about to pop in on discord for a mo UwU but I'll be sure to get some photos of the convention, maybe even videos too if we're lucky!

And I completely forgot to share the photos of my vacation abroad, I better get around on posting it to bluesky at some point <X3 but there is alooot of pictures, I dunno where to start! <XD I even saw something funny in the shop that looks like it could be a cursed image lol, but I'll get to posting these eventually, I've just been very busy with life.. ^w^;

Recently I've also been feeling accomplished because we've also managed to take one step forward to finding out about professional diagnosises, because I get distracted way too easily aswell as forgetting too easily, I also have trouble with sleep and as they say, my mind is always racing with thoughts, so I'm very random X3 many thoughts, head full! but it doesn't bother me, I was like this all this time UwU but we need to find out if it has anything to do with adhd. the doc also noticed signs of ptsd so that's also another thing we're going to find out, so it'll be good to have some questions answered and aim for a better understanding, for both myself and others :3 I just wanna say I appreciate that the world has become a more accepting place for people with different identities and disabilities, it means alot and I hope the future will get even better and better ^w^

Welp, soon I'll be hopping on the train with my friend who was very kind to be my fursuit handler, and we'll be on our way soon! I am also making a fox plushie of my oc Cody, it'll be him in his swift fox form so I got a fun project to work on while I'm on the train anyway UwU Anyways I can't think of much to say except I've made some amazing friends recently so I love all you guys both old and new and I'll see yous when I return from Scotiacon ^-^ Thank you for all your support, you guys always bring me joy 💛 It's time to follow my dreams! ^w^

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Happy 2025! It's time for a whole new adventure ^w^ I'll be making new friends, making new memories with old friends, and together we will continue our battles against evil! >:3 bring it on 2025, I have survived all these years, and I will make it through this one too! Another new adventure begins!
My new year's resolution? Oh gosh, I haven't really thought about that.. <:3 uhhh make more friends! yeah! ^-^ you can never have too many friends on my book ^w^ so more friends it is! UwU

On new year's eve, I went to see Shadow on the big screen! That's right, I seen the 3rd Sonic movie at the cinema, it was great! ^w^ bit more serious than the other 2, but was still really good! I look forward to seeing Amy and the 4th one ^w^

On new year's day, I was calling my discord pals both old and new, and we did the countdown and I was outside seeing all the fireworks ^-^ so pretty ^w^ but it was raining like crazy, why out of all times does it have to rain hard like this.. XwX ah well, at least the fireworks were pretty and was fun hanging with friends :3 Though a scared dog ran to me and was barking at the fireworks, while it did have a waggy tail and was barking and being friendly to me, I could tell the poor thing was scared since not all tail wags mean happiness :< It had its front paw lifted and tail down at times so I came to comfort the poor thing and offered it shelter, though I don't think the shelter worked very well since I think it was a bit defensive towards the fireworks, though I was managing to give it pets and talked to it which helped a little at least <:3 it seemed to like that, but I'm not very pleased about the owners letting their pets out on a time like this, most animals are terrified of fireworks so it's no wonder the poor dog was in a panic, though eventually they did find their dog, they must've ran off but still they really shouldn't let their pets out during that time, especially at the countdown to new year the poor thing could of gone missing :< I was just lucky my guinea pigs don't seem to mind the fireworks since they live indoors with me, they continue their businesses like it's nothing. guess they've seen scary before <X3 that or being indoor pets probably helps alot. however, I am completely torn, I love fireworks, I love the displays and everything, but I'm also concerned about the animals both pet and wild :< I wish there was a way to safely enjoy firework displays without affecting the animals, I prefer seeing the real thing over watching it on video tho <:3 but I can understand why alot of animals would be scared, heck that huge rocket that shooted all the way across the sky with a huge WHOOSH sound made me be like wow 0-0; so when I was talking to the dog, I mentioned that yes I found that scary too :o but I'm here <:3

Oh and I know this might be a bit late to say, but I wanted to share you guys how my christmas was: alot better than expected! I was worried I was gonna be alone for christmas cos everyone was busy with their families (while I don't have one QwQ) but then I been to a really cool place where they invited us for christmas dinner and I made new acquaintances and managed to keep in touch with one, everyone was really kind ^-^ and what was a lovely surprise is that they gave us all gifts and flowers and I'm really thankful! I still have the flowers up and they make the whole house smell lovely :3 I love flowers especially ones that smell nice ^-^ and don't worry I put them in a place where they are well away from my guinea pigs, just so my pets are safe UwU I got lots of cool gifts which was a lovely surprise cos I didn't really ask for much for christmas since I bought myself stuff and all I really wanted was to be with my friends, and I managed to make new acquaintances while being surprised with their amazing gifts! so I got all my christmas wishes this year ^w^💛 I'm actually wearing the new Spongebob t-shirt as I write this too! I wanna thank my new acquaintances for joining me and I hope we'll get to be good friends and have many years to come of fun and friendship ^w^ I also wanna thank everyone who has been super kind to me in general, I really appreciate all you guys it means alot to me thanks 💖

I still have alot of works to finish but this february I'm going to my first furry convention! ^-^ I wont be saying where because nice try haters but you still can't get me in the offline world, haha ^w^ but that's what I love about travel! it's fun, interesting, and you can get away from all the stalkers by enjoying peace away from all the haters with just my friends or simply by myself if I'm going to the beach :3 But yea, my friends know where I'm going since I trust you guys, you guys are great :3 and if any of my fluffies are attending, if you see a brown fluffy fox it's probably me lol X3

Anywho, that's all for now :3 Happy new year! lets make it a good one ^w^

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A relaxing time + Art update

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