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Use Me


Her predicament was simple but didn’t take long to prove quite intolerable. If she tried to rise from her knees, she pulled on the anal pear locked into her back hole, since it had its base tied to her ankles. If she tried to lower her arms, she tightened the noose around her neck and started to choke. And if she tried to close her jaws, she drove the nasal studs of her ring gag even deeper into her nostrils.

So she stayed on her knees obediently, arms raised high, mouth wide open, shamelessly offering her body for any kind of use her husband could devise. And he did his best to make good use of the opportunity. Even with her sight and hearing taken away, she could tell he was having great fun.

He started with her breasts, looping rope around their bases and turning them into orbs of rose-colored flesh, both perfectly round except for the erect nipples sticking out of them. Breast bondage was one of his favorites, and for good reason: when tied like this, her boobs turned delightfully sensitive. Even a playful twist of her nipples or the squeezing of her tits elicited shrieks of pain; the strike of the cane and the lash of the whip was nothing short of excruciating. So of course he tested both on her thoroughly. Soon she was screaming and wriggling around mindlessly, choking herself with the noose and yanking harshly on the wicked device stretching her butt.

She was moments away from passing out from the lack of breath when the torture finally stopped. A pair of hands grabbed her head instead and an erect cock started fucking her throat. 

She tried to be a good little cocksucking slut she usually was, but with her pierced tongue captured by the gag, she couldn't provide much of a service. Even worse, the rope around her neck made her gag and choke all the while, like she was a total rookie in deepthroating. She knew she would be punished for her clumsiness and he proved her right: soon the hands let go of her head and grabbed on her aching boobs instead. She wanted to scream in pain, but the cock ramming into her throat again and again barely allowed her to produce as much as a whimper.

It took him quite some time to reach the point where he couldn’t hold back any longer and shot his load down her throat. 

She hoped that his orgasm would buy her some rest, but she was dead wrong. Well, as a matter of fact, he did take a break after emptying his balls, like he usually would - he left her alone for what must have been at least an hour. 

But not before massaging cayenne cream into her pussy and bruised tits. 

That made sure that she didn’t have any respite from the pain while he was away. The cream was diabolically effective, making her feel like her cunt and boobs were covered in hellfire. The urge to break free and get rid of it soon became unbearable, even though her efforts to do so only worsened her predicament. By the time he came back she was weeping hysterically, even though the noose around her neck was pulled so tight she barely made a sound.

So he thought it would be interesting to see if he could, despite all the distress she was in, still make her cum. He knelt in front of her and started to massaging her pussy with the vibrating wand, occasionally squeezing or slapping her boobs to keep things lively. At first she was sure she’d never get anywhere near an orgasm, not with her tits and cunt hurting so bad, not being on the brink of suffocation all the while. But her Master knew her better than she knew herself. It took what felt like an eternity, but she did get past the edge at last, trembling, jerking, screaming, tugging on the pear and the noose at the same time. 

After that it all became kind of a blur. 

By that point she just didn’t seem to have any strength left to hold her position. Her arms were now trembling constantly, pulling the noose tighter and forcing her to fight for every sip of air. 

She was brought back from the brink of faint by a sharp pain as the whip came down on her butt.

She took the beating silently and without much struggling, trying to focus on her breathing instead. She didn’t produce as much as a moan when he poured hot wax over her tortured tits. She barely even twitched when he placed the jagged clamps onto her nipples and labia. 

She knew he had always been turned on by the idea of owning a fuckdoll. A faceless, nameless, latex-clad thing, hyperfeminine yet subhuman, a living sex toy he can use and abuse to his liking. A creature that experiences pleasure and pain the same way a human does, but has no will of her own and exerts no resistance. Well, he had his fuckdoll now… and she could only hope the reality matched up with his fantasies.

When his rock hard dong penetrated her throat again, she knew she didn’t disappoint.

This time he didn’t cum into her mouth. Soon her ties were undone and her wrists cuffed behind her back. She was tossed to the floor face down, onto her aching boobs, eliciting an agonizing shriek from her. 

But her comfort was clearly of no concern to him this time. He held her down tight while removing the pear from her anus, only to replace it with his cock immediately. He grabbed onto her freshly whipped butt cheeks and started fucking her bruised asshole hard, rolling her back and forth on her still-bound breasts.

By the time he came inside her she already fainted from the pain. But it was okay. A fuckdoll doesn’t need any brain functions anyway. 


It took her two days to regain her strength and over a week for her body to fully heal. Her husband acted uber-romantic all the while, cuddling, kissing and bringing breakfast to bed. At first he even insisted on doing the housework in her stead, and it took her quite a few days to convince him she was now feeling well enough to do it herself.

They never really talked the session through, acting like it was all just a strange dream. She could tell he was undecided between asking her forgiveness for treating her in such a brutal fashion and admitting he couldn’t wait to do it again. He did tie her up and spank her a few times, but only in the bedroom - the door of his dreaded underground dungeon remained closed. 

In the end it took her two weeks to get fed up with the lovey dovey shit. And one day, as soon as he left for work, she went back to the dungeon to prepare herself the same way she did the first time. 

When she slapped the cuffs on her wrists, crossing the point of no return, she felt a terrified shiver crawling up her spine. Her body inadvertently went tense with panic, flexing against her restraints, yanking on the noose around her neck and the pear locked into her back hole. 

She took a few deep breaths, trying to calm herself, trying to think of all the pleasure her owner will find in her suffering. 

“Use me, Sir” she thought, her pussy slowly getting damp with arousal. “Use me like last time, use me in any way you want. Please, Sir, I beg you. Please use your fuckdoll again.”


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You Two Again?!


ONE

“Well look at that! You two again?!

The deep, menacing roar of the Wolf filled the cell, making the hooded women shiver in fear and grabbing onto each others’ hand even harder. 51 made a futile attempt to turn sideways and cover her crotch with her thigh, while 26 flexed against her cuffs, trying to break free. It was all in vain, of course. There was no way out now - they both knew it, and the Wolf knew it too.

“You really like it down here, don’t you?” the Wolf growled, slowly driving his index finger down 26’s sweaty chest, then starting to fondle her nipples. He really loved these nipples: they were long and easy to get hard. The same could be said about 26’s clitoris. By the time he reached between her thighs her cunt was already dripping and her nub protruded forth from its hood fully erect. The Wolf gave it a pinch, eliciting a muffled shriek.

“Oh yeah… you like it much, much more than you should” he said, “but we can help that. What do you say, Mr Boar? What should we do with these two little bitches?”

The Boar stopped sucking on 51’s nipples and snorted. “I say let’s hurt them a little. Or better yet, hurt them a lot. This one is really delicious; I can’t wait to give her a ride. But hey, there’s no need to hurry, is there? We can rape them plenty of times later. It’s not like they are going anywhere.”

“Damn right they’re not!” the Wolf laughed, giving 26’s tits a hard slap. “All right, sweetie, let’s start with your favorite.” 26 could hear the sharp thwack of the cane as the Wolf hit his palm with it. She sent a pleading moan into her gag.

“Aww, Mr Wolf, you are too kind to her. I’ll start with my favorite” the Boar replied, lashing his whip at the floor. “Look at this flawless ivory skin, just begging to be ruined…”


TWO

51 was hanging upside down from the spreader bar between her ankles, slowly rotating around her vertical axis. She has spent enough time like this for the blood pool up in her head - her heartbeat was drumming in her ears louder with every minute. She was, however, more concerned about the painful bruises now covering her front and back, and even more so by the candle stuck into her pussy.

It has already burnt down halfway, covering her crotch with wax, and the flame was about to descend into her vagina. The Wolf and the Boar described it to her with glee and in length how it will burn her from the inside for several minutes before the candle gets short enough for her labia to close, extinguishing the flame. At first 51 was certain they weren’t serious - they were surely professional enough not to cause her such a horrible injury. Surely they would put out the flame in time. But as the candle got shorter and shorter she started to panic. It didn’t sound like the men were paying her any attention; they were fully focused on 26’s pain and their own pleasure instead.

As far as she could tell, they removed her friend’s gag and were now busy banging her pussy and throat at the same time. Sometimes one or the other of them pulled out of her to spend a few minutes whipping and scorning her, but they made sure her throat would be full all the time. Muffled moans of pain were mixed into the sounds of gagging, choking and the rhythmic, wet smacking on the cock fucking 26’s throat. 

It was the hottest ambience 51 has ever heard.

“You like this, slut, don’t you?” the Boar grunted. “Fuck yeah. I can tell you are fucking loving it. What kind of sick, pathetic bitch is turned on by being beaten and raped by two men at the same time? A fat, old, ugly skank like you.”

A vibrating wand was turned on. From the sounds it made 51 understood that her friend’s pussy was indeed sloppy with lust.

“Sorry, did I hurt your feelings, whore? I bet you are not used to being told the truth. But the truth is, you are just plain hideous. Look at this saggy belly. Look at these flabby udders. What man in his right mind would fuck a disgusting thing like you? Sickos like us, that’s right. Men who like their fuckmeat beaten and bruised. Men who like to give you sluts exactly what you deserve…”

The smacking of the Wolf’s cock got faster and faster, and finally he exploded in a guttural roar - just as 26 erupted in ecstatic screams herself. Her orgasm just went on… and on… and on. Her muffled moans quickly went silent, however, due to the Wolf’s erect cock still blocking her throat. At last he pulled out and 51 could hear her friend wheezing and sobbing.

The Boar switched off the wand and laughed.

“And the truth shall set you free, ” he laughed. “All right, very well! Mr Wolf, would you please cuff this bitch back to the wall? Let’s give her some time out while we play with her friend. I think it’s time to take her down, her pussy is just about to go up in flames… quite literally! Oh ha ha, what a lovely day…”


THREE

After spending a few more hours fucking and torturing their subjects, the Wolf and the Boar left their chamber to restore their strength with a hearthy lunch. The women were also given bowls of food and clean water, and were left ungagged. Their hoods remained locked on their heads, however, her hands were cuffed behind their backs and they were even leashed to the wall. It was more of a symbolic touch, considering their locked cell door, but the constant rattling of their chains highlighted their helplessness very effectively. Even as they were gobbling down their meager meal, their tormentors could have returned in any minute to go on with the abuse.

Even though both 26 and 51 felt very well-fucked already, that thought made their pussies wet again in no time.

26 made sure her bowls were licked squeaky clean, then sat back on her heels and gave out a happy grunt. She flexed against her cuffs and leash, testing their strength. She was going nowhere. And she knew nothing she’d say or do could change that. Not until her time was up. 

The Pussy Prison had a very straightforward business model: you pay one week, you get one week. High-end consensual-nonconsensual sex service at its finest. And though it wasn’t cheap, the caring, professional hospitality of its Masters was worth every cent.

51 giggled. “Oh Chrissie. This is still much more fun than freediving in Fiji.”

26 laughed out loud. “Tell me about it. Base jumping? Ice climbing? Who cares about any other extreme sport when you can have…”

She suddenly fell silent when she heard the door opening and then slamming shut again.

“Did I hear talking?” the Wolf growled, lashing his whip at the floor. “Did I hear you two fucking talking?” He grabbed 51’s collar and stuffed a fat ball gag into her mouth. He unlocked her chain leash and dragged her to her feet. “I thought you have long realized your mouth holes are for two things and two things only.” He gave her ass cheeks two hard slaps. “Blowjobs… and screaming!” He cuffed 51’s wrists to a chain hanging from above and stepped to 26. “But I will teach you… I will fucking teach you!”

By the time her gag was strapped tight between her jaws, 26’s pussy was gaping with lust again. Half a day down, six and a half to go… seven days of intensive, non-stop abuse and torture. Seven long days locked up with a bunch of sadistic, sex-obsessed beasts she never even saw face to face.

Still, somehow only thing she dreaded was the day when it would come to an end.


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Sweet Dreams


The bed was made of hardwood, and not designed for comfort. When the straps holding her down were pulled as tight as possible, having any actual sleep on it was nearly impossible; only half an hour in her neck, back and butts were already hurting badly from the pressure she had no chance to alleviate. But more often than not the straps were set a little loose… just enough to make her helpless wriggling a more entertaining sight.

And she always had plenty of reasons to keep wriggling. 

“Hey Ginny, guess what I have here!” A chair was being pulled by the bed. Jasmine sat down, put her legs on her abdomen and she heard paper rustling. “Your confession notebook! Your hubby was kind enough to give it to me, so that I can, you know, get to know you better. Let’s have a look at your darkest, dirtiest fantasies then, shall we…”

Gina tried to object, but in the given situation there was little she could do to communicate her discontent.

“Confession number one. This slave is unworthy of pleasure and should be given none. She should be kept in strict orgasm denial until she learns to find joy only in pleasing her owner… and here’s a checkmark. Yeah, I guess this one is already taken care of, isn’t it.”

Gina could feel the vibrators stuffed into her cunt and butt come to life. The next second they were joined by the vibrating pads taped onto her nipples and clit. A lustful cry escaped past the rubber ball filling her mouth as she started to squirm against the straps. She knew all too well that her pleas would fall to deaf ears. The system was carefully fine-tuned to keep her on the edge of the climax without ever driving her over it, and her orgasms were considered a rare, precious reward rather than something granted at a whim. But after weeks of merciless teasing and orgasm denial, she was no longer in control of her libido. From the moment the devices switched on until the point they were turned off she had to keep jerking and crying and trying to get over the edge, oftentimes for hours, and never to any avail.

“All right,” Jasmine giggled. “Confession number two. This slave is unworthy of freedom and she should be given none. She should be kept in constant bondage day and night, her movement, speech and sight always restricted as much as feasible. Another checkmark… Yeah I don’t know. David does a pretty good job in this regard, but I think I have a couple of ideas to make it more intense. Like, I think you should do the dishes not only cuffed but also blindfolded. I guess you are going to break a plate or two at first, but I’m sure you get into it in no time… given the proper incentives.”

Gina gave out a muffled groan and her clit grew even harder. She hated, hated each and every second of the past two months, but even more so the fact that she found it so unnaturally arousing. She has long prided herself being a true no-limits submissive, forgoing all her limits for her husband’s pleasure. But her stupid, useless little sister becoming her husband’s lover, moving in and slowly turning into her Mistress was too much even for her - or it should have been, at least. She couldn’t deny it, however, that a part of her loved the thrill of being the hapless sex toy of two very imaginative owners. She always suspected that Jasmine had a kinky streak in her, but the reality surpassed even her wildest expectations.

 “Confession number three. This slave is unworthy of any mercy and she should be given none. She should be punished harshly  for the tiniest mistakes, and made to suffer for her owner’s enjoyment on a daily basis. Checkmark. Oh sweetie… You know, whatever your husband has done to you so far, I’m afraid you still have no idea what it means to suffer, to really suffer for someone else’s enjoyment. But worry not, you will find out… soon enough.”

There was something in Jasmine’s voice that made Gina’s stomach churn in terror. She started to jerk against the sleepsack with full force… but there was no way out. Not out of the merciless teasing of the devices, not out of her sister’s company… not out of the hell was life was slowly turning into.

“Confession number four. This slave is unworthy of human rights. She hereby renounces her safe word and fully submits to the will of her owner from this day to the end of her days. Her pleads and objections should be disregarded, and she should be granted no limits, no breaks and no clemency. Checkmark… You know, sis, this is the first one I have a tiny little problem with. Because, yeah, I damn sure love to tease and torture you until you scream, knowing there is nothing, nothing at all you can say or do to stop me. But can’t help wondering… how much do you really want me to stop? Are you really so sick in the head that you enjoy everything we do to you? Or do you already regret that you condemned yourself to a lifetime of despair… with no way out? A little bit of both, right? Oh yes. And I’ll do my best to keep it that way. To make you regret being such a perverted, submissive slut, day after day, every single day… of the rest of your fucking life.”

Jasmine pulled up her skirt and sat onto Gina’s sleepsack, positioning her crotch over hers. She slid a vibrator between her moist labia, pressing its tip against the heavy rubber covering her sister’s pussy. She switched on the toy and started to move up and down, making Gina erupt in muffled moans of pleasure. The devices alone were not enough to get her over the edge, but with the help of Jasmine’s vibrator… maybe… just maybe…

“Let’s flip a few pages, okay?” Jasmine breathed. “I wanna find something without a checkmark. Something too cruel or depraved even for your Master… let’s see. Ah yes. Confession twenty-three. This slave should have all her meals seasoned with her owner’s pee. Additionally, her mouth should see use both as an urinal and as an ass wipe… Well, that’s really not much to ask for! Consider it the part of your daily regime from tomorrow.”

Gina could hear Jasmine’s breath getting quicker as she was getting ever nearer to the climax.

“I love being the one who makes your deepest, dirtiest desires come true” Jasmine panted. “I know you never really liked me as a sister, but you are going to love me as your Mistress. Damn sure you will. You better.”

“Confession thirty-nine” she continued. “This slave is unworthy to be considered human and should be turned into a ponygirl instead. She should be denied speech and the use of her arms permanently. Her diet should consist of watery gruel and raw vegetables. She should spend her days pulling her owner’s cart or carrying heavy sacks. She should be made to sleep standing, like a real pony… Oh, this one is lovely. Perhaps we could rent a secluded farm next summer, get off the grid for a month or two… Just imagine the things I could do to you with not a soul to hear! I’m afraid I wouldn’t be a very responsible pony owner, but geez, it’s gonna be so much fun!”

She pulled away the vibe for a few seconds to keep them both from cumming.

“Okay… one last confession” she wheezed. “Sixty-four. This slave in unworthy of beauty. Her looks should make it clear that she is a brainless fuckdoll rather than a respectable woman. Wow. Her tits and lips should be enlarged to… uhh… obscene proportions. Conversely, her waist should be reduced to fifteen inches or less through starvation, corsetry and surgeries. Oh fuck. Her tendons should be shortened so that she’d be unable to walk without high heels. She should have her teeth removed… uhh… and her tongue heavily pierced, turning her mouth into a true fuckhole and incapable of human speech. Her body and head should be completely hairless… oh yeah… covered with degrading tattoos… and adorned with grotesque… genital… piercings… OH… MY… GOD!!!”

Jasmine exploded in a long series of ecstatic screams, then collapsed onto her sister. For the next few minutes she just laid there with her head against her latex-clad chest, listening to her drumming heartbeat and the buzzing of the nipple vibes. Finally she crawled forward and grabbed her hooded head.

“You know, slave, this last one is my favourite” she droned into her ear. “I see why David wasn’t into it, given his preference for natural beauty and all. But now that I’m here for him, I think I can make him change his mind. Yeah, I’m quite sure I can. If she needs someone to go out with, someone pretty, someone decent… I’ll always be there for him. So he can finally turn even your wildest dreams into reality. You may become what you always wanted to be. What you always really were. A fuckdoll.”

She gave out a childish giggle.

“It seems you are also going to make my old dream come true. Just a few years… a couple of surgeries, some tattoos and piercings… and no one will ever call you the “prettier sister” again. Ha ha ha ha.”

She got off the bed and fetched the remote for Gina’s vibrators.

“You had six hours of sleep last night, so you should be all right with four this time. I’ll set the system to switch on for every even hour and let you rest in every odd one. Try to catch some z’s, you have a pretty demanding day ahead…”

She kissed her rubber-coated forehead.

“Have some sweet dreams, dear Ginny. And may they all come true.”
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