Chapter 1: Welcome to the Neighborhood of Neighbors with Benefits (Book 1 of Skylar’s Swinger Stories series)

Recently married, Skylar and her husband, Chris, "resolve" their first disagreement as their new neighbors, Michelle and Nathan, show up for an unannounced visit.

Chapter 2: Morning Secrets

I felt the vibration of my alarm next to my chest, and I quickly reached over to silence it. Michael didn't stir. I slipped out of bed, careful not to wake him, and stripped off my clothes. As I stood there naked, a shiver of excitement ran through me. I pulled my graduation robe from the back of my chair and put it on.

I padded back to the bed and touched Michael's foot gently. "Wakey wakey..."

He jolted up, eyes wide with confusion, before focusing on me. His gaze traveled from my face down to where the robe gaped open slightly. I pulled the robe up just enough for him to see that I wasn't wearing anything underneath.

A slow smile spread across his face as he propped himself up on his elbows. "Damn..."

His appreciation was clear in that one word. I unzipped the robe down to my stomach and slowly peeled one side away, exposing my right breast. His eyes opened wide with desire, and I could see his erection starting to form again under the covers.

I turned in a slow circle, pulling the robe up to show him my bare ass. His gaze followed every movement, taking in the sight of me.

"You're incredible," he murmured.

I crawled onto the bed, moving toward him with deliberate slowness. I tugged at his boxers, and they briefly caught on his stiff cock before slipping off. Leaning forward, I kissed up and down his shaft, feeling him twitch under my touch.

Michael's eyes locked onto mine as I licked around the head of his penis, savoring his taste before taking him fully into my mouth. His head flung back onto the bed as he grabbed a pillow and playfully placed it over his face to stifle a scream. It made me giggle.

He tossed the pillow aside and placed his hand gently on the back of my head, guiding me without force. He wasn't huge but perfectly sized for me to take all the way into my mouth. His breathing quickened as I worked him with steady strokes.

When I finally pulled away, his chest heaved with anticipation. Crawling up beside him, I kissed him deeply, our tongues mingling in a dance of passion.

"Lie back," he whispered against my lips. "I want to return the favor."

I did as he asked, reclining on the bed as he positioned himself between my legs. The anticipation built inside me as he kissed along my inner thighs, working his way toward where I ached for him most.

I looked down at Michael between my thighs, his mouth working eagerly. His tongue felt like a thirsty puppy lapping up water, clumsy and frantic.

I stared up, watching the first rays of the morning dance across my ceiling. I looked around my room, considering what I might take with me to Atlanta. I thought none of these furnishings would make the journey with me - they belonged to my youth, and I wanted to start a new.

I had forgotten about Michael between my legs. "Mmm, just like that," I moaned halfheartedly. My mind wandered to what lay ahead as I stroked Michael's sandy blonde hair.

"You like that, baby?" he asked, his voice muffled against my pussy.

"Yes, that's good. Keep doing that," I said, as my eyes scanned the posters on my wall. Are all men as bad at this as Michael? I wondered if older men would be any better. Would they know how to please a woman, down there? Was it fair to compare him to more mature men? After all, he was just an eighteen-year-old boy, still learning, and I had to admit, his enthusiasm was endearing.

"Is that good?" He seemed determined to get it right, his tongue moving with more purpose. He was at least trying. I had to give him that much.

"Mmm-hmm," I moaned, as my thoughts wandered elsewhere. I pictured myself at college, embracing my newfound independence, maybe meeting an older man who could show me a thing or two. I imagined this imaginary man between my legs with a finger inside me, licking my wet pussy, and it excited me. I began to grind my hips into Michael's mouth.

I thought of Mr. Dante and even Mr. Carter, Michelle's dad. I'd always found him attractive, with his salt-and-pepper hair and those intense eyes. He was the only adult who talked to me as if we were on the same level. The mere thought of his deep voice left me flushed with excitement. How would his tongue feel on my clit?

And then there was the new youth pastor at church, Brother Jacob. He was in his late twenties, with a silky smooth voice that resonated through my body. His piercing blue eyes and strong jaw made me squirm in my seat during bible class. Would he do a better job than Michael? On second thought, maybe not. He struck me as possibly gay, but he was hot all the same.

As much as I enjoyed these fantasies, I started to stress about my mom waking up and hearing us. I didn't want to deal with that embarrassment and a lecture about still being under her roof even though, technically, I was an adult now. So, with a bit of drama, I decided to end this. I threw my head back and moaned. I bucked my hips and grabbed the back of Michael's head. I let out a long sigh, relaxing my body against the mattress.

"Oh, Michael, that was so good." I cooed, pulling him up to lie next to me.

His face was flush with pride. "You came?" he asked. I detected a hint of awe in his voice, delighted that he'd succeeded in pleasing me. I didn't have the heart to tell him that, if you have to ask, then you didn't.

I rewarded his effort with a compliment. "Yes, I came so hard. You're so good at that," I said, stroking his chest.

"Can I fuck you now?" he asked, looking down at his rigid cock.

I pushed him away, sitting up. "Sorry, no time for that. Mom will be up soon, and I want you gone before she gets up."

He looked at me with those puppy dog eyes of his. 

I gave him a playful smile. "I promise we will soon, but for now, you can jerk off on my stomach, though." He seemed disappointed, but content. He grabbed his cock and started stroking himself. His eyes traced over every inch of my body. I watched, giving encouragement. "I want you to cum for me. Stroke that big cock." I even reached out and played with his balls. "Cum for me, Michael."

In less than a minute, he came, leaving a puddle of warm cum across my stomach pooling in my bellybutton. I smiled and shooed him toward the window, hurrying him along as he pulled on his pants. Good job, now time to leave.

"See you later," I whispered, giving him a quick kiss before urging him through the window.

As he disappeared into the early morning light, I shut the window behind him and drew the curtains, taking in a deep breath. I headed to the bathroom, eager for a hot shower to wash away the mess he had made on my stomach. As inept as he was, Michael was sweet and tried his best. One day, he would figure it out—bless his heart!


The aroma of bacon and pancakes drifted up from below. My stomach growled as I bounded down the stairs, following my nose to the kitchen.

My little brother Tommy sat at the table, a knowing smirk on his face. "Interesting noises coming from your room this morning, sis."

I shot him my deadliest glare and mouthed the words, "Not. Another. Word."

He leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms and mouthing the words, "You. Owe. Me."

"Eden Marie Chase!" My mother's voice cut through the tension. "Have you signed those thank you cards yet? And have you registered for your freshman classes online?"

I grabbed a piece of bacon from the platter. "Mom, nobody sends thank you cards for birthday parties. That's so... old school."

She turned from the stove, spatula in hand. "That's what adults do, young lady. Maybe your friends won't expect them, but the older folks who came will. Those cards have been sitting on the counter in the living room forever."

"But Mom-"

"No buts. Those need to get done today. Being an adult means showing proper gratitude, whether you think it's old-fashioned or not."

I rolled my eyes. "God, I can't wait to be out of here. I thought you were going to start treating me more like an adult."

Mom slammed the spatula down on the counter. "Eden Marie, you want to be treated like an adult? Then act like one. Adults don't roll their eyes when asked to do simple tasks. Adults don't sneak boys into their room in the middle of the night." Shit!

My face flushed red. Tommy snickered into his orange juice, whispering, "Busted."

"That's not- I didn't-"

"These walls aren't as thick as you think, sweetheart," said Mom, turning back to the stove.

I walked over to her, wrapping my arms around her waist from behind. "You're right, Mommy. I'm sorry." I pressed a kiss to her cheek. "And those pancakes look amazing." She made breakfast for us every morning, even when we didn't deserve it.

Her shoulders relaxed under my touch. "There's my girl. I'm going to miss you next year." She flipped a golden pancake onto a plate. "Now, go sit down and eat before it gets cold."

I picked at my breakfast. God, what did she hear? Had she heard everything? The thought made my stomach tighten. This knowledge would haunt me all day.

I speared a bite of pancake, chewing thoughtfully. "I need to start looking for a summer job. Most of the good ones are probably already taken."

Mom slid into her chair across from me. "That would be a good idea, but you couldn't start for three weeks anyway."

"What? Why not?" I dropped my fork with a clatter. "I need to start making spending money for college."

Tommy snickered. "Probably so you can buy fancy underwear for your boyfriend."

"Tommy!" Mom and I snapped in unison.

Mom cleared her throat. "I forgot to tell you, but I met with the insurance agent last week. If you take a Driver's Safety class at the community college, they'll give me twenty-five percent off your car insurance premium."

I stared at her. "How could you forget to tell me something like that? When does it start?"

Mom suddenly became very interested in rearranging the napkins in the holder. "Okay, I knew you would freak out about it, which is why I didn't mention it. But it's only three days a week for three weeks."

"So I lose three weeks of my summer?" I threw my hands up. "Great. Just great."

"Eden, it's a substantial savings." Mom's voice took on that reasonable tone that always made me feel childish for arguing. "And it applies for the next five years. That's a lot of money."

I stabbed another piece of pancake. "When does it start?"

Mom looked at me sheepishly. "Tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" I nearly choked. "Are you kidding me? You wait until now to tell me about a class that starts tomorrow?"

Tommy grinned. "This is better than TV."

"Thomas, go brush your teeth," Mom ordered. Once he'd left, she turned back to me. "But you'll like this part. That handsome English teacher is teaching it. You liked him, right?"

My heart skipped a beat. "Mr. Dante?"

"Yes, that's him. I guess he's making some extra money now that school's out." She smiled, clearly thinking she'd found the perfect way to soften the blow.

Little did she know.

I took a long sip of orange juice, using the glass to hide my expression. "Well, if it'll save that much money, I guess it's worth it."

Mom looked relieved. "I'm glad you're being mature about this."

I nodded, suddenly not minding the prospect of three weeks of classes. Three weeks with Mr. Dante. My mind raced with possibilities – conversations after class, maybe coffee to discuss the material, getting to know each other outside the strict high school environment. Who knew what might happen?

Chapter 1: Graduation Doubts

The gymnasium buzzed with anticipation, a sea of black graduation gowns and square caps stretching before the stage where I sat with the rest of my classmates. The air conditioning struggled against the combined body heat of hundreds of people packed into the space, leaving a thin sheen of sweat on my skin beneath the polyester gown. I shifted in my seat, the cheap folding chair digging into my thighs.

God, I couldn't wait for this to be over.

Every minute spent in this auditorium was another minute delaying the beginning of my real life. Atlanta College waited for me. My dorm assignment had arrived last week, along with my fall schedule. Just thirty minutes north of the sprawling metropolis of Atlanta, Alpharetta had always felt like a prison of politeness and small-town expectations. Soon, I'd be in Midtown Atlanta, surrounded by skyscrapers instead of strip malls, free to reinvent myself however I wanted.

I scanned the rows of black-capped heads until I spotted Michelle's curly brown hair peeking out beneath her cap. She caught my eye and crossed her eyes dramatically, making me stifle a laugh. Even from across the room, she knew exactly what I needed. Twelve years of friendship had given us an almost telepathic connection.

A few seats down from her sat Michael, his sandy blonde hair neatly combed for once, probably at his mother's insistence. His blue eyes found mine, and he smiled that sweet, earnest smile that had first attracted me to him in tenth grade. My stomach twisted with guilt.

I hadn't told him yet. I couldn't bring myself to say the words. "I don't want to do long distance." "I need space to figure out who I am." "I want to start fresh in Atlanta." All true, but all guaranteed to crush him. Michael was the definition of devoted. He brought me soup when I was sick, remembered every anniversary, and wrote me love notes that were achingly sincere if not particularly poetic.

He deserved better than a girlfriend with one foot already out the door.

The truth was, I'd miss Michelle far more than Michael. She and I had shared everything since we were paired as reading buddies in first grade. While Michael and I had been dating for two years, Michelle and I had been soul sisters for twelve. Now they were both headed to UGA in Athens, while I'd be in Atlanta. Not an impossible distance, but enough to change everything.

"...and as we stand at this threshold of endless possibilities," droned our valedictorian, "we must remember that our futures are unwritten books, waiting for us to fill the pages with our dreams..."

I suppressed a yawn. How many graduation speeches had recycled that exact metaphor?

What I really wanted was to fill my pages with experiences. Real ones, not the sanitized version of teenage life I'd been living. In Atlanta, no one would know me as Eden Chase, the good girl who always turned in her homework on time and never missed curfew. No one would raise eyebrows if I came home late or went out with someone unexpected.

Someone older, perhaps.

I'd never admitted it to anyone, except Michelle, but I'd always been drawn to older men. Maybe it stemmed from my father walking out when I was four, leaving a man-shaped hole in my life. Or perhaps it was just that boys my age seemed so... unfinished. They were still figuring out who they were, just like me. I wanted someone who already knew who they were. Someone confident and experienced.

Someone who could teach me things.

"And now," Principal Matthews announced, mercifully interrupting my wandering thoughts, "we will present the diplomas. When your row is called, please stand and proceed to the stage in an orderly fashion."

I straightened my cap as the first row stood. Two more rows until mine. My eyes drifted to the table set up at stage right, where the diplomas were stacked in neat piles.

Mr. Dante stood behind the table, looking devastating in a charcoal suit that fit his athletic frame perfectly. Dark hair with just a touch of silver at the temples, strong jaw with a hint of stubble, and those intense brown eyes that seemed to see right through you. He moved with confidence, handing out diplomas.

He'd been my English teacher this year, and I'd spent most classes staring at his hands as he gestured while discussing Hemingway or Shakespeare, imagining those same hands on me. The way he commanded a classroom, voice firm but never harsh, had featured in more than one late-night fantasy.

What would it be like to be with someone like him? In Atlanta, I could find out. Not with him specifically. I wasn't delusional. But with someone like him. Someone who wouldn't fumble with bra clasps or need guidance. Someone who could recite poetry one minute and take control the next.

My row stood, and I smoothed down my gown, suddenly hyperaware of my body beneath it. We filed toward the stage, and my heart hammered against my ribs as I approached the steps. Don't trip, don't trip, don't trip.

I made it up the steps without incident and moved across the stage as names were called. Butler... Caplan... Chambers...

Then it was my turn.

"Eden Marie Chase," Principal Matthews announced.

I stepped forward, and Mr. Dante turned to take my diploma from the stack. Our eyes met, and for a breathless moment, everything else in the gymnasium faded away. He smiled at me. Not the polite, professional smile he gave the students before me, but something warmer that crinkled the corners of his eyes.

"Congratulations, Ms. Chase," he said, his voice a low rumble that sent a shiver down my spine.

He extended the diploma, and I reached for it, my fingers trembling slightly. Our hands brushed, and in that brief moment of contact, I fumbled. The diploma slipped, and I lunged forward awkwardly to catch it before it hit the floor.

Laughter rippled through the audience. Heat rushed to my face as I clutched the diploma to my chest, mortified. Mr. Dante's expression was sympathetic, but I thought I caught a flicker of amusement in his eyes.

"Well recovered," he murmured, just for me.

I hurried across the stage, shook Principal Matthews' hand in a daze, and practically fled down the steps. My face still burned as I returned to my seat, staring fixedly at the diploma in my hands rather than meeting anyone's eyes.

Perfect. Just perfect. My last interaction with the sexiest man in Alpharetta, and I'd made a complete fool of myself. At least I'd never have to face him again after today.

The ceremony dragged on as the remaining students collected their diplomas. I gradually recovered from my embarrassment, though my skin still tingled where Mr. Dante's fingers had brushed mine. I tried to focus on the excitement of what lay ahead instead of my humiliation.

Atlanta. Freedom. New experiences. New people.

When the last name was called, Principal Matthews returned to the podium. "Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you the graduating class!"

We stood and tossed our caps into the air. Black squares soared and fell like strange birds, and cheers erupted throughout the gymnasium. I caught Michelle's eye across the crowd, and she beamed at me, blowing an exaggerated kiss. I pretended to catch it, pressing my hand to my heart.

As people began to move, creating chaos in the once orderly rows, Michael appeared at my side. He wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off my feet in an enthusiastic hug.

"We did it!" he exclaimed, spinning me around. "We're officially adults now."

I laughed despite myself, his joy infectious. "Put me down, you goof!"

He set me on my feet but kept his arms around my waist. "My mom will probably want to take about a million pictures. Then we're all headed to dinner at Provino's, remember?"

"Right, of course." The Italian restaurant had been booked for weeks. Michael's parents, my mom, and brother, Tommy, would all go to celebrate. Another milestone marked with breadsticks and tiramisu.

"And after," he continued, voice dropping as he leaned closer, "There's a party at Angela's."

Michelle appeared beside us, throwing an arm around each of our shoulders. "Eden, your mom is frantically waving from the floor. I think she's trying to get your attention for pictures."

I looked where she pointed and saw my mother standing on a bench, camera in hand, gesturing wildly while my fifteen-year-old brother Tommy looked thoroughly embarrassed beside her.

"Oh god," I groaned. "I better go before she starts shouting my name."

"See you at Provino's in thirty minutes?" Michael asked, squeezing my hand.

I nodded and squeezed back, then turned to Michelle. "Coming with me to face the parental paparazzi?"

"Always." She linked her arm through mine. "Besides, your mom always takes the best pictures. In my dad's pictures, I'm always either blurry or blinking. I don't know how he does it."

As we navigated through the crowd toward my mother, I caught a glimpse of Mr. Dante speaking with a group of parents. Our eyes met briefly across the gymnasium, and he gave me a small nod before returning to his conversation.

"Earth to Eden," Michelle said, nudging me. "You're doing it again."

"What?"

"The whole dreamy-eyed teacher thing." She lowered her voice. "I swear, if you don't find yourself a hot professor in Atlanta to get this out of your system, I'll personally create a dating profile for you titled 'Daddy Issues Seeking Resolution.'"

I shoved her playfully. "Shut up! I don't have daddy issues."

"Mmhmm. Keep telling yourself that, sweetie."

We reached my mother, who immediately enveloped me in a tight hug that smelled of her familiar vanilla perfume.

"My baby!" she exclaimed, holding me at arm's length to examine me with suspiciously shiny eyes. "I'm so proud of you, honey."

For a moment, my excitement about leaving dimmed, replaced by a pang of something like nostalgia for a moment that wasn't even over yet. My mother might drive me crazy, but she'd been my rock for eighteen years.

"Thanks, Mom," I said, meaning it.

She wiped at her eyes. "Now, let's get some pictures before everyone disappears!"

As she arranged Michelle and me for the first of what would undoubtedly be dozens of photos, I glanced once more toward where Mr. Dante had been standing.

He was gone, already moving on to whatever came next in his life.

Soon, I would be doing the same.



After the endless photo session, we finally made our way to Provino's. The restaurant buzzed with other graduation celebrations. Balloons were tied to chairs, along with "Congratulations Grad!" signs, and families clinked glasses in toasts. The familiar scent of garlic bread and marinara sauce filled the air as a hostess led us to a large corner table where Michael's family waited.

"There they are!" Michael's mom, Sandra, jumped up to greet us. She hugged me, squeezing me tight enough to make breathing difficult. "Our other graduate! Aren't you just glowing?"

Michael's dad, Robert, stood and offered a congratulatory pat on my shoulder. His sister Kayla, a sophomore at UGA, gave me a quick hug and whispered, "Congrats on escaping."

We settled around the table, Michael pulling out my chair with exaggerated chivalry that made Tommy roll his eyes. I slid into the seat, sandwiched between Michael and my brother, while our parents sat across from us, already deep in conversation.

"I was telling Diane that you two need to pick a weekend to visit Michael at UGA this fall," Sandra said, gesturing between my mom and me with her breadstick. "Family weekends fill up fast. We already booked our hotel for Parents' Weekend."

"Mom," Michael protested, his face reddening. "Eden's going to be busy with her own college stuff."

"Nonsense," Sandra continued. "Atlanta's not that far from Athens. You two can easily visit each other on weekends."

My mom nodded enthusiastically. "I was thinking the same thing! Eden's car is reliable enough for the drive."

I took a long sip of water, avoiding Michael's eyes. They were planning our lives together like we were already engaged, mapping out a future I was pretty sure I didn't want.

"When's the wedding?" Tommy asked with fake innocence, grabbing a breadstick. "Should I rent my tux now?"

I kicked him hard under the table.

"Ow!" He glared at me.

"Something wrong with your leg, Tommy?" I asked sweetly.

"Eden and Michael are far too young to think about marriage," my mom said, though her tone suggested she'd already mentally picked out floral arrangements.

"But," Sandra agreed. "Robert and I dated young, and look at us now."

"Twenty-six years this August," Robert added, raising his wine glass.

Michael's hand found mine under the table, giving it a gentle squeeze. I squeezed back automatically, but my mind was already miles away, in Atlanta, walking through a campus where nobody knew me as "Michael's girlfriend" or expected me to build my schedule around someone else's life.

"Earth to Eden," Tommy said, waving a hand in front of my face. "Mom asked if you wanted the chicken parmesan."

"Oh, sorry. Yes, that's fine."

The waiter took our orders and disappeared, leaving us to more uncomfortable conversation about our future.

"Michael tells us you've already gotten your roommate assignments at Atlanta College," Sandra said. "That's nice."

"Yeah, they're named Shonda and Rosita. I can't wait to meet them. I just got their email addresses and need to write to both of them. So, we can get to know each other before school starts."

"Just don't get too wild," she continued with a knowing smile. 

Tommy snickered. "Michael's property, handle with care."

This time, I kicked him hard enough that he yelped.

"Tommy, behave," my mom scolded. "And Eden, stop kicking your brother."

I stabbed at a piece of bread with more force than necessary. I wasn't Michael's property. I wasn't anyone's property. And the more everyone talked about us like we were some done deal, the more suffocated I felt.

Throughout dinner, I smiled and nodded at all the right moments while my mind raced. What was I doing? I didn't want a long-distance relationship. I wanted freedom, exploration, the chance to reinvent myself without high school baggage. But Michael was a good guy, who was sweet, reliable, and safe. Was I crazy to consider throwing that away?

Maybe I should just stay with him through the summer. We'd have fun, and then I could break things off before college started. Clean break, no drama.

Or maybe I wouldn't need to do anything at all. Once Michael got to UGA and saw all those college girls, maybe he'd be the one to end things. The thought should have made me sad, but instead, I felt a twinge of hope.

God, I was terrible.

Michael beamed beside me, completely oblivious to my internal crisis.

By the time we finished our tiramisu, I felt emotionally exhausted. When Michael finally asked, "Ready to head to Angie's party?" I nearly shouted "yes" in relief.

"I just need to say goodbye to my mom and Tommy," I told him, standing up from the table.

I walked my mom and brother to the parking lot while Michael said his goodbyes to his parents. 

"We're heading to Angie's graduation party," I told my mom. "I'll be home by midnight."

She looked at me for a long moment, then smiled. "You know, Eden, you turned eighteen a few months ago, and as of today, you're a high school graduate." She tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. "You don't have a curfew anymore. You're an adult now."

I blinked in surprise. "Really?"

"Really. Just text me if you're going to be out all night, so I won't worry."

Something shifted between us in that moment, a subtle transfer of power, an acknowledgment that our relationship was changing. I hugged her impulsively.

"Thanks, Mom."

She held me tight. "I'm so proud of the woman you're becoming, Eden. So proud."

My eyes stung unexpectedly. For all her overprotectiveness and embarrassing moments, she'd always been my biggest supporter.

"That's not fair!" Tommy protested as we pulled apart. "If she doesn't have a curfew, I should at least get to stay out until midnight on weekends."

Mom laughed, leading him toward the car. "You'll get a later curfew when you get better grades and better friends, young man."

"My friends are fine! And I got a B in Algebra last semester!"

"A B-minus, and your friends are all losers..."

Their voices faded as they walked away. I watched them go, feeling strangely nostalgic for something I hadn't even left behind yet.

Michael's truck idled nearby, and he leaned against the driver's side door, waiting for me. The sunset cast an orange glow across his face, highlighting his familiar features—the slight cleft in his chin, the cowlick at his hairline that never stayed down, the eyes that had looked at me with adoration since tenth grade.

I walked over to him with newfound determination and pulled him down for a kiss that surprised both of us with its intensity. His hands found my waist, pulling me closer as he responded eagerly.

When we finally broke apart, he looked dazed. "Wow. What was that for?"

"No reason," I said, feeling lighter than I had all evening. "We could skip the party if you want..."

His eyes widened. "Seriously?"

I laughed at his hopeful expression. "Good try, mister. If you want some of this," I gestured down my body, "then you have to at least earn it." I slipped out of his grasp and opened the passenger door. "I want to dance."

He groaned dramatically but couldn't hide his smile. "You're killing me, Eden."

"You'll survive." I buckled my seatbelt as he climbed in beside me. "Besides, we have all summer."

All summer. The words hung between us as he started the engine. Three months of freedom before college. Three months to figure out what I really wanted.

As we pulled away from Provino's, I rolled down my window and let the warm Georgia night air rush over my face. For the first time all evening, I felt like I could breathe again.

Michael reached across the console and took my hand, his palm warm and familiar against mine. I let him hold it, pushing away the guilt that threatened to surface. Tonight was about celebration. Tomorrow I could worry about the future.

The radio played a song I recognized from prom, and Michael turned it up, singing along off-key. I joined in, laughing when we both botched the high notes. For that moment, everything felt simple—just two teenagers driving toward a party on graduation night, the whole summer stretching endlessly before us.


As we approached Angie's house, the front yard buzzed with activity. Our fellow graduates clustered in groups, red Solo cups in hand, laughter punctuating the night air. A group of Michael's football buddies had set up a cornhole game on the lawn, cheering and trash-talking with each toss.

Michael's eyes lit up at the sight. He glanced at me, a hopeful expression on his face.

"Go ahead," I said, nudging him toward his friends. "I want to catch up with Michelle anyway."

"You sure?" 

"Positive. Go defend your cornhole honor or whatever."

He grinned and kissed my cheek. "You're the best."

"Don't forget it," I called after him as he jogged toward his friends, who greeted him with fist bumps and playful shoves.

I spotted Michelle by the front door. When she saw me, she squealed and threw her arms wide.

"There's my girl!" She pulled me into a fierce hug, nearly spilling her drink down my back.

"Easy there," I laughed, returning her embrace. "Pace yourself."

"Please, I'm just getting started." She linked her arm through mine. "Come on, it's too crowded up here. Let's go out back."

We weaved through the packed house, nodding at familiar faces and declining offers to do shots. The bass from the speakers vibrated through the floorboards as we made our way to the back door.

Angie's backyard featured a large in-ground pool, illuminated by underwater lights that cast an ethereal blue glow across the patio. Several people had already stripped down to their underwear and jumped in, their shrieks echoing into the night.

Michelle and I claimed a wicker loveseat on the covered portion of the patio, away from the splash zone.

"God, I'm glad this day is almost over," she sighed, kicking off her sandals and tucking her feet beneath her. "If I had to pose for one more picture, I was going to scream."

"I know what you mean." I leaned back, staring at the fairy lights strung across the patio ceiling. "It's weird, right? We've been imagining this day for twelve years, and now it's here. It doesn't feel real."

"Nothing about today feels real." Michelle took a long sip from her cup. "Like, we're actually done. No more high school. Ever."

A comfortable silence fell between us as we watched a guy from our calculus class attempt a backflip into the pool, only to land in an ungraceful belly flop.

"I'm going to miss you so much in September," Michelle said suddenly, her voice softer. "I still wish you'd chosen UGA. We could've been roommates."

I felt a pang of guilt. We'd been planning to go to college together since middle school, but things had changed when I discovered my passion for psychology.

"I know. But Atlanta College has the best psychology department in the state. You know how much that means to me."

"I do." She sighed dramatically. "But how am I supposed to get by without you? Who's going to talk me out of bad decisions and share midnight pizza with me?"

"You'll meet new friends," I assured her, bumping her shoulder with mine. "And we'll visit each other all the time. Atlanta's not that far from Athens."

"Promise?"

"Cross my heart." I made the gesture over my chest. "Besides, you'll be too busy with sorority parties and football games to miss me."

Michelle snorted. "As if anything could make me not miss you."

I hesitated, then decided to just come out with it. "I think I'm going to break up with Michael."

To her credit, Michelle didn't look shocked. She nodded slowly, swirling the contents of her cup. "I figured as much. The way you've been lately... distant."

"It's not him, it's just..." I struggled to find the right words.

"You want a fresh start," she finished for me. "I get it. Actually, I've been thinking about breaking things off with Matt, too."

"Really? You guys seemed good at prom."

She shrugged. "We are good. But 'good' isn't enough for four years of long distance, you know? Besides, I think we both know we're not each other's endgame."

A thought struck me, half-joking but with a kernel of truth. "Hey, maybe you and Michael could get together. You'll both be at UGA."

Michelle punched my arm, hard enough to sting. "You're crazy."

"Ow! I'm just saying, you guys have always gotten along."

"He's your boyfriend!"

"Soon-to-be ex," I corrected. "And don't think I haven't noticed how you always laugh extra hard at his jokes."

Something flickered across her face, embarrassment maybe, or even guilt. It confirmed what I'd suspected for years: Michelle had a thing for Michael, even if she'd never admit it.

"You're delusional," she said, but her voice lacked conviction.

I decided to change the subject. "Speaking of guys, did you see Mr. Dante in that suit today? My God."

Michelle rolled her eyes so hard I thought they might get stuck. "You and your old man fetish. It's disturbing."

"It's not a fetish!"

"Did you see Principal Matthews in his suit?" she countered. "He was looking pretty dapper, too."

I made a gagging noise. "Gross! That's not what I'm talking about. Principal Matthews is like sixty and has that weird mole on his neck." I nudged her. "Come on, you have to admit Mr. Dante is hot."

Michelle sighed in defeat. "Okay, fine. Objectively speaking, he's hot. But I'm just not into older men."

"More for me," I grinned.

"You do you, girlfriend." She took another sip of her drink. "He is in good shape, I'll give you that. And he's smart, which is kind of a turn-on. Like, he can actually discuss something more substantial than video games and football."

"Exactly! Imagine having a conversation about literature or philosophy instead of listening to Michael talk about his fantasy football league for the hundredth time."

"Poor Michael," Michelle laughed. "He tries so hard."

"He does," I agreed, feeling a twinge of guilt. "He really does."

We spent the next hour dissecting our classmates' college choices and summer plans, placing bets on who would break up first and who would come back for Thanksgiving with a completely different personality. The night air was warm and heavy with the scent of chlorine and someone's fruity vape.

Just as Michelle was in the middle of a story about her cousin's disastrous freshman year, Michael and Matt rounded the corner of the house, playfully shoving each other.

"There you are!" Michael said. "We've been looking everywhere."

Before either of us could respond, the opening notes of Taylor Swift's "Shake It Off" blasted through the speakers. Michelle and I locked eyes.

"It's our song!" she shrieked, grabbing my hand.

We leapt to our feet and rushed toward our boyfriends, dragging them toward the makeshift dance floor on the patio. Michael looked bewildered but game as I pulled him into a twirl.

"I didn't know you liked this song," he shouted over the music.

"There's a lot you don't know about me," I called back, then immediately regretted how ominous that sounded.

But Michael just laughed and spun me again. For the next three minutes, we danced like idiots, all four of us jumping and spinning and singing at the top of our lungs. In that moment, with graduation behind us and the future still comfortably distant, everything felt perfect.

The party stretched on for hours. We danced until our feet hurt, then cooled off by the pool, then danced some more. By the time people started to leave, it was well past midnight. 

Michael twirled his truck keys around his finger as we said goodbye to Michelle and Matt. "Want to find somewhere quiet to park for a bit?" he asked, his eyes dark with intention.

I knew exactly what he meant. It was graduation night, after all—the night when clichés were not just allowed but expected.

"I don't want to fool around in the cab of your truck," I said, more bluntly than I'd intended.

His face fell slightly. "Oh. Okay, that's cool."

I stepped closer, lowering my voice. "Take me home. After I go inside, I'll unlock my window. You can sneak in."

His eyes widened. "Seriously? What about your mom?"

"She sleeps like the dead." I traced a finger down his chest. "Besides, I don't have a curfew anymore, remember?"

Michael's smile returned, brighter than before. "Your house it is."


I tiptoed into the house, grateful for the well-oiled hinges on our front door. The living room was dark except for the blue glow of the muted TV, where Mom had fallen asleep watching her late-night shows. I crept past her and up the stairs, wincing at every creak of the old wooden steps.

Once in my bedroom, I quickly changed into a tank top and shorts, then slid open my window. Mom might have lifted my curfew, but I seriously doubted that extended to hosting midnight visitors in my bedroom. The cool night air rushed in as I peered into the darkness.

Michael appeared at the bottom of the trellis, grinning up at me. I watched as he began his ascent, surprisingly nimble as he navigated the wooden lattice. His football training had given him good upper body strength, and he made quick work of the climb.

"Nice Spider-Man impression," I whispered as he tumbled through my window.

"I had plenty of motivation," he whispered back, pulling me close for a kiss.

We undressed each other slowly, his hands trembling slightly as he lifted my tank top over my head. I helped him out of his t-shirt, running my fingers over the smooth planes of his chest. When he stepped out of his jeans, the tent in his boxers was impossible to miss. 

"Come here," I said, pulling back the covers. "Just hold me for a bit."

He nodded, looking relieved at not having to rush. We slid under my comforter, his arms wrapping around me as we lay face to face. His erection pressed against my thigh, warm and insistent through the thin fabric of his boxers. I nestled closer, resting my head on his shoulder.

"This is nice," I murmured.

Michael didn't respond. His breathing had deepened and become rhythmic. I pulled back slightly to look at his face. His eyes were closed, his features relaxed in sleep. As I shifted, I realized the hardness against my leg had softened.

"Seriously?" I whispered to his unconscious form. "You fall asleep now?"

Poor guy. Between graduation, dinner, the party, and the emotional rollercoaster of the day, he must have been exhausted. I sighed, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. There were worse things than spending the night in his arms, even if it wasn't exactly what I'd had in mind.

I reached for my phone on the nightstand, setting an alarm for 6 a.m. No way was I risking Mom finding him here in the morning. Settling back against his chest, I closed my eyes, letting his steady heartbeat lull me to sleep.