Its that time, once again~.
The next file has been decided, but first lets get to all that nice housekeeping ^^

Clicker Trained musings
I hope everyone enjoyed the most recent file!
It definitely was a lot of fun to try and work out how to make clicker training into a hypnosis thing~
I tried to tie triggers and clickers and training all together, and it was really neat in the end, I think. I really enjoyed returning to petplay sort of themes~.

I'd love to hear what people think of this one. Has anyone gotten a chance to try out the trigger, yet?~. 
I really should give it a try myself, sometime <//u//>

Streaming
I've decided to try and stream more often! Its been great fun trying to play all the DMC games in order, and I'm getting a bit into the swing of streaming more often~.
Im currently trying to go for atleast one session a week, though I'm starting to realize I might need to raise that if I ever hope to hit affiliate <u>.
Theres so much I want to do once I get there, y'know? Set up point redeems for silly dumb ideas, get my shock collar integrated so people can mess around with me, all kinds of fun stuff ^^
Still, we're a long way from that <u>. Gonna need more followers,,,

Commissions
The work on commissions has slowed my progress on things a little bit, but not too bad- I'm happy to say. Its been a great big challenge, but I'd like to think its been worth it to get this kind of experience.
(and, y'know, I need the money <u>)

The first animation has already been posted, and you can check it out here!
Just sent in the first draft of another one, fingers crossed that it goes well ^^

Theres another, bigger project that I was commissioned a good two months or so ago, too, but no updates on that yet <u>. Its certainly something a lot different, but I honestly had a lot of fun once I got into it!
Anxious to show it off. We'll see how things go.

What else is up in Jackie's life?
Its honestly hard to keep track anymore <u>.
It alternates real hard from being monstrously hectic, to very slow and chill.

New housing issues are one thing. Issues with septic tanks and such... Bills I can't currently pay ^~^'. ...Just gonna try my best not to think about it, y'know...?
Then I got word that my disability application was denied...  Stress over many many things, a lot of struggles among family and friends...

... But theres always silver linings. Thats what I try to hang on to. I've taken up reading again, and am currently getting through House Of Leaves! I've found a whiskey that I really like. I've gotten to spend more time with my girlfriend and her pals here and there. Got back into Dwarf Fortress after a long absence. Started doing roleplays again with some friends.

Focusing a bit more on my health. Managing to finally get a bit more organized. Pushing myself to do a little bit more every day...
Theres a give and take, essentially. There always is. Just gotta get through it one step at a time. Brick by brick building up something good.

In the words of one of my recent favorite musicians, The Narcissist Cookbook,
"This is how we get better."


... Anyway, sappy stuff aside for now, its time to get to...

The results of the poll are in, and they kind of surprised me!

Another tie?! Seems so!
I deliberated a whole lot over what to do about this, trying to figure out what would be the better option...
... And then I remembered that there was a tie last time, too. And one of these options was up there, aswell...

So it only feels fitting to go with the one who lost the last tie-breaker, right? ♥
That means...

The next audio is going to be a Cow-girl hypnosis file~
A trigger to make you feel like a needy 'human cow' who desperately needs to be milked~
Horny, bimbo-like feminization... Restricted to simple, animalistic, thoughts perhaps?
All while you feel a set of large and leaky beasts grow in... Feeling so in need of release that you have no choice but to be obedient cattle for your owners~

I'll still need to nail down the specifics, of course, but thats the plan so far~. Going to get started on it soon enough! Hope you're excited ^^



Annnd thats everything for this month!
I'll leave you off with that little april-fools video I made a little while ago x3. I'll attach it to this post incase you haven't seen it!
Just a silly little thing that I decided to whip together into a video so that you'd all have something to giggle at ^^

Until next time!~
-Jackie

Heya~. Its once again time to figure out whats next! But first off I'd like to give some updates on everything ♥

Status: Charmed Musings
I hope everyone liked Charmed ^^. It was great fun to make, even though the deadline had me a little freaked out <u>. I hope it wasn't disorienting to have it posted on subscribestar so early? But I really liked the idea of having it publicly release on Valentines.
I've heard a BIT of good things about it, but as is the norm lately: I've not gotten much feedback <u>. I hope folks enjoyed it. I tried out a lot of stuff that I'm unsure whether or not I'll keep, so we'll see how everything goes ^^'

One regret with the file: I feel like I should've named it something else. I forgot that the first Lesson file used 'charm' in the other sense of the word, and it irks me a little to have two things so similarly named. Oh well <u>. Thats what I get for rushing!

Lesson 2.5: Valentines Night Musings
I also hope folks got a kick out of this. I had hoped to get it done earlier, but... thats how things go! <u>

I really like the idea of expanding characters a little, and making them into something people can engage with or connect to. I talk about rapport in the last hypno file, and part of me wonders if building rapport as a character will help with hypnosis?
But beyond that: I like having stories to tell, and making people feel things ^~^. So if theres interest in doing similar sorta SFW things in the future, I could.

If not, it still works fine as a little standalone for the valentines season. It just felt right to put a bit of a love story in there, even if I'm known for my smut x3. Not too different to how I often make my text posts take a turn for the romantic or caring, y'know? Its just what I like ♥.

Fansly
I recently took a whole bunch of pics in my latex a little while back, and I'm planning to edit them together to post on my fansly sometime soon! Look forward to that, if you're interested in that kinda thing <3. I don't advertise my fansly too much, but I was thinking of posting teasers for it here or there.

I kinda wish I could tie fansly to subscribestar, so that pledging on one gives you access to the other- I feel kinda scummy sorta... 'double dipping' otherwise?
Thankfully nobody whos on my fansly is on my subscribestar, or vice versa, so I've not needed to worry about that. I dunno. Its a conflict for me. I guess you're paying for two very different types of content, so maybe its fine as is... I dunno.
Right now I dont update my fansly too much either (part of why I'm hesitant to advertise >u>), but I'm trying to get a bit better with it. We'll see.

Whats up in Jackie's life?
Things have been a little hectic! I don't usually work with a hard deadline on the files, so having two in a row kinda messed me up a little <u>. On top of that I worked on a commission that you might see soon (!!!) that took a lot of time and effort to get right, made a voice pack for DID Game's Bondage Game Jam, and had some personal stuff to square away. With all that, I've been pretty beat! <u>.

Life is also... pretty stressful aswell. Money continues to be a strong worry, the AC is breaking (especially bad since I live in Florida), and one of my parents is doing some very frustrating things out of desperation or stupidity. 

But I'm living. And sometimes thats all you can do, y'know...?
Anyhow. I'm gonna make the project vote a separate post, since I don't want it getting bogged down to the bottom of this x3.
See you~ ♥

Time for another update, I decided!~
I wana do these semi-regularly, and it just so happens theres a bit to talk about!~

Whats the next file gonna be, then?

I was GOING to do a little vote on it, but something struck me soon after I made that last post!
Valentines day is coming up, and that is the perfect opportunity to make a file I've been mulling over for a while!~
'Status Series: Charmed'!
Imagine it like a love potion~. A trigger that instantly inspires deep and obsessive devotion towards someone else! Making you desperate and eager to please them, fawning over them as if they were your true love ♥.

Love is in the air, so it sounds like Valentines day would be the perfect time for that kind of file~. I'm hard at work on it right now, currently writing it up!
I'm hoping to get it recorded and released to you all fairly soon, since the goal is likely going to be to have the public release happen on valentines day itself!
That means you guys get to have fun with it for a good while beforehand~

We'll see how that goes, of course. I also have mulled over the idea of having the subscribestar release be on valentines day, but im worried that interest will have waned by the time it reaches the general public <u>. And even if I DO work on the file as fast as possible, that still means that it will only be likely TWO weeks before the public release, instead of the 3... We'll see. 

Thats not all that I have planned!
I was inspired for ANOTHER valentines project, that I hope to try and release in time for the season aswell!
It isn't a trigger file, or even hypnosis themed in general! Its actually going to be more of a sfw story audio~.

I'm still in the outline phase, since I want to finish and release Charmed before I even think about touching this, but the idea is to have a cute little audio involving Ren!

They aren't their usual teasing and corrupting self this Valentines season... Maybe you should give them a little hand?

Whats up in Jackie's life?

Things are admittedly a little rocky <u>. I've been focusing on trying to get back into the swing of things, but its definitely been stressful! Issues with finances, my girlfriend struggling to go back to college, family troubles, and woes over the political climate- all have had me feeling pretty down if I'm honest ^.^'

But I'm getting through it! I'm inspired on my work, I'm getting a couple of commissions here and there, I have a lot of things to keep me busy and focused, and streaming is going alright!
So I'm hoping things go a little easier and start looking up ^^.

Part of me wants to try again to make enough income from voice acting and subscribestar, and potentially streaming to keep me above water... but I don't know <u>. It probably isn't in the cards for right now. The new job hunt is gonna kick off, and we'll see where all that goes. No sense getting all stressed over it.

Anyhow, thats it for now! See you around!~

Little update, since its been a bit! Decided I wanted to make little posts expressing where I'm at with projects and such now and then, as a little way to connect with everyone ^^

Whats going on with the file?
The Dazed file is written up! Pretty happy with it, if I do say so myself~. I decided to try out a fractionation style induction this time around, to really play into the feelings of pleasurable confusion and overwhelming that I'm wanting to theme this file around.

You know how hypnotized people are often presented in media? Drooling and stumbling, with big happy smiles on their faces? No thoughts, head empty, and loving it?
Thats what I'm going for ^^

I feel like I did a pretty nice job this time around, but we'll see how it looks once its all together! Going to set time aside to get it recorded, and then I'll just need to edit it together and post it! Shouldn't be more than a week until you lovely folks get to see it. Hope you look forward to that! ^^

Fine Print musings.
I also hope that everyone liked the Fine Print file. It really was something different for me, but it was pretty fun to challenge myself with this sorta... genre of audio!

How do you like The Mesmerist (also known as 'Ren', as you might now be aware)? They use they/them pronouns, by the by.
I'm quite a fan of Ren, as a character. I originally made them for an rp server, actually, and have been enamored with them ever since! Someone alien and desiring to posses you, but hiding quite a fondness underneath all of that teasing and playful arrogance. If folks liked them, then I might keep continuing that little series!
And how about the file itself? Did it have its... 'intended effect', so to speak?~ I really hope so <u>. I'll admit that I was pretty nervous about how the file would be received- I've not done that kind of audio before, of course. So I was all bent out of shape on whether or not it'd even work!

Do tell me what you thought, in both respects. It helps a lot to know where I should go in the future!

Whats up in Jackie's life?
Sorry that it likely isn't going to be that much sooner, though... I took on a seasonal job to try and help with bills, but it really stole the life out of me, along with most of my time. Then the holidays only made that a bit worse ^.^'.

Sadly, or gladly- depending on how you look at it I guess, they aren't keeping me, and I've only got around another week with them. So looks like I'm  back on the job hunt >u>. That also means more time to work on projects though, I suppose. Silver linings. One day maybe it will all come together to work out <u>. Just gotta wait and see.

I think theres only one more thing of note that happened recently.

Streaming
I've started streaming on twitch in my free time!
I've only done it once or twice so far, but it has been pretty fun. I just realized that if you aren't in my discord server, you might not have noticed! I originally only announced it there to keep things kinda mellow as I got my footing, but theres no harm in letting you folks here know, too!

My schedule is pretty erratic, since I only ever stream when I manage to have a lot of free time randomly, but you can follow me on twitch to see when I do! Feel free to hang out! Just know that, since it is Twitch, I'm gonna need everyone to chill and not be too lewd >u>. The streams are gonna be a pretty SFW place to just chill and interact while I play games, probably. 

Thats all, for now! See you around, everybody! Hope the holidays treated you well! ^^