Its that time, once again~.
The next file has been decided, but first lets get to all that nice housekeeping ^^

Clicker Trained musings
I hope everyone enjoyed the most recent file!
It definitely was a lot of fun to try and work out how to make clicker training into a hypnosis thing~
I tried to tie triggers and clickers and training all together, and it was really neat in the end, I think. I really enjoyed returning to petplay sort of themes~.

I'd love to hear what people think of this one. Has anyone gotten a chance to try out the trigger, yet?~. 
I really should give it a try myself, sometime <//u//>

Streaming
I've decided to try and stream more often! Its been great fun trying to play all the DMC games in order, and I'm getting a bit into the swing of streaming more often~.
Im currently trying to go for atleast one session a week, though I'm starting to realize I might need to raise that if I ever hope to hit affiliate <u>.
Theres so much I want to do once I get there, y'know? Set up point redeems for silly dumb ideas, get my shock collar integrated so people can mess around with me, all kinds of fun stuff ^^
Still, we're a long way from that <u>. Gonna need more followers,,,

Commissions
The work on commissions has slowed my progress on things a little bit, but not too bad- I'm happy to say. Its been a great big challenge, but I'd like to think its been worth it to get this kind of experience.
(and, y'know, I need the money <u>)

The first animation has already been posted, and you can check it out here!
Just sent in the first draft of another one, fingers crossed that it goes well ^^

Theres another, bigger project that I was commissioned a good two months or so ago, too, but no updates on that yet <u>. Its certainly something a lot different, but I honestly had a lot of fun once I got into it!
Anxious to show it off. We'll see how things go.

What else is up in Jackie's life?
Its honestly hard to keep track anymore <u>.
It alternates real hard from being monstrously hectic, to very slow and chill.

New housing issues are one thing. Issues with septic tanks and such... Bills I can't currently pay ^~^'. ...Just gonna try my best not to think about it, y'know...?
Then I got word that my disability application was denied...  Stress over many many things, a lot of struggles among family and friends...

... But theres always silver linings. Thats what I try to hang on to. I've taken up reading again, and am currently getting through House Of Leaves! I've found a whiskey that I really like. I've gotten to spend more time with my girlfriend and her pals here and there. Got back into Dwarf Fortress after a long absence. Started doing roleplays again with some friends.

Focusing a bit more on my health. Managing to finally get a bit more organized. Pushing myself to do a little bit more every day...
Theres a give and take, essentially. There always is. Just gotta get through it one step at a time. Brick by brick building up something good.

In the words of one of my recent favorite musicians, The Narcissist Cookbook,
"This is how we get better."


... Anyway, sappy stuff aside for now, its time to get to...

The results of the poll are in, and they kind of surprised me!

Another tie?! Seems so!
I deliberated a whole lot over what to do about this, trying to figure out what would be the better option...
... And then I remembered that there was a tie last time, too. And one of these options was up there, aswell...

So it only feels fitting to go with the one who lost the last tie-breaker, right? ♥
That means...

The next audio is going to be a Cow-girl hypnosis file~
A trigger to make you feel like a needy 'human cow' who desperately needs to be milked~
Horny, bimbo-like feminization... Restricted to simple, animalistic, thoughts perhaps?
All while you feel a set of large and leaky beasts grow in... Feeling so in need of release that you have no choice but to be obedient cattle for your owners~

I'll still need to nail down the specifics, of course, but thats the plan so far~. Going to get started on it soon enough! Hope you're excited ^^



Annnd thats everything for this month!
I'll leave you off with that little april-fools video I made a little while ago x3. I'll attach it to this post incase you haven't seen it!
Just a silly little thing that I decided to whip together into a video so that you'd all have something to giggle at ^^

Until next time!~
-Jackie

Heya~. Its once again time to figure out whats next! But first off I'd like to give some updates on everything ♥

Status: Charmed Musings
I hope everyone liked Charmed ^^. It was great fun to make, even though the deadline had me a little freaked out <u>. I hope it wasn't disorienting to have it posted on subscribestar so early? But I really liked the idea of having it publicly release on Valentines.
I've heard a BIT of good things about it, but as is the norm lately: I've not gotten much feedback <u>. I hope folks enjoyed it. I tried out a lot of stuff that I'm unsure whether or not I'll keep, so we'll see how everything goes ^^'

One regret with the file: I feel like I should've named it something else. I forgot that the first Lesson file used 'charm' in the other sense of the word, and it irks me a little to have two things so similarly named. Oh well <u>. Thats what I get for rushing!

Lesson 2.5: Valentines Night Musings
I also hope folks got a kick out of this. I had hoped to get it done earlier, but... thats how things go! <u>

I really like the idea of expanding characters a little, and making them into something people can engage with or connect to. I talk about rapport in the last hypno file, and part of me wonders if building rapport as a character will help with hypnosis?
But beyond that: I like having stories to tell, and making people feel things ^~^. So if theres interest in doing similar sorta SFW things in the future, I could.

If not, it still works fine as a little standalone for the valentines season. It just felt right to put a bit of a love story in there, even if I'm known for my smut x3. Not too different to how I often make my text posts take a turn for the romantic or caring, y'know? Its just what I like ♥.

Fansly
I recently took a whole bunch of pics in my latex a little while back, and I'm planning to edit them together to post on my fansly sometime soon! Look forward to that, if you're interested in that kinda thing <3. I don't advertise my fansly too much, but I was thinking of posting teasers for it here or there.

I kinda wish I could tie fansly to subscribestar, so that pledging on one gives you access to the other- I feel kinda scummy sorta... 'double dipping' otherwise?
Thankfully nobody whos on my fansly is on my subscribestar, or vice versa, so I've not needed to worry about that. I dunno. Its a conflict for me. I guess you're paying for two very different types of content, so maybe its fine as is... I dunno.
Right now I dont update my fansly too much either (part of why I'm hesitant to advertise >u>), but I'm trying to get a bit better with it. We'll see.

Whats up in Jackie's life?
Things have been a little hectic! I don't usually work with a hard deadline on the files, so having two in a row kinda messed me up a little <u>. On top of that I worked on a commission that you might see soon (!!!) that took a lot of time and effort to get right, made a voice pack for DID Game's Bondage Game Jam, and had some personal stuff to square away. With all that, I've been pretty beat! <u>.

Life is also... pretty stressful aswell. Money continues to be a strong worry, the AC is breaking (especially bad since I live in Florida), and one of my parents is doing some very frustrating things out of desperation or stupidity. 

But I'm living. And sometimes thats all you can do, y'know...?
Anyhow. I'm gonna make the project vote a separate post, since I don't want it getting bogged down to the bottom of this x3.
See you~ ♥