I have exorcised the demons :) we finished their whole journey thru the War of the Ring hehehe.

Arz had to hide his identity to pass among Men and Elves up until the battle of Helm's Deep (they went with Haldir's company), and then he and Lossamdaer took up residence in/management of Isengard after its sacking, recruiting scattered orcs and goblins and uruk-hai to the good side and helping in the effort to defend Minas Tirith. Lossamdaer got hit with a Gothification Beam because of his proximity to the frenzied Nazgul 🥰  his Morgul wound drove him a little nuts and nearly tipped him over into wraith territory, but Arzesh kept him from going over the edge. He also semi-accidentally earned the title of King of the Orcs 🤭✨ he and his Glamhoth fight to see a new dawn without Sauron's will forced upon them!!

So yeah they came out of the whole thing not unscathed, but definitely got a happy ending 🥰🥰  Lossamdaer's Morgul wound prevents him from ever going to the Undying Lands, but that's okay because now Arz can keep him forever while they both figure out just how long an Uruk-hai can live now that he has the privilege of getting old. :') 💖💖💖 

This was a really fun and fulfilling way to work through all my fond feelings about orcs and uruk-hai lmao... I care them.... I wanted to see some good ones help win the battle for Middle Earth....

Lossamdaer is taming Arzesh but Arzesh is also corrupting Lossamdaer >:) they are a match made in heaven and hell

Lord of the Rings Online showed me Monster Play (where you play as one of several monster types in the game such as a couple types of orcs and uruk hai, a giant spider, or giant wolf) and I was like I COULD PLAY ARZESH? :)c the answer to which was technically yes, but it's definitely a mode meant for seasoned players LOL I'm too novice to utilize it yet 😂 also tragic there's no character customization, you just play the basic monster model, BUT I'LL TAKE IT!! so yeah here's some Serious Arzesh and a Lossamdaer, Nachte's tired Elf Warden who he's about to catch a terrible case of feelings for 🥰

anyway also included in this image dump is a doodle of Sheng because I was reminiscing about The Secret World with some pals the other day :') god I miss that game, I miss what it could have been...

and last but not least is my newest Degrees of Lewdity PC Miles, which I actually haven't played since January but I wanted to at least finally draw him lol. I had a lot of fun going ham playing DoL in Dec-Jan but I think I got everything I needed out of it, so I'm calling it "finished" for now 😤