I sincerely apologize for the lack of communication. It is not my intention to be unresponsive; however, my depression is intensifying as time goes on. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist on June 24th.

The brain lesions identified in the MRI are causing me to walk unsteadily, and I experience weakness in my arms and hands continuously. My ability to speak and type has significantly slowed, as I tend to mispronounce words and construct sentences incorrectly when I attempt to function normally. I need to undergo additional blood tests and arrange for a follow-up MRI later this month.

Today, I visited an eye doctor who conducted vision assessments. I will be receiving new glasses next week.

However, he expressed considerable concern and referred me to a specialized eye clinic on the same day. He made the necessary arrangements while I was present.

Consequently, I underwent two eye examinations today, with the second being much more comprehensive, involving multiple tests across three different rooms.

The final eye specialist informed me that I have a diagnosis similar to that of someone with Multiple Sclerosis (MS).

My eyes are misaligned, resulting in persistent blurriness and double vision, and they tend to move erratically when I attempt to focus on a moving target.

I will do my utmost to keep everyone informed until the point arrives when I must cease creating content and temporarily close the Patreon as needed.

I appreciate all the support, and I will try to complete something 

i am getting worse health wise

the brain lesions are not going away

 now the left leg and arm and hand is weak and dizziness

feb2 i will finally be able to see a neurologist 

thank you for the support