All signs point to Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
I sincerely apologize for the lack of communication. It is not my intention to be unresponsive; however, my depression is intensifying as time goes on. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist on June 24th.
The brain lesions identified in the MRI are causing me to walk unsteadily, and I experience weakness in my arms and hands continuously. My ability to speak and type has significantly slowed, as I tend to mispronounce words and construct sentences incorrectly when I attempt to function normally. I need to undergo additional blood tests and arrange for a follow-up MRI later this month.
Today, I visited an eye doctor who conducted vision assessments. I will be receiving new glasses next week.
However, he expressed considerable concern and referred me to a specialized eye clinic on the same day. He made the necessary arrangements while I was present.
Consequently, I underwent two eye examinations today, with the second being much more comprehensive, involving multiple tests across three different rooms.
The final eye specialist informed me that I have a diagnosis similar to that of someone with Multiple Sclerosis (MS).
My eyes are misaligned, resulting in persistent blurriness and double vision, and they tend to move erratically when I attempt to focus on a moving target.
I will do my utmost to keep everyone informed until the point arrives when I must cease creating content and temporarily close the Patreon as needed.
I appreciate all the support, and I will try to complete something





Oh my God, I'm so so sorry friend. This seems insanely scary. Take the time you need, and God I hope and pray you're able to receive the help you need to feel safe in yourself and secure.
Holy sh... I've no words, dude. But after all this time on your search for answers, is finally good you're getting some, I do hope time and resources allow you to seek and get the help you need.