I can't stress this enough. This year out of every year since 2016 has done so much to test me that I just don't care anymore...

Family members passing, household money troubles (I can't keep bailing family out just to get nothing from it), no money means no stable internet so I rely on my mobile data - my sister's in charge of cable-wifi and I have no say on how she pays the bill without raising issues and I already give to her monthly. Internet and cable have been cut off every month since December last year. I can't talk to someone who clearly doesn't give enough of a fuck to change how she does things... Not to mention I bought her a replacement phone for $250.

Mum and sis can't grocery-shop for shit, far as I know I'm still pre-diabetic and there's nothing but sweets and junk food in the house so I either starve or risk getting sicker, I actually lost 70 pounds since my last doctor's visit - I'm underweight, It's THAT bad. I did the grocery shopping myself recently but mum hates the way I shop. Basically she doesn't like that she can't get the expensive foods and snacks she wants for herself. The kind we can't afford if we want to last for about 3 weeks.

Tax complications, bank card theft - had to claim misuse of my funds, jury duty, 90-100 degree heat waves, my new art tablet's built-in battery fried itself and it can't go wireless for more that 30 seconds - and now I've without notice been removed from the one private pixel-art veteran-only discord server I was invited into - that I've been a member of for over 8 years... I don't know what the fuck is happening anymore.

Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I'm not there/alive, I got shit to do - I can't spend 6 hours a day whining about Nintendo or about the gaming hemisphere in general, or spare time to be horny for that matter... I say something at least once a couple of months for folks to know I'm out and about and there were members who haven't said a word since 2018...

Everyone I haven't been able to talk to, I'm very sorry but my home life is severely on the line right now and I need to figure something out soon before I actually lose my fucking mind. And no amount of chatting is gonna fix any of this, I need to act fast. This shit is getting out of hand.

The fact that I can't queue or even draft more than 10 posts on this site is mainly why I'm not here as much as I want to be.

There's stuff I wanna share here I really don't feel safe sharing on another certain site due to the rampant micromanaging. Even to say they have rights over your content defeats the point of having rights in the first place when you, especially a company, impede over another's... Whatever.