Time for Myself

The average day at home can be pretty hectic: we're four rowdy women, add to that the occasional guests, some of which are just as problematic and rambunctious, and you more or less get a picture of the disarray I have to deal with from the early morning.

So, the key to not being overwhelmed is finding time to dedicate to small acts of self-care. When I'm not toiling away at house chores and I'm too absent-minded to do anything else, I love to just sit in the kitchen with an iced drink and a box of chocolates or to enjoy the gorgeous vista from one of the countless terraces and balconies, a good book as a companion.

While everyone else's absorbed in their activities, my world slumbers into a magic silence and starts running at a snail's pace as the empty halls take deep breaths.

Sonechka and Hibana - A Troubled and Troublesome Duo

Although I have a special relationship with Coleen, I'm not the only one she accommodates in her huge villa - and when I say 'huge' I truly mean it. I was used to live in a relatively big wealthy house but hers is just disproportionate, dare I say. It feels like living in a hotel or resort, also because due to Coleen's job in the secret services I'd see a lot of people come and go, some would stay there for a couple days or a week, some others just stop for the night or a quick talk.

But Sonechka and Hibana... they are here to stay, just like me.

Let's start from Sonechka, the brown hair cutie patootie with headphones. She's half Russian, her actual full name is Sonya Andreevna Uspenskaya - Sonechka for friends, and the only name she actually answers to. She's a sweet, sweet girl, and her body is just stunning - yet, although she's supposed to be my same age, she has the mind of a little girl. She can barely express very simple sentences and monosyllabic utterances, most of the time she doesn't understand what we're telling her, she can't read or write and she's just clumsy at any kind of complex work. She always wears unplugged headphones because she's sensitive to strong noises.

Sonechka usually spends the day with her best friend Hibana, playing around in the villa or taking long strolls outside together - she likes nature, music (literally all kinds of), sunbathing, drinking sweet juices, and above all she loves being around people and quickly gets physical: hugs, head pats, fondles, massages, kisses and all kind of attention, even with total strangers and guests at the villa, which is also why Hibana never leaves her alone. Although she's exceptionally strong physically for no apparent reason (I saw her lift a couch with a single hand...), she's terribly naive - Sonechka doesn't care about being naked and doesn't seem to be able to get the difference between cuddles and sexual harassment, that and the fact she hates being alone make her too prone to get taken advantage of. It creeps me out to think of what she went through before joining out "little" mad house, Coleen didn't want to tell me and evidently, Sonechka can't open up on her past herself, so it's a mystery (one I'm not sure I want to solve.)

Now, about Hibana. She's half Japanese, "Hibana" is just a nick she took herself from a Vocaloid song, while her real name is Naomi Nakano. Unlike Sonechka, we all perfectly know her past - long story short (I'll spare you the horrible details) she was sold as sex slave to a rich tycoon in the Middle East. Coleen found her totally naked, locked in a billiard room during a mission and brought her home out of pity.

She's a cute shortstack with a fancy 90s bob haircut, she's extroverted and friendly, maybe a bit too open and pushy at times, definitely an exhibitionist with no concept of modesty, but overall a nice girl always in a party mood and it's a pleasure to have her around. She likes billiard, ironically, at the point she literally sleeps on a billiard board although we more than once offered her to settle in one of the many free bedrooms. She often talks about her past - I'm astonished by how she just mentions her horrible, truly horrible memories at random without a flinch, in the same detached fashion you casually mention the time you lost the keys.

On the other hand, she's the most problematic because... well, bluntly put, she's what you'd call a true nymphomaniac. I'm not exactly a prude either as you might guess but she's on a whole other level - she makes no distinction of place and time, gender, age, social status or appearance. She had sex with basically all our guests, and yes, admittedly with me and Coleen too, more than once. I mean, Coleen and I are into an open relationship so I had no reason to turn Hibana down and she... she's simply always in the mood for it. She apparently was a top tier sex worker before getting kidnapped by the tycoon and well, it checks out because trust me, she's terribly good at it.

Hibana was supposed to go back to her home country in a couple months but once she met with Sonechka she decided to stay indefinitely, with the approval of Coleen. She declaredly fell in love with Sonechka "in a way (she) never experienced before" and I can't fully say Sonechka doesn't reciprocate, despite her condition. When they're together Sonechka smiles and talks more often, she's lively and propositive, while Hibana's perky expression becomes sweet and she shows a strong caring side, so this atypical relationship is definitely doing good to them both.

You'll be seeing more of them in the future!

My Special Friend - Coleen Price

While I work to send the perfect welcome post to introduce myself officially, I'll first introduce you to my dearest friend and girlfriend, Coleen Price! She'll figure with me in the shoots from time to time, together with other more or less close friends and guests too, eventually.

I'll explain how we exactly met when I'll get the chance to tell my full story, as for now all you need to know is that they were truly uncanny circumstances that brought us to live under the same roof - her roof, specifically.

She's an elegant yet witty woman, direct, smart and with a huge culture, strong both physically and emotively (way more than me!) but kind, passionate and caring. Although I'm not authorized to reveal the exact age (she'd get angry!) I can at least say she's in her early 30s. She works as government agent but don't get too hyped, it's mostly paperwork and telematic issues - or well, so she says and so I want to hope. In her free time she likes listening to metal and rock music, playing games, watching anime and reading books - romance novels, scientifical essays, sci-fi, classic literature etc., literally about any genre. She's quite the nerd, you could say!

She helped me out of a truly dire situation and we ended up getting close little by little - I actually think I fell for her the first moment I saw her but it took me a while to get fully aware of my feelings and take the first step. Despite the age gap it's not too hard to balance things out - when we interact in daily life she's mother-like kind of caring, supportive and protective, a bit strict yet never entitled or patronizing, she makes me feel safe but also leaves me my spaces and fairly shares household chores and responsabilities. In our intimate life, as lovers, she pushes me to be active and explore new things, treating me as a peer while making up herself for my lack of experience.

In conclusion, if it wasn't clear enough already, she's truly a wonderful woman and we love each others a lot.

Hello world!

I've been thinking a lot about how to introduce my first post, eventually I opted for a sober and informal caption - better than quoting some random unrelated poem, I believe.

As a start I'll be showing you the best side of me! Yes, it's a double entendre. I couldn't decide what to wear as top so I went without, hoping you don't mind.