Am I okay? (and why I'm stepping away)

Hey guys and gals, first I'd like to thank you for throwing all your love and support towards me over the last 3 years! I was never a terribly good artist to begin with and I was even worse at managing the social/business side of things.

I think it's no secret to those who follow me that I'm not all that well mentally. During my hiatus I spent a LOT of time thinking about life, and more importantly, living it. I spent time with friends and family... people I never realized cared about me. I was so caught up chasing the dream to be an artist that I neglected everyone and everything around me...including my own health.

Despite all the money I made, despite any popularity I gained, and EVEN despite my hard-fought progress last year as an artist... each year I've only grown more lonely and miserable.

For these reasons, I've decided to move away from adult content and art in general, go outside, and most importantly...TOUCH SOME GRASS!! :D

Moving forward, I'm gonna keep substar in vacation mode so none of you guys get charged and will still have access to my work. As for my socials I will probably leave them inactive and am undecided what to do with the discord at this time, I'll either pass it on to someone who can manage it better, or I may delete it all together.

I never really felt like I deserved all the love, attention, or support I got. But you guys gave it to me anyways and were always super patient with me while I was figuring life out. I never would've made it this far as an artist without each and every one of you there to support me! Sincerely, THANK YOU ALL! ❤️❤️❤️