Rem Diary 6/9/2025

Hello hello hello, it's been so long since I wrote that I don't know how this thing works anymore. I'm going to call this a Rem Diary as a callback to the original Patreon page's URL.

So, yeah. Been a while folks. And I was sitting, looking out the window and I thought, let's just write my thoughts out and maybe there might be some sort of breakthrough in my thoughts. Why not. It's June 9th after all.

Bit of a warning, this is an unstructured, stream of conscious post.

SO!! FIRST OF ALL!! I never did it but I should have, which was to celebrate the release of the P-Cup DLC!! WOOO!! We love cup sizes featuring letters of the 2nd half of the alphabet here!! Thank you all for your support!

Now, the meat of really why I wanted to write today, was to talk about the next game, and the process and thoughts that are currently going on.

So, I am still undecided on what to really do next. For anyone not following Sachinama's Ci-en/Twitter earlier this year before he also stopped doing regular posts, Sachinama being the workaholic he is, wanted to do something while I was figuring out the mysteries of life and all that. Before working on Karryn's Prison for 5+ years, Sachinama was already a creator in the creative field, and even before he worked for himself with the Happy Life circle doing adult CG/manga/games. So after working on KP with me, Sachinama wanted to messed around in RPGMaker again on his own stuff. So he has been doing that, as well as some stuff for DMM for Japan physical goods.

Speaking of which, fingers crossed that the MouseUnit figurines can come out this month! Originally they were slated for around Feb/March but there was an industry wide production delay at the factories and stuff that I don't understand that essentially delayed pretty much most Japanese figurines. But it's been a while since we had an update so realistically, maybe it will be delayed for another quarter? But who knows, the world, I heard, has gotten a bit more crazy since the last time I posted in this site.

Back to the original topic. That is what Sachinama has been up to. As for me, there has been this and that personal stuff. Most not important enough to comment or talk about, I'll write about a lil of it at the end of this post.

So new game stuff. I have, or had, a couple of big ideas. Canned and binned obviously now. One that I keep circling around, and is one of the original ideas that I had even 2 years ago while I was stuck on the Gym DLC, was something chikan related. Chikan being the japanese word for molester, and in the context of eroge genres/themes would be a lady being molested in some sort of public transit like a train. But I have a lot of worries and concerns about committing to the idea of making one, and that prevents me from fully trying to brainstorm about it. Most of ideas revolve around some sort of roguelike chikan.

I was made aware recently (recently as in beginning of the year but that is still recent to me...) about a DLsite indie eroge that is doing a chikan roguelike, when I tried the demo then, it said the planned release date is actually this month! I haven't been following the development blog for it so I don't know if it got delayed or not, but I'm just gonna be quietly looking forward to it and being pleasantly surprised if I see in the Recent Releases section!

My idea of a roguelike chikan is very different then the upcoming indie one though, both gameplay and setting. So one of the idea that I have been playing more recently with, is a male protagonist setting. I have stated a long time ago and I still feel the same way, that I do not want to make a sequel to games. I'm just not very interested in iterating on something that I already did, much less make a rehash of the exact same thing.

Most sane people would probably rightfully find it strange to not find a winning formula and just capitalize it and squeeze it until it runs dry, but I just can't do it. I just don't want to. It's why it was so hard to be motivated after the release of Meltys Quest to do localization work until Sachinama approached me with the idea of creating a game together instead.

So a female protagonist battlefuck eroge is kinda out of the picture. So when I was toying with the idea of a chikan game, besides other concerns and worries, I also had a silly stupid self imposed restriction of not wanting it to be too similar to KP if it's a female protagonist game. I toyed very little bit with male protagonist instead but I'm always dismissive of it almost right away. There was also some other non-chikan ideas but today I am not going to be talking about those.

Instead today I'm going to be talking about battlefuck again, but this time male protagonist. Now the standard male protagonist battlefuck eroge, is pretty formulaic at this point. Like 80% of them involves a Monster Girl Quest style situation where the male protagonist, usually lets just say, short of stature, is masochistically fucked by a variety of ladies in female domination style. The other 20%, which now considered rare and almost extinct species, is kind of like a pokemon style fuck'em all with a variety of ladies.

I'm not interested in making either.

Which is why I never considered making one.

Now recently, I say recently again, but this was like last month before some personal stuff happened (detailed later at the end, don't worry it's not like a bad thing or whatever.). Now recently, I had an idea.

I had this idea before, but I dismissed it then because well. It would be too damn similar to KP wouldn't it.

But recently I thought about it differently. The original idea that I dismissed long ago, was: What if it's like Karryn's Prison

wait for it

But instead playing from the male point of view?!

So I dismissed this crap because I didn't want to recreate KP. But the most recent idea was,

What if, instead of "it's like Karryn's Prison"

It literally IS Karryn's Prison but from the male point of view?!?!

🤔

So to backtrack a little bit first. When I did P Cup DLC, I said it would be the last DLC and I meant it, because I did not want to modify KP's core mechanics or gameplay any more. It's not just an issue of feature creep, but an issue of you can actively make something worse if you keep fidgeting with the darn thing. There's a point when something is done and you just leave it alone. I know a lot of fans want this or that, and some have been wanting it since the first alpha build cough certain side jobs cough. But I just don't want to mess with the core gameplay and if there is an unfortunate theme about Rem that you want to leave today with, that is when I don't want to do something, I just can't. It's a brain worm.

However, when this revolutionary idea came to me, where instead of 'like Karryn's Prison', it literally 'IS Karryn's Prison'. I thought about it. The brain worm in my head poked out of its nest, eyed me for a minute, and then crawled back inside my head to take a nap.

As in, that COULD work, I COULD make it. It would essentially be like adding a new game mode to the game, so it would be outside of the core gameplay loop that I do not want to touch with a five foot pole (or 3 meter pole for the metric system using crazies not using an English only imperial system). And it wouldn't be remaking KP since I would just be using KP to do it. Crazy how I need to find loopholes in my own self imposed fucking restrictions.

So we cleared the first hurdle of that I CAN make it. But now SHOULD I make it, which is the real question of the day and the real reason for writing my thoughts out today.

So to give a little pervy peephole into my head and see a little bit of what I'm seeing, in this hypothetical game mode, instead of controlling Karryn, you would be controlling a male inmate. You would, hehe, I'm not even gonna hide the inspiration, be selecting a class at the start like you would in Slay the Spire for the run. And the Captain would give you a bonus for the run ala the whale.

Great, awesome start. Literally copied from another game. But then here's where I start walking into mud because the idea gets murky.

What would be the goal? Form a ragtag crew, and maybe something like you gotta make Karryn reach Slut Level 100 or something by Day 60 or whatever.

So there's already a few issues. In the original male protagonist battlefuck ideas, they always had ya know, a few different female targets. For this idea, there would be one female target, the titular Karryn that we all know and love. In games like Slay the Spire and its derivatives, you don't fight the same enemy over and over again. One battle you're fighting shieldy boy and a healer. Next some annoying dodgey boys. Next some spikey boys. Then a boss that does poisons you and fills your deck with garbage cards. And so on and so forth. Of course in this idea, Karryn is going to be growing and getting stronger, and also getting weaker from new Passives. But will that be enough?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......

And then there's another issue right away. In Slay the Spire and its derivatives, when you lose a battle you're fucked, figuratively in this case, and the run is over. Basically, you know that the build you were trying to aim for, was in fact, shat and doomed and you simply start over again and try again. But for my idea, obviously you will be losing every fights against Karryn. Does that mean your build is shit? Is your run doomed? Not really. Since technically a run is only doomed when you reach the Day 60 time limit and didn't make Karryn a Level 100 Slut or whatever. But realistically your run was probably already doomed by Day 45. In Slay the Spire and its derivatives, not being able to handle the escalating difficulties of each new chapter was a sign your run is doomed.

For my idea, there is no obvious way to discern that your run is doomed and you would be better off starting over. And when there is no obvious way to tell, would a player just choose the worst, most anti-fun way of playing which is restarting the game at the slightest perceptive drawback? Of course it would be nice if like the main Karryn's Prison game, players can just adopt a Dwarf Fortress style 'But losing is FUN!'. But I dunno, I worry that without an obvious way of dooming a run, players would get confused and give up earlier then they should have, or also don't give up when they probably should have and end up getting frustrated either way.

The first problem, the diversity of the battles, can be 'solved' with some tricks and new, different systems. Just because it is Karryn's Prison doesn't mean both Karryn and the inmates need to use the exact same skills from the main game. In this hypothetical game mode, Karryn's Passives would need an almost arcade style highly accelerated growth in the first place. Pressing the Pet Butt skill a hundred times for one slut level wouldn't make for very fun gameplay. So why not also play around with the combat skills too in a way that I don't want to in the main game.

The second problem I really worry about though. Or maybe it's not a big deal? In Slay the Spire, it's obvious because you are literally fighting battles the whole run and you die you lose. You lost to the act boss? Your build didn't cut it, Jack. But for this idea, how would you know?

Maybe I can have something like oh you need Karryn to be Slut Level 10 by Day 15, and Slut Level 30 by Day 30, and Slut Level 60 by Day 45, and so on.

BUT. Folks, BUT.

BUTT. 🍑

Here's the thing too. The cool thing with this idea, and the concept of inmate PoV version of KP, is that it's not freaking Slay the Spire, and more importantly, it's not linear. In Magic the Gathering/Hearthstone terms, maybe you're doing a reckless Rush style build this run, where you try to get Karryn slutty early on, way before Day 60. Then obviously for this build, you can easily pass those arbitrary 'Get Karryn Slut Level 10 by Day 15' or whatever.

But what if you're running a slower build? Instead of aiming for a high or die early build, you're working towards the long game of trying to get Karryn to Slut Level 100 around the 50ish days mark? If I make some sort of arbitrary You Must Be This Tall To Ride This Ride, people who are slow growers wouldn't be able to have fun and I would be restricting the game and disallowing builds that go all the way to Day 60.

I don't know. Maybe the 2nd problem really isn't that big of deal as I have it in my head. Or maybe there is already a different flaw that I'm not seeing with the concept and idea.

Phew, I think this post is long enough already so let's end this here today and I'll rummage my thoughts some more and maybe see what y'all have to say. I'm not even going to go into the personal stuff I mentioned at the beginning but basically tl;dr: Got a new PC and went to a multi-day board game thing. Maybe I'll write it about next time if there is a next time. Anyway, thank you for reading, my condolences for taking a peek at what's in my head!!!

August 3rd 2024: Progress Report

Hello everyone, Rem here!

This will be kind of an unwieldy post but the tl;dr for anyone who only needs to know when the P Cup DLC is releasing can ignore the rest of this post because the DLC will hopefully come out by the end of this month.

Now for everyone else, sit tight! We are going to dive into some personal happening and details.

First, essentially all the necessary artwork for the P Cup DLC has been completed since around the second week of July. Sachinama worked like a beast to finish the rest, and I assume that his intentions was to push through and finish all the artwork by the time I got back from Kansas City.

Unfortunately, I never got to go to Kansas City because for those who were unaware and didn't follow us on Twitter/Discord, I got Covid on July 1st. I suppose my symptoms started showing the day before so really I got it on June 30th but July 1st was when I tested positive so let's go with that. I was suppose to fly to Kansas City on July 2nd and be back on the 8th, but I had to cancel all that.

So I got Paxlovid on the 2nd and started taking it for five days. My fever actually started and broke on the 1st so I didn't even have any fever before I had started taking Paxlovid but I also had a lot of other symptoms like lost of taste, stuffy nose, sore throat and nose, blah blah. A few days after Paxlovid's effects wore off, I think around 8th or so, I got another bad fever for a day and some of the other symptoms returned with a vengeance for a few days and then went away. By the end of the second week, essentially I only had annoying coughs left and technically I tested negative for Covid.

To make a long story short, while I was coughing and especially while I had the other symptoms, I did not feel like working so I mostly didn't. On the last week of July, I don't know if this a chicken or egg situation but I started cautiously going back to the gym because I read that exercising and working your Covid damaged lungs would help it heal faster so I went to the gym. Initially I was only planning to do very light exercises because I was worried that I might have a coughing fit in the middle of the gym, but I actually didn't cough or feel like coughing at all while working out so I just did my normal workouts and I felt great during it. And then my coughing rapidly started recovering during the last week of July and as of today, I get maybe like one or two cough a day now so I'm pretty much at full recovery from Covid finally. So who knew if working out and exercising helped my body recover or if my body was already going to recover and that was why I had the energy to exercise.

But anyway with my energy back, I've recently started pounding on the P Cup DLC. The artwork is already done! What else is left?? Well... actually......

I decided to be sneaky sneaky and sneak in something extra for the P Cup DLC. This was actually something I had thought about adding into the game years back. Very very eagle eyed fans might have remember that when the Karryn's Prison initially got put up on remtairy.com before the full release, under the Difficulties section there was actually a mysterious encrypted fourth difficulty listed. But I ultimately decided to not design and make it for the full release because the game was already hard enough and I wasn't sure if anyone would even attempt it in the first place and so I rather have it as potentially part of a future DLC instead of something as a core part of the game that someone might feel that they must complete to truly finish Karryn's Prison.

This new difficulty mode has evolved quite a bit in my head this year compared to my initial concept years ago, so I like it much better now.

And I dub this new difficulty mode, DESCENSION MODE.

After you've beat the game at least once in your current save file, if you have the P Cup DLC then you select to play in Descension Mode. The original idea was that this was an exclusive difficulty setting from Secretary/Warden/Prisoner but now you can select to play in Descension from your choice of Secretary/Warden/Prisoner. However you can't play in Descension and do a Challenge Run at the same time.

What Descension is, is basically there's five (or maybe four, I want five and probably ultimately there will be five but who knows) scenarios, and you pick one of those scenarios. Each scenario has a unique scenario effect during that scenario, and some bonus/penalties. After you beat a scenario, you have to choice of continuing on with Descension Mode. If you do continue, you get to choose from the remaining scenarios you haven't beat this time. And when you do, the new scenario's unique scenario effect and its bonus/penalities, as well as ALL bonus/penalties you have acquired from the scenarios you have beaten in your current Descension Run will be active

So let's say there's Scenario A B C D E If you've beaten Scenario A and decide to go for Scenario C next, Scenario C's scenario effect and bonus/penalties will be active alongside Scenario A's bonus penalties. And after you beat Scenario C, if you go for Scenario D next, Scenario D's scenario effect and bonus/penalties will be active alongside both Scenario A AND Scenario C's bonus/penalties.

So what order you decide to tackle the scenarios in for a Descension Run could change how the run would feel. Playing Scenario A by itself could feel very different from playing Scenario A while under the effects of Scenario D's stuff, and could also feel very different from playing Scenario A while under the effects of Scenario B D and E. But if you play Scenario A first then that means the rest of the run will be affected by the stuff in Scenario A, so what will you do?!

So yeah, I've been stewing a bit for the last few weeks, and now I've been cooking and having fun again working. The plan is once the Descension Mode stuff have been coded and ready, we'll throw up the P Cup DLC beta up here on SubscribeStar for $10+ subscribers as thanks for their continued and selfless support. Like all the other betas, this does NOT mean you will get a key or a free copy of the retail release of the P Cup DLC. This is really meant as a bonus for existing supporters as a thank you. Please do not suddenly throw $10 at us here just for the P Cup DLC. It will most likely retail around $4 or $5 price range once it is finished (which is hopefully by the end of the month but we thought the DLC would be finished in July)

Sachinama's PC actually broke down several days and few days ago we realized that it was because the Intel CPU. If you're not aware and you have an Intel 13th or 14th Gen CPU, you probably should start doing some Googling and preparing for the worst. In hindsight, I think it was like two or three months ago? When Sachinama's PC had this weird issue where a lot of file suddenly turned into junk, we should've been more worry but I had backups and it didn't happen again so we forgot about it. But Sachinama's PC then started issues a few weeks back and finally it stopped working several days ago. Thankfully, all the P Cup artwork have already been completed but until Intel ships that replacement CPU in 20 days or whatever their estimate was, there might be some delays for the retail release of the P Cup DLC when it is time for Sachinama to localize the Descension Mode stuff into Japanese and what not as well as uploading it to the Japanese stores. Which is why the end of August is the hopeful target right now.

Finally, before I end things off for this report, a small sneak peek at some of the scenarios in Descension Mode! After all, if it's a question of just the P Cup stuff then the DLC is already more then ready, so REM!!!!!!! WHAT'S THE DELAY FOR????

Well, let me preface that Descension Mode is really meant for hardcore players that want to squeeze a lil bit more out of KP and is not meant for everyone to consume. It is why I hesitated at including something similar into the base (btw back then, my idea was to name the fourth difficulty Corruption Mode or Corrupted Mode and it was mainly based around the under utilized Corruption stat) But I like the current version vastly better so I'm glad I didn't add my original idea into the game.

And without further ado, here's a sneak peek at two of the five (or four) scenarios I'm planning! Note some stuff and details are subject to change between now and beta and between beta and release.

Scenario "Failed State"

Scenario Effect: Start the game with most prison related Edicts already enacted, and more will be enacted with each Level subjugated.

Bonus/Penalties: All growth +100%, Warden level limit +10; All enemies can now spawn everywhere, Wanted enemies get added, show up and level up much much more, Corruption decreases all growth

Scenario "Warden Quest"

Scenario Effect: All income/subsidies/expenses except for Jobs and Blackmail are reduced to 1/8th. Enemies now drop gold and accessories after being defeated. Each worn toy increases gold and item drop rate.

Bonus/Penalties: Each worn toy increases all growth by 33%, new Accessories; Toys stay on after battle if not removed, toys can only be removed by Karryn, Goblin, Rogue and Guard type enemies may now also have toys

And a smaller partial sneak peek at the Bonus/Penalties for the Scenario "Big Brother": The Nerd Problem aka Nerd Blackmail is active from the start of the game, Edicts that increase Corruption including Accessories Edicts now increases Corruption by one more.

Big honking flopping titty lovers, please wait a bit longer for the P Cup DLC! Hardcore fans who love the gameplay, I hope you will enjoy how Descension Mode twists the game you've been familiar with and have fun!

June 15th 2024: Progress Report

Hello everyone, I don't want to waste time so I want to jump right into the post for today.

It has been a very eventful and stimulating week, and the next few weeks will probably be too in unexpected ways. Through chance encounters, chance happenings, chance conversations, various threads of my life all converged to the same point last week...

And I finally achieved a mental breakthrough. The mental hurdle that was preventing me from fully committing not only an idea, but the concept of making a new game, is finally broken through. 😭

Sachinama has been and will continue to work on the P cup DLC for Karryn's Prison for the next month. But I will be moving on ahead to focusing my energy on planning and designing the next new game.

To simplify it all, I think mental hurdle I was dealing with basically because I was too into my head. Through an unexpected source completely unrelated to gaming really, I was reminded of and asked a question that made me think. Why back in 2017 after I had cancer, I was able to contact Sachinama to propose that I localize Meltys Quest and publish it on Steam? Why a few years later, were I able to design and create Karryn's Prison? And why had I been unable to move forward in the past few years past Karryn's Prison and make a new game?

There's a few ways to answer the first two questions. I hated, DETESTED how Sakuragame fucking operated in 2017 where they took indie japanese eroge and then sold them for pennies on Steam as broken, buggy, machine translated garbage. So I wanted to show them up and prove to the world that it can be properly in native English, and that japanese indie eroges are better than the trash that Sakuragame was turning them into.

I decided to make Karryn's Prison because I already proved that native localizations are way better than machine translations for everyone involved, whether it is the fans who buy and play them, or the original developers, or the eroge industry as a whole. So next I wanted to show that eroge is more than valid medium can be so much more by creating a game that marries the sex with the gameplay.

But these two aren't the real answer. They're the answer for the DRIVE, the PASSION. They are not the answer to HOW I was able to do it. It's not the answer to the WHY I was able to propose the idea to Sachinama in 2017 after I had cancer, but not before I had cancer. Detesting Sakuragame and loving eroge and experience with localization were already part of me before I had cancer, not something I magically developed a month after I recovered from the surgery.

The HOW was... simple and complicated to remember. And it was... because I wasn't afraid to fail. Afraid to make an attempt. After Karryn's Prison, I was afraid. KP used up my life's knowledge of both gaming and eroges and erotic material to create and design the concept, the concept of a game, an eroge, that iterates and pushes the concept of female protagonist corruption past levels anyone else has ever done before. It wasn't even an iteration as it was straight up jumping through levels and steps of iterations that weren't even done yet but theoretically I thought could be done and so I further iterate on those theoretical concepts.

After KP, I was afraid of what else I had left in my tank. I knew I didn't want to just make a sequel, another game that was like KP but with minor iterations. If I had ideas for iterations to KP's format, I would've already done it in the first place when designing it. And I wasn't interesting in just remaking it for the sake of success or money. I'm incapable of operating like that, I can't make a game if I don't have the passion and drive behind it.

And I was also afraid of something else too. With KP, I achieved success and with it came fans and expectations. I was making something that would disappoint our fans. But from the standpoint of the fact that I wasn't going to make a sequel to KP is already going to disappoint some fans. Someone is going to be not pleased so matter what I do.

But through the events of last week, I was reminded that I used to be unafraid to fail. Unafraid to boldly experiment. KP's success ended up chaining me down and restricting both my ability to act, and my ability to further experiment and explore ideas and concepts.

So I'm releasing my mental self bondage and saying fuck it all. Pleasing everyone was never feasible, and pleasing someone else weren't even considerations I had when I started working on Meltys Quest and Karryn's Prison. Karryn's Prison is my magnum opus, and I'm proud of the work me and Sachinama did on it. I can't speak for Sachinama but maybe Sachinama also considers KP his magnum opus. Maybe the next game will end up having a better impact, or maybe it won't. But it doesn't matter.

I've already decided on the wide, broad strokes for the next game. It will be a female protagonist RPG strategy game, but it won't be like any ever done before. It will also have ZERO BATTLEFUCK, in fact, if Karryn's Prison was a proof of testing a concept of iterating on marrying gameplay with sex and marrying sex with gameplay for an eroge and pushing it to new levels, then the next game is testing iterating the concept of what for a long time before DLsite indies appeared, what eroge generally were. The concept of a game that had sex in it. Your Fate/Stay Nights. Your Clannads. Yours Eushullys. Your Ninetails. Your Alicesofts.

I can't apply the words, "Don't fix what's not broken" to my life. When I had cancer, I realized I'm only one person and I won't live forever. If I can bring a meaning to my life, it would be to do something that inspires others to act. I localized Meltys Quest personally. And through that I was able to bring change, much better change than I would have been able to do just my lonesome self. You know, the founder of Kagura Games used to be me and Sachinama's very very first supporter, back in the day on Patreon in 2017 before Meltys Quest was even released. He was the first $10 supporter, and the first to comment and sometimes the only comment on most of my Progress Reports. Now we're not even Discord friends anymore, it's honestly sad but I'm still happy that someone was able to see what I wanted to do with Meltys Quest and take it further and move the industry away from the direction Sakuragame was going to take it.

I just happened to be successful in my attempt to iterate with Karryn's Prison. And it is my dear hope that one day someone else, multiple someone elses hopefully, gets deeply inspired by Karryn's Prison and makes a way better eroge to continue to show the world that eroge is a wonderful medium full of potential.

My next attempt will be to try to iterate eroge in a very different direction. I also hopefully won't be using Rpgmaker this time. I started a few days to check out Godot works. My concept for the next game involves a type of battle system and various interfaces that would've had me just completely gut how default Rpgmaker works, and at that point I thought to myself I might as well use a different engine then, an engine that is literally not Chromium and meant for browsing the internet.

Outside of the wonderful, wonderful voice actresses, translators and volunteers, KP was basically a two men project with me and Sachinama. Sachinama and I have discussed about it, but this time we're going to be willing to hire help on certain parts of the game. The core will have and always going to be just us two, but there's no reason to stubbornly do every single part ourselves. After all, it wasn't like we voiced Karryn ourselves or translated the game to Korean ourselves and so on.

So here is the plan for the next month. Sachinama is going to continue to work on finishing up the P cup DLC for KP while brainstorming with me on the Story and Characters for the next game. I actually have two trips planned within the next three weeks that I had ticketed all the way back in March. Next week I'm going to be gone for a week to go to a board game convention in Ohio during the heat wave. Then come back for a week, and the next week after that I'm going to be flying out to Kansas City to my first Mensa Annual Gathering. I joined Mensa in March because apparently I heard they have a game room during the annual gathering where people just literally play board games all day during the whole event. Like I checked last week, the game room is literally open for 24 hours every day during the event. So during these two trips, I'm going to make the most out of the opportunities and try out as many board games as I can to see if there's any take away or concepts or systems I could use for the next game.

For the most part, I already have a very high level, broad idea for the gameplay systems I have in mind. And I'm going to be putting them into paper, the first time I've ever put anything into paper since when I first drew the concept and systems for Karryn's Prison. Make it physical, and check everything over and over again in my head by running simulations of how it would play out and how it would needed to be code just like I did when I designed KP. And then this time I plan to hire someone with Godot coding experience to make the foundation. When I made Karryn's Prison, it wasn't like I started from zero, I started from what Rpgmaker gave me as well as a host of community plugins and then I added or removed as needed until I had what I wanted. Rather than start with zero Godot experience and make the same mistakes someone with years of programming already made while learning before in the past, I'll let an expert build the starting foundation of what I want, and then I'll take over. A UI expert, a background artist, a music composer are also among the people we plan on hiring at some point in the future.

But first!!!! Building blocks and baby steps, before anything can happen, it will involve me creating a solid plan of everything so there are no surprises or feature creep later. And that is my plan for the next month, and likely a few more months after?? Who knows, certainly not this guy, but I'm very excited to finally mentally be unshackled and experiment again.

I'm fucking back y'all.

(Mentally, not physically because next week and then another week later next month I'm gonna be in two different states lmao)

May 14th 2024: Progress Report

Wow It's May, basically halfway into the year...

So first up, Sachinama has continued to be a boss working extremely hard every day even through out Japan's national holiday period, Golden Week. Basically only the toilet and gym side job CGs still need to be renewed for the P cups as well the Cut-ins. So it's looking more likely than not that the P cup DLC will be completed around June/July. Remember to shower Sachinama with all the praises every week on Ci-en and on Twitter!!!

As for me, I've extremely slowed down on board game exploration and playing last month. Oh! And I also went to San Francisco for five days last month, I almost somehow forgot about that until just now. That was a big event. I was actually thinking I might have time during the trip to sit down somewhere and reflect and brainstorm but nope. I even brought my Switch but I never ended up playing until during the flight back home went one of my seat neighbor insisted I bring out my Switch since the in flight entertainment TV wasn't working.

So the San Fran trip was my first time ever going on a completely solo flight. Up until now, I've flew a few times but each time I would also be meeting up with Sachinama at the destination. It was a very interesting experience. I always wondered what people mean when they say they are well-traveled or they've been to like 30+ countries or whatever. I thought to myself, what can possibility be more interesting out there compared to booting up the PC to play some eroges hahahahaha

I'm not sure I found my answer though. Because while it was very informative and interesting trip for me, I also went out of my way to socialize and engage with other people every chance I could to listen to their stories and experiences, which were all new and interesting to me! But I also noticed during the trip that a vast majority of the people, especially those who came with friends or family or mistresses or whatnot, usually kept to themselves and don't engage with other groups even when approached and given the opportunity. So are these people who go to like 40+ countries or whatever with their friends, what experiences are they really getting? I'm sure they're having fun or they wouldn't be traveling so much, and of course those fun experiences would immediately be shared with their friends or secret lovers or whoever they're traveling with. And of course not everyone who travel in groups just strictly keep to themselves. But I just wonder and I still don't have an answer.

Anyway, it was fun and interesting! And I almost died! That was... fun, maybe. I'm hopefully not actually dead and typing all this out inside a brain coma. Being a city boy, specifically a new york city boy, we don't exactly hike or climb rough terrain out here, and my stupid new yorker ass decided that I would be perfectly fine challenging a barely marked hidden shortcut path to quickly get to the top of a 450+ feet high hill. That was a valuable lesson on only sticking to the marked and public paths when going on trails, thank you very much.

Other than the trip and preparing for the trip, I ended up spending quite a bit of time post-trip reading up on some books! Specifically one series I would like to introduce as probably more than anything else, my audience is probably also a good audience for these type of books is Bruce Sentar's harem fantasy stuff. They were extremely easy and fun to read!

The weather is somehow getting warmer, and the sun is staying in the sky longer and that is all very scary to me right now. Time continues to relentlessly march to its own beat. Stay hydrated and stay safe out there everyone, and I'll talk to you all again next month! (Assuming I'm not in a brain coma right now)

April 10th 2024: Progress Report

Oh god it's already April it's-

Alright, let's skip that to save time, and get right into the Progress Report! First, Sachinama as usual has been working like a beast breeded with a machine every day and every night on drawing the P Cups. And boy are they huge. If you don't mind being spoiled, remember to check out Sachinama's weekly Ci-en posts! There's about 15ish more non-cutin CGs for Sachinama to renew/draw P Cups for but most of those are from three of the side jobs (Toilet, Stripper, Trainer) so they will be hellishly time consuming. Remember to give support to Sachinama by commenting and encouraging him during these trying times!

(The rest of today's post is just personal stuff, you can skip it if you're only interested in Karryn's Prison development)

As for me, it's been the usual like last month? But also not usual at all? In terms of board games, so the big box game I was talking about last month was Primal the Awakening, and I enjoyed a lot. However. However... I've also been waiting since last month for the eBay seller to send me the rest of the non core box expansion stuff because apparently they also haven't received it yet from the publisher. But just core box by itself is still really fun and neat, I'm impressed by the design and hopefully! Hopefully I'll find some time this month to get it back on the table!

Another big box board game that I brought on a whim from eBay was Tainted Grails: King of Ruins. I enjoyed it to, but mostly for the narrative stuff instead of the gameplay part. In terms of inspirations for how I would like to a make a game, Primal is definitely more up my alley but I'm still happy to have played Tainted Grails KoR.

Those two and more Spirit Island (mostly teaching it to new people) were mainly the board games that I played since the last Progress Report. And that is because......

Since the last month's report, I actually decided to plan and go to three domestic trips in the future. So I never traveled until I got this job and my first time traveling was to Japan back during Karryn's Prison first year of development to meet Sachinama and do business stuff over in Japan. Since then, I've traveled two more times, once more pre Covid and then my second time to Japan last spring. So all three times, two of them for work, were trips where I would meet and see Sachinama at my destination. This time however! All three trips will be completely solo and without Sachinama. 😭

For the time being, the first of those three trips is actually going to be NEXT WEEK to San Francisco where I will be checking out the Cherry Blossom Festival over at San Francisco, kind of like a replacement for last year's Japan trip to see cherry blossoms over in Japan with Sachinama. All three trips will last less than a week, but I'm bringing any laptops so it will be essentially a break from PC time. Will I discover or find something during these trips? Who knows. I'm nervous since I will be by myself during the whole trip but in a way I will also be alone from both computers and people I know and just chill.

Hopefully I won't end up on an episode of South Park as a guy jerking off in public in San Francisco, hah.

Now for some bonus material for reading this far! I know a lot of people have been curious, but work on the next game has not begun yet. It's simply not possible because in Sachinama's case, working on P Cup DLC and family stuff already takes literally all his time. In my case, well, I'm still figuring out and narrowing down my ideas and concepts and experimenting. But I'm really happy with having discovered the world of board games because it really introduced systems and concepts I never thought about before. I'm thinking of checking out one more big box board game called Kinfire Chronicles. It's pretty much out of stock everywhere but I caught with my lil eyes last night a place that had a physical copy of it but I didn't buy it last night because I didn't research about it yet. I also brought my first hardcover book since like forever that I'm taking with me on the trip next week to read and who knows, maybe something or nothing might pop up.

I also haven't forgotten about my bread and butter which is playing and testing out eroges but honestly not much has come out recently but I have had my eye on one indie game since the beginning of the year that I've enjoyed alot. But it is also very similar to Karryn's Prison... yet it's so fun and appealing to me... and like so my heart and mind (and something else) wavers on deciding on what form the next game should be. It's so hard, no pun intended, it's like something stuck in the back of my throat or I guess, like something thick in the back of my head trying to push out, no pun intended.

Anyways. That's it for this month's Progress Report! Hopefully my plane won't disassemble mid air or anything crazy like that and if it doesn't, I'll talk to you all again next month! Or if it does, I guess I'll talk to you all on the other side instead. Stay safe, hydrate, and wear sunscreen!