Hey - Said I'd do an update here when and if, so here we go:

Things were a somewhat worse than I was lead to believe, took a soonerthanexpected short notice flight on the 17th. Long annoying story once more to do with the paperwork black hole my family seems to live in here, so very finnicky getting any.... Affordable medical help. Extended family doctor friend says she might have a few weeks left. Doing my best to kick that can down the road. Pretty much on full-time nurse duty. I did manage to somehow get a small flat pretty close to home and take out a lease on it. I can't really spend any time there or move in yet or anything. I'll still be out here camping in the hall till/if she can get the strength to do anything for herself, i need to be within earshot. Can barely move. Some flavour of liver failure, if any of you are more familiar with it than me. It really is quite a fulltime gig X_X

Not to be a debby downer, just.... That's the situation. I know i need to find some time soon to... Arrange things for when she dies. Didn't really expect to be dealing with this yet and cramming it all into such a condensed timeframe. 

Obviously no recording getting done for a while. I simply don't have the space or the time - but as soon as i do i have a place waiting a few streets away. I don't have my computer ready yet so i can't dig up any files or projects waiting on it till then - the only thing i can post is another sister sours that i uploaded to drafts before i left the netherlands - so i'll be posting that after this announcement post~

Just reminding everyone i won't take offense (should you be worried about that sort of thing) to any unsubs. Things are gonna be slow and I totally get it~ But i'll do what i can when i can.

Try and have a happy christmas fancy funtime day~ Open and enjoy presents if you've been a very good girl this year, and very importantly put some of me on repeat in your ears every now and then~ 

Muamuamuamua

So a bit of a news update. I've been trying not to make a big fuss about this, and I'm not telling you about it to ride the sympathy train or anything like that - just, you aught to know the what and why of happenings in my life, especially when it's relevant to my.... Work.

I will probably have to go back to the island fairly soon. I probably won't be able to leave for however long it takes me to get papers (weeks to half a year) - and I may not be able to leave for longer than that still. I.... Have had some close, and some less close family members be hit with a bout of slightly probably quite fatal illness all about the same time, and it.... I pretty much have to go back and play at nurse till someone gets better or dies.


I'm still in a few more days of planning and sorting how exactly to go about this, but this is the likely reality unfortunately thrust upon me~

The reason this is all super relevant to you is obviously because this affects what I'm able to make. Mindset and mood issues aside, I probably won't be able to get a place to myself. Part of why i was trying to leave to begin with was being priced out. I am most likely going back to the slum with no space or privacy, and this time I won't have my own derelict getaway to run to in the morning hours to try and record something. So it's just.... Physically going to be difficult to do. Maybe i'll get lucky and find something, or just find out it's not that bad - but.... I can't know that in advance. If you were subbed back when i was there before everybody was dying - you're familiar with my complaints and the trouble of it all. I am.... Not looking forward to it. 'Specially in the middle of winter X_X

Aaaaanyway. I'm not going to suspend billing for the moment, i'll wait to see how it all pans out - but this is your sort of warning that it might all be for naught. No hard feelings to any cancellations and all that, and if you *do* bounce, i hope you'll come back later when i've got my shit together a little more. That's.... Surely got to happen eventually~

Just figured I aught to let you know it's probably coming rather than suddenly springing a "surprise I'm back on the island" after I get there. I'll try and make it work and rent out a hotel room or something every now and than if it goes down like that. That or suddenly every file is going to have to be set outside by a salt lake and main road <.<"

Will post again if it turns out i don't have to go back after all, or after i get there~

In the meantime, still working on files~

Hey, once again things didn't aren't panning out so well for me, so i'm suspending billing for november. What that looks like on subscribestar is "Vacation Mode" where i need to set a start and end date. Still gonna be around and doing my best to get something worthwhile made, but it should stop you getting charged for the month ticking over as we transition from october~

I know some of you are here to throw money at me and keep me fed and all that, but i'm not paid by the hour and it's very much about getting something worthwhile and complete made, and there isn't - so I shall continue to appreciate the sentiment but nonetheless billing must be cancelled~ Just consider November a very long October for now.
I will... Keep looking for somewhere to go and hopefully have a place before December comes. Not in the best way at the moment but working on it X_X