I'm thinking about the past of my drawings and games, and for the next things on the future, on past I tried some kind of original characters about girls with animal traits (light things like ears and tail and not much more), then I meet my friend Trix with who we started Rise of the Lewdomancer the card game for RPGmaker, we did the chapter 1 and we have the chapter 2 like on half but on pause like "forever". I also tried to do streams, still do sometimes, but... I think I never managed to make the streams enough "fun" to say "I am streamer", today I just stream for fun sometimes.

On all that time the cryptos come, the NFT, the AI arts, nothing of that was my thing and I always felt like maybe I did good to not touch it but I did bad on anyway do almost nothing clear and focused.

Few months ago I gave myself sorta "last chance" trying the thing of the Elf NTR possible game, I saw myself able to do insane amount of images for a game, but I thik my friend Trix not have all the time he may want to make games, and unfortunately do games is not my thing, then I meet BOY, the dev of some RPGmaker H-games and with some talks and ideas decided to try the Goth waifu thing on develop now, all good here.

The thing is...I still dont know where im going as hentai artist and professional pervert with a digital pencil drawing thicc round lines...

I will want to do these nice games with RPGmaker, and I will like to do short stories with images with a bit of captions/text, or some comic (I tried to do comic on past, Im not sure if is my thing) but there is something I discovered I enjoy a lot to do and I think people like, and are animations, short gif with few frames, are still a lot of work but feels good to finish one, see how the thing starts and takes form with the hard work and taking care on details.

Then in my opinion I think... the best way for me is probable focus on these animations, maybe some image with text, but I will not try to do games by myself or comics, the games I will do will be in collavoration with another dev or if any of you see my stuff and say "hey! lets do a game, I want your drawings on my game".

I need to do something to keep it simple because for real I see myself not advancing, I have folders and folders full of drawings and sketches that no one never saw, that ended up on nothing, and I fail on show what Im doing, I need to start again and do somethign good, I failed and failed and failed, and if you decide to support me or you supported me on past even if I failed to myself many many times... really really thank you for put your trust on me, maybe I become the example of "person who no matter how hard try it fails anyway" but I'm still trying.

Well, if you managed to read all and understand my bad way of writting xD please tell me you opinion, I will try to always read and respond.