Thing Happened While I was Gone

As mentioned in my previous post, I really want share what I learned from my absence, so that I might give a picture to you of what you could expect me to do in the future. Yet I don’t want to promise it because I really can be a disappointment even to myself.

Firstly, it won’t be any different from the schedule I already used in the past, but I'll try to be more active and open about myself, because during my absent I meet a popular furry artist on the my first Furmeet ever which I won't reveal “who”, but I could imagine how he’d have acted if he’s seen what “Mira” had done to his followers for the past year. To be honest, I’ve known about him for long time and admire him while also being a bit jealous of his achievements, but moreover I learned a lesson about the way he work for his fans.

I’d been a perfective type, spending far too long doing the art compare to him, while I would love to apply his method of drawing to my current workflow, I need to do it gradually because I know sudden changes are not great ways to doing things.

Another thing I’m learning is to model and animate in 3D. I don't know if you guys would like some 3D work from me in the future, or to see it applied to my current work, but I would love to do some 3D project at some point.

Another thing I’m gonna do is try to livestream, I’ve done a couple of tests with a friend before I come back, and I really want to try it because people have always asked me to. Also, it helps me keep up and motivated with my work, while proving my current work is progressing because you know about my failures over the past year or so.

And for last, I actually have a lot of commissions to complete in my queue that I should answer. So if you are a commissioner reading this post, I'm sorry for being SO late to reply and talk about my condition, but I'll also gonna reach you directly on the DM. If people do want to cancel and sort plans, or not want to answer me given my actions, I understand, and I'll put your stuff to hold or some kind of refund can be planned. I'll start to promoting my commission though new more clear system on my site. So, I hope you can expect me to continue to upload And thank you for staying with me

My Deeply Apology Regarding to my Absent

I’ve got mixed feelings if it was better to post this in one go or separate pieces, but regardless I wanted to start it by apologizing first to everyone I left behind and unexplained. My later post will be about the I was I doing and along with some future plans.

I am sincerely and deeply sorry regarding my unexplained absent and those it affected, from fans and followers but also especially those I owed artwork to, and my loyal followers. It has been a long time and I really owe you guys a lot, not just an apology. However, I also owe you all an explanation about why I’d gone. I regretted leaving without a trace, but following the events to be listed I felt too much shame to come back for even longer. I really should have told you all when I was not feeling right, trusted you all to understand or just be aware.

I spent the last year feeling deeply burnt out, as I attempted to continue to work on schedule but it feel get more and more not visible finish at right time, and over time I kept failing, where by the final two months before I vanished I had wanted to take only a few weeks break, but as time went on a mixture of lingering exhaustion and guilt at how all of my project were getting more delayed schedule made me feel more stressed and sad with my current position.

By mid-2025 I manage to pull it together, I'll accept my mistakes and need to acknowledge I wasn’t right to be this long to reply. I have been planning to come back, and finish undone work and some reserve artwork I can share. It hadn’t helped that shortly into my break, my hard drive fail.

Lucky about half was in cloud storage, but unfortunately most of the work I can selvage was outdated and some were unfinished, which was an added setback that I felted needed to get some progress on finishing before I returned. As I’m writing, I’ve also finished some of artwork and some on working I need to should have finished a year ago. This apology goes especially to all my supporters that I left hanging and once again, I do feel really sorry to those who rightfully expected me to make a comeback sooner.