Merry XXXmas!!! (Ava's illustration)

Hey everyone, how’s it going? I hope you’re all doing great!

The new chapter of Back for Revenge is taking up a lot of my time, so I asked Ava (my assistant) to put together an illustration for you guys! So please, show her some love and let her know how great her art is!!!

I’m going to write a bit here, so... Hahahaha, sorry for the long post.

First of all, I want to thank all of you members who made me believe in this project. It might sound like an exaggeration, but... this changed my life.

I (Ixemanin) never really knew what I wanted to do with my life. I’ve worked so many different jobs and I never felt truly happy with any of them. I’ve been a musician, a teacher, a video editor, I’ve repaired computers, and a few other things. I did some of those at the same time, so I’m not that old, okay? Hahaha.

But none of it made me feel like I was on the right path. It felt like I was just drifting through life, and I hate that feeling. For a while, I even got used to the idea, but I always felt like I was wasting my life.

That was until I decided to try and turn my hobby into my job, and something just clicked. I’ve never worked this hard for anything; I’ve never had such a strong drive to make something work before. Plus, I feel happy doing what I’m doing now, and for the first time in my life, I didn't feel like I was falling behind on my birthday.

Sure, I haven’t reached my goal of making this project my full-time job yet. But you guys, who believed and continue to believe in me, taught me what I really wanted to do. From here on out, I just need to make it happen.

Working with art, telling stories, touching your heart in some way, and making you like, engage, and feel something while experiencing something I produced (with Ava’s help) is a feeling I can’t quite describe because I’ve never felt it before. But it’s good—really, really good.

I want to thank each and every one of you for trusting me with the money you could be spending on anything else. Some might think it’s not much, but to me, this gesture means the world. I’ll never be able to thank you enough, but truly, thank you!

I’d also like to thank the free members and those who follow me on my other social media. That recognition—which some might also think is a small thing—is huge to me! It’s as massive as Esan’s cock, Hahaha (sorry, I thought I was getting a bit too emotional there).

Simply the fact that people are interested in what I do is motivation enough to keep me going. No matter the reason, if you’re reading this, thank you for following my journey.

I wish every single one of you a Merry Christmas. I hope you can spend it with someone dear who loves you, and that you can always share your meals with them.

I also wish you a Happy New Year. May next year bring even more happiness to each of you, just as I’m discovering is possible for me.

This isn’t a "motivational text"—I’m not really a fan of those—but... Thank you.

With love, Ixemanin.