Real talk, I am boring
First off, thank you for being here. Seriously, your support means everything to me, and I wouldn’t be where I am without you. Let me just say this- BIG changes are coming. This is only posted in SubscribeStar because I don't think I'm ready for other platforms to see this.
Before anything, there is also an audio version if you want to listen to it like a podcast hehehe.
Lately, I’ve felt like my content has been... a bit meh. Let’s not glaze it. I think I’ve been slacking creatively, and it’s starting to show. I’m getting bored out of my ass over here, and if I’m bored with my own work, I can only imagine how you guys feel. My recent audios? Repetitive, boring, and flat as fuck. When I first started, I was putting my heart, soul, and probably a few brain cells into everything I made. Somewhere along the way, I got too comfortable, and honestly, it’s been bugging me for a while.
So, I’m making some changes. It is now QUALITY over QUANTITY. I want to make content that feels fresh, exciting, and different- not just for you, but for me as well. I’ve been dying to dip my balls into more experimental stuff (fantasy, some other wild genres). Right now, though, I feel like my voice and presence are getting over saturated because of how much I’ve been putting myself out there. If I keep going like this, my motivation is going to have an epileptic seizure and that is the worst outcome no matter what multiverse you are in. I want to get back to the days when my artistic creativity with moaning was at its peak. But lately my inspiration disappears like the sock after laundry.
And look, I’m not here to throw a pity party. This isn’t “Woe is me” territory, but seriously, I can’t even focus on working out anymore. I promised myself I’d look like Toji by summer because I’m seeing cousins I haven’t met in years. Naturally, I want to show off, right? But at this rate, it feels like I’m playing Russian roulette, except the gun is my sanity, and the stakes are my last two functioning brain cells.
That said, my priorities haven’t changed: studies, work, and my relationship come first, then content creation. Hitting the 20K follower milestone? Its cool, but honestly, it’s just a number now. It’s not something to brag about, just a step toward something greater.
Thank you for being patient with me while I figure things out. Seriously, you’re the real MVPs. I appreciate you all more than words can say, even when I’m rambling like this.
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In my audio version, I talk about the upcoming changes: this starts at 15:35 mark.
I’ve been producing 5 free audios a month, but starting now, there will be some changes:
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Free Listeners will receive 1-2 audios per month.
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Exclusive Subscribers will still get 2 exclusive audios per month.
Tagalog audios will now be done "If I feel like it"
Regarding Patreon, I’m still not planning to use it since there’s no effective way to share my type of content on that platform.
The current 8-week stock of audios on my SS page will continue to be released weekly for the next two months. After that, listeners can expect 1-2 audios per month.
So, instead of the usual 7 audios per month, the new schedule will have 3-4 audios monthly.
Discord is still in thoughts.
More focus in streams.
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The schedules are subject to change. I still have no set date to post early access audios and exclusives.