Hi long time no upload! I'm going to get back into using SubscribeStar more. More main focus is to finish and upload my video Essays here so for anyone interested here is what I'm currently working on. 

Lots of fandom stuff and me rambling about fiction in a slightly more organized way then usual! At some point!

Things have been and still are a mess irl. So I don't have any dates on when I'll be finished with anything. But my wips are always fun to work on when I can. I'm not commiting to a regular posting schedule here but I'm slowly going to upload and share my backlog and new things when I can as well.

Here's my Comic dub of Lasunpure 's actor au of their webcomic Cat & Owner! I've been trying to do more comic dubs and their comics are so cool so I finally did one!
You can watch it here ❤️🎭🐶🐱
https://youtube.com/shorts/t_l4HfQSgPw?si=yfzg68gkI_Ab-iZz

Here's the Ganondorf x King of Hyrule Legend of Zelda art i made for Old Man Yaoi Zine volume 2.
I really wanted to make a comic but I ran out of time. One day I'd like to make it though. I love Ganondorf doing horrible things to Link and Zelda so it only makes sense that Zeldas dad should also be involved. I think the gloom hands in the second game are so scary but they can be like tentacles in tentacle porn hehe
 
You can find the zine here! If you're into old man yaoi I highly recommend it it's so much fun
https://mr-terrible.itch.io/old-man-yaoi-zine-vol-02

Hi! Here's my video Descent Into Dead Dove Creating Madness And The Freedom I Found There that I made for Citrus Con 2025 I applied to do another panel this year about dead dove stuff and got accepted and so this time I was like what if we go even deeper and get even more personal! I talked a lot about my love of yuri and what fandom means to me as well yaoi and wlm. Just a general love of dead dove themes and why creating and enjoying them is so freeing.

Originally I planned for it to be shorter then my panel from 2024 because I was like if I'm talking about myself it'll probably be less to say. I like yapping but when it's about myself it's kind of awkward 😅 but then it wasn't. The script got longer and many things were discussed and I'm very happy with it.

Yet another video I can never post to YouTube and so many places don't allow nsfw so hopefully it works out posting stuff here! ❤️

Video Link:
https://mega.nz/file/FAhwEKJB#jTEK80TGvL6EEcnWFtjXSl240tJscSuGvb6NofVsyro

Here is my script
https://docs.google.com/document/d/15HVqgI5tqXgkBLNb9tS7w4Lgjt4vL0GHzMFzub-Nuuo/edit?usp=drivesdk
Here are the slides!
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1W26aoafBBf1GY8TGxoDOx8IDpomSbN56/view?usp=drivesdk

Hey! Here is my Dicking Around With Dead Dove Themes Video I made for Citrus Con A BL Yaoi virtual anime convention in 2024 The video is like an overview about dead dove themes canon and fanon wise in yaoi media. At the time it was the longest video I've made (I prerecorded it because my wifi is horrible) and it was the most editing I ever did and because it was for an 18+ kink friendly convention I went really crazy with it. My plan was actually to record it and have jt be able to post it to YouTube but once I figured out how to edit in clips of yaoi and I was talking about dead dove themes which where very beyond the regular nsfw stuff and I curse a lot I was oh this is definitely not able to go on YouTube lol
But I had so much fun working on it. It was definitely the start of me working on other videos which are mostly all stuck in wip hell but I'll get there one day. 💕
 
Video Link:
https://mega.nz/file/BE5QEb7L#qoCNq6hF3qPZ9XpmDClgV7eNOk6fSW2ONCD766f8x_E

I have the slides and videos I used here also!
(List of Yaoi and media with Dead Dove Themes and the videos I used)
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1h8UGx-M1VObfB8m2ScpTf2vaNzj7yjt3jQeGwylO3vo/edit?usp=drivesdk
-Dead Dove Slides from the Panel-
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1FGc2PZKXnwTS3yEoZIOnpCBYJha_f7CQ/view?usp=drivesdk