Many hours later I got a scene for Christmas. Not my best work but enjoy. Merry Christmas everyone and may all your Christmas wishes come true.

Hey everyone. Merry Christmas from my family to each of yours. I really wanted to try and get a special render out to you all. I have been trying all day except for the times I was dragged away for one thing or another. Between daz crashing or models throwing errors and having messed up morphs and after all this fighting, chasing errors and such.... My hands just cant do anymore.... I'm sorry it makes me feel worthless.
 This time of year is always the hardest for me as well mentally due to some personal issues from things long ago that have turned Christmas into a holiday I dread. The image is a screenshot of 2 hours work ruined because daz crashed.... I know I know... Save Save Save... Tell my brain that when its turned to fucking mush from my damn meds....
I tried and like everything else these days I fucking failed....

Well once again someone says hey what do you need help with. This one even subbed to my other support site. Came talked with me for a while. Granted not really a good time since my medication had me in lala land while trying to talk to this person. He still sounded interested and said he would check back in with me in a few days then ghosted again....
 I know it has been a while since I posted on here and I am sorry about that. I have been having a lot of ups and downs and also other real life things taking place. As for my games and what I need.
1. A writer that can take what is in my note and in my head and turn it into the proper story. I know in my head what I want to see happen and the timeline and even wrote a basic outline. It is just the filler and story part that's missing.
2. Someone one to make the scenes the writer comes up with. Hell I have both my towers back in shape. I can do all the rendering if they set up the scenes and send them to me or even better I can give them access to one of my towers and they can work right from home using my tower. Not everyone has a pc good enough for Daz and they would  not need the best if they use the remote access to mine it will do all the work.
3. Someone that can help code the story. It is pretty simple as for the most part it is a kinetic novel. Well both games are for that matter. The only choices would be in the erotic scenes.
4. They do not have to be experts at this. They could be someone wanting to learn and I would be more than glad to help them. I am no expert myself but know plenty of great developers that I can pick their brains. So if you know of anyone wanting to learn writing or daz please let me know.

 
  On to some great news. My main pc for those that didn't know blew the main 10tb  storage drive. Then the cooling system failed. I lost all my Nobody Knows files.... Or so I thought. That tower has been rebuilt better than before. The other night I was looking for some old Farming Simulator mods I made and stumbled across a "old windows" installation folder. I was confused why that would have been on that particular drive. I looked through it and found the users folder... dug deeper and found a My Daz fold...I opened it and WTF all my "lost" daz files where there..... I found my lost Nobody Knows duf files.. Every single model and every single scene and all the assets need to load them. I am still missing the psd files but with the original duf files I can use those as the base to recreate the psd files. That said Nobody Knows does not have to start from scratch if I can find help with it.

I included a screenshot of all the Nobody Knows files. As well as the rebuilt tower. The black one with the oranges strip it the original tower. The rebuilt one has more storage, triple the memory, new M2 drive (something it never had before) Brand new cooling system and a power supply that can finally power it properly and let me overclock it again. It now screams along much faster than it did before.

 Well I need to stop typing. Been at it for a hour and my hands are finally done along with meds kicking in. Thank you to everyone that has and is still supporting me and to all of you that are following me. If I don't say it later I will say it now. Merry Christmas everyone. I hope you all get your Christmas wishes. Mine would be to see my games take off again.
Thanks everyone for your time.
SeveredRealms

Fucking hematologist.... Stupid Indian fucking doctor.... 
Doctor: Oh yes yes your blood test numbers look great..... 
Me: Ya said that the last time and I ended up in the hospital almost dead.... 
Doctor: Yes I see
where was the blood coming from.. . . . 
Me: Um do ya read my fucking charts....
Me: I want to be checked at least once a month for my blood count.. 
Doctor: Ohhh that no need you ok right now. . . . 
Me: I don't care i want to be checked once a month because I am not going to be rushed to the hospital in renal failure and my kidneys shutting down again... Because YOU said I was fineeeeee . . . . . 
stupid fucker
Go back to fucking India
Last time he told me to stop taking my iron pills... both my primary and the hospital doctors said why would he tell you that???

Sorry all I needed to rant.... Doctors like him are why I hate most doctors and don't trust the rest.
SeveredRealms

Well everyone things got a little exciting around here and a whole lot scary for me. No I have not found help with making my games. After recent events I need to take a step back from things that cause me stress.
 Last Wednesday I had a doctors appointment with my gastro doctor He noticed right off I did not look good and my  wife confirmed it. I had been really really sick and getting worse over the last month. He ordered up blood work to check things...... So I went had the blood taken and went home. This was in the morning. At a little after 9PM my wife got a call. My doctor had been waiting for my results. She was told to get me to the hospital NOW....... My hemoglobin levels where critical and I was in the first stages of Renal failure. In other words i had very little blood left in me and my organs where starting to shut down. After they confirmed my blood type B+ in case your wondering lol. They put me in a room within 20 minutes of getting to the ER.... Yea they moved me around quick cause well to put it bluntly I was literally dying from lack of blood. Over night between IV's and 3 bags of blood plus some meds and a bag of Iron to boost my system I was finally stable.
    Yesterday I went to my primary doctor and he also ordered tests to see if I am still good. ATM I am but we are not going to got 2 or 3 months in between again because I tanked hard and it almost cost me my life. From now on we are going to try for once a month as long as my insurance doesn't have a fit. With all this said I was told by my primary and the doctors and even the nurses in the hospital to chill the hell out and destress. Stop doing things like constantly worrying about these games.
 If anyone would like to take over my games please let me know and I will help out getting all the assets to you as well as all my notes. I will sit back and advise. My only hope is my vision being followed for the genres that are added to the games. I can also offer to use my towers to render the scenes as long as our files keep matching. I do not want them to get abandoned but as of now they are on indefinite hold. To those helping me all this time it has greatly been appreciated and still helps me even now with medical stuff. I will leave it up to you all if you continue to help or not. I never asked for this and hate it with a passion but I do not know what else to do.
SeveredRealms