This isn't easy.

 It sucks when you only have one hand most of the time that fully usable and even that starts cramping up after a while. I still need help. I have had a few say hey yea I'll help ya..... Then do a little and poof disappear :(

  The renders attached are part of the fight scene. The arena which I have retextured almost everything and added more decor like trees. I made two new sets of guards and moved some things around to make it look like a actual arena for spectators. I also set up a new workstation outside my office. I will be able to now work from any of my 3 pc's and have the one above do all the rendering keeping the heat from being inside my house all the time and making my office a oven.

  As for my health. . . .Yea not any better and still fighting with doctors about pain management..... They are all scared now because of the opioid abuser so people that actually need help are screwed. "Oh we don't do prescriptions..... take Tylenol and muscle relaxers... Here lets inject you with this and give you more steroids. . . ." They still have not even set up my appointment for my carpel tunnel... I WANT TO BE ABLE TO USE MY HANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....... So fucking sick of fighting with these people.....

  Guys and gals I refuse to let my work die but I can't do it alone anymore.... For those that have stuck by me and continue to offer your support. THANK YOU!!!! Every little bit helps right now. At the amount I have per month it take two months before I can withdraw as the min is now $50. I am not complaining at all just saying what SS has done to creators for the moment lol.

Well I have had a long ass day. Starting off at the hospital with a big ass needle and IV stuck in my left hand for 5 hours while I got a steroid, Iron and I forgot what the other infusion was..... Then coming home and after taking prescription pain meds I went to work. I created 2 sets of models one kings guard set with Uncle Alvey mixed in and the other is a basic soldier set. These will be placed around the fighting ring and scattered around the area watching. The archers will be up on the walls. They will be there to make sure no one interferes with the fight and no one cheats. But I am utterly done even the pain meds said fuck this... I am trying guys its just killing me without help. I have also spent days rebuilding my main assets to get this far and then setting up a network for my main towers to work back and forth from the same daz folder. Anyway here is what I accomplished today. If I feel good enough tomorrow I will work on a few random people. Along the lines of important people from town to scatter in the bleachers behind Lily and Kahlan. I also added photos of the old tower set up as a workstation in my shop. It's where I made the renders below.

My old tower I just rebuilt is now sitting in my workshop. Yea odd place for a expensive work pc but I don't need or want to huge heaters in my office. My intention is to try and get a little done at a time in my office then send the scenes to my tower in the workshop and having it render them. Keeping most of the heat out of my office. Folks I am not promising anything. I am still looking for help as seen in my other post tonight. No my health is not better. It has leveled off somewhat but i am still in need of other issues being looked at which my damn doctors are taking their sweet time getting to. Anyway here are a couple photos. The tower is hooked up to 2 32 inch 4k displays and 1 27 inch 4k. Oh and I am selling my baby. I have had it for 14 years but health reasons limit me and I can no longer do much in the way of off roading or working on it if I break it so my 96 Jeep Grand Cherokee Limited is going up for sale :( Believe me I really really do not want to let it go.

  I am trying to get started again but it has not been easy for me. I finished rebuilding my older tower after it ate my main drive that had all my assets for both games on it. It now has a new 10tb drive and was taken completely apart cleaned and put back together with new coolant, wires cleaned up and a few more fans to keep the drives cool. Photos Of it and the odd place I am keeping it in another post coming after this one.
   What I have gotten done is loading Daz, photoshop and a couple other programs I use for working on the games and other things. I have spent 5 days doing as much as I can at a time moving sorting and trying to get all my models asset files in order. I just started working on the next scene's background. It is not done yet but a peek of it is attached. I am trying folks but I have to keep stopping either because I just can't sit long enough, my brain turns to mush or I have to play dads taxi in between the time when I am lucid enough to drive.
I didn't get far today as I wanted to as far as  getting the scene set up. One I had to run my oldest to her job then spent from 10 am till around 1pm at the hospital. I had the 2nd of 3 infusions today plus a consultation leading to more blood work needing to be done... my fucking right arm is hurting from all the damn jabs it has taken from blood draws and  IV tubes. I have one more infusion Monday and probably find out when the next set it along with if I will be needing a iron infusion and or another hemoglobin transfusion... fun times right right...... I am also going to be starting a different medication for my ulcerative colitis... and guess what its another damn set of needles....... I just do not know when that is going to start since my insurance is being a little bitch about paying for it... I mean they are more knowledgeable than my doctors after all....

  What I did get done today was finding some of the other assets I need to hopefully finish building the arena area for the fight scene. I still would like to find a better texture for the sand or dirt in the middle though. Mind you I have something like 7tb of assets in and out of zip files. Some I have already transferred to the rebuilt towers new drive and the rest either on one of my external drives or my new tower in my office. So I and my crippled ass did a little back and forth between inside and out this afternoon and morning. I do however think I finally have a complete rebuild of my character assets and I have zipped those up into a entire base file that's almost 80gb for Severed. I will be going through them all one more time to make sure then finding a way to get a copy of them stored online so I can share them with who ever else might be willing to render scenes.

    I do also have 2 offers from here to write scenes for me. so far so good there and I hope we can all work good together and maybe just maybe kickstart at least Severed back up. If anyone else is interested let me know I really want to get these games going again.

I have mentioned in a few discords and such looking for a writer/coder and someone to render the scenes the writer comes up with. I really hate this shit with my health. They tried to get me to go to the hospital last week and ain't no fucking way I am going to get stuck back in that place. I have the outline for half or more than half of the game ready for a writer to build from it. I have even more rambling around in my head. As I sit here typing with one hand cause my left is locked up with massive cramps and my right side feels like I have been run through with a sword. But heyyyyyyyy doctors here say ohh you don't need pain meds... just take Tylenol. Then I have one of my other doctors saying oh yea your ulcerative colitis makes your other chronic pain worse so speak to your primary doctor........ So yea guys I'm fucked.. my game atm is fucked and my life is just a fucking joke...
I really need help to bring my games back to life so if anyone is interested please get a hold of me. I am almost always in one of my voice channels in discord. I do have one major issue with Nobody Knows. All my .duf files are lost. I swear I moved them along with my Severed Realm files but nope all fucking gone. So that one needs to either be re-rendered or since its just the prologue maybe it can be excused since the only "current" seen models are the mc, Jen and the woman I made ceo which is also a future LI.
For anyone that might be interested I do have a couple set in stone fetishes that will not be allowed other than the no ntr crap in my games. Those can be discussed in person and any and all scripts will be reviewed by myself and a couple other team members to make sure the games follow my ideals.
I really do want to keep these alive but I just don't know what to do...... I hate this shit guys.
Severed Realms
P.S over a hour to type this mess.