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Sorry it has been a long time between post's once again. I have not had the greatest of times. I know it's the same thing over and over. I'm sorry I just well if I didn't have bad luck I wouldn't have any luck at all. First thing I do wish to say is a very heartfelt and huge thank you to one of my subscribers. Your donations have helped me with my wife's car in a huge way, without your help it would not be as far along as it is.
Ok as for what's going on. I have been in and out of the hospital again. I have Ulcerative colitis, Anemia, Type2 diabetes, Massive arthritis in both hands. The left being the worst as well as in my spine and left knee. This is among other health issues. Due to the first two. I have had bad issues with my hemoglobin. My body is not creating or absorbing iron. This causes my hemoglobin aka blood to be low a lot. This has put my in the hospital multiple times and at least one of them I could have died it was so low. I included a photo of my left hand. I have to force my hand flat and it hurts to the point of tears to do it. Doctors wont help with pain.. Take Tylenol they say. I also can not take anti inflammatory meds due to other meds and well my damn health issues. If it wasn't for a good friend Sending me something for pain I would not be able to do much at all. My new doctor is a joke. First thing he says is "yeah I can see you have a lot of things causing you chronic pain. Your insurance covers a gym membership. you really need to get to one and work out it will help your pain....." Jesus I can't even get out of bed some mornings because I hurt so bad.. How the fuck is a workout which by the way my physical therapists said no to..... This doctor is a fucking joke.
As for other things... My wife's car has been broke down since last September. I have asked for help and people have offered then ghosted me. Even with the offer of cash and tools... For the last three months I have been slowly working on it. sucks working 10 minutes then having to sit down for 30 :( . Again thank you to the subscriber that donated to help us. Everything from the block up is or has now been replaced and its close to being done I hope. I even had to replace the damn turbo because the manifold was cracked. With the car being down all we have is my truck. That thing is killing us at 10 mpg anddddd yeah that had a major issue a few weeks ago. Luckily someone did help me with the physical work. The fuel pump died and there went another $400 we could not afford. and the other day the tailpipe broke of the damn muffler so yeah more damn money I have to come up with.
As for my games. I really wanted to do a special May the 4th be with you render. I am a huge star Wars fan and have a ton of SW assets. But my hands are just too sore right now. I would like to also offer someone or some team to take over one or both games. All I would ask is a say in how the stories are written and the content in them. As for money made if any. I would only want a small share with most all of it going to who ever helps get them going again. I will provide my outlines, assets and further input during the creation of the games. Serious people only please not dreamers. So if anyone is interested please Dm me on discord or join my discord to talk about it.
Well that's about it for now. It has taken my a hour just to type this and I'm waiting on a pain med to kick in and when it does my brain turns to mush anyway. Till the next time take care everyone and thanks for still following along.
SeveredRealms
Sorry it has been a long time between post's once again. I have not had the greatest of times. I know it's the same thing over and over. I'm sorry I just well if I didn't have bad luck I wouldn't have any luck at all. First thing I do wish to say is a very heartfelt and huge thank you to one of my subscribers. Your donations have helped me with my wife's car in a huge way, without your help it would not be as far along as it is.
Ok as for what's going on. I have been in and out of the hospital again. I have Ulcerative colitis, Anemia, Type2 diabetes, Massive arthritis in both hands. The left being the worst as well as in my spine and left knee. This is among other health issues. Due to the first two. I have had bad issues with my hemoglobin. My body is not creating or absorbing iron. This causes my hemoglobin aka blood to be low a lot. This has put my in the hospital multiple times and at least one of them I could have died it was so low. I included a photo of my left hand. I have to force my hand flat and it hurts to the point of tears to do it. Doctors wont help with pain.. Take Tylenol they say. I also can not take anti inflammatory meds due to other meds and well my damn health issues. If it wasn't for a good friend Sending me something for pain I would not be able to do much at all. My new doctor is a joke. First thing he says is "yeah I can see you have a lot of things causing you chronic pain. Your insurance covers a gym membership. you really need to get to one and work out it will help your pain....." Jesus I can't even get out of bed some mornings because I hurt so bad.. How the fuck is a workout which by the way my physical therapists said no to..... This doctor is a fucking joke.
As for other things... My wife's car has been broke down since last September. I have asked for help and people have offered then ghosted me. Even with the offer of cash and tools... For the last three months I have been slowly working on it. sucks working 10 minutes then having to sit down for 30 :( . Again thank you to the subscriber that donated to help us. Everything from the block up is or has now been replaced and its close to being done I hope. I even had to replace the damn turbo because the manifold was cracked. With the car being down all we have is my truck. That thing is killing us at 10 mpg anddddd yeah that had a major issue a few weeks ago. Luckily someone did help me with the physical work. The fuel pump died and there went another $400 we could not afford. and the other day the tailpipe broke of the damn muffler so yeah more damn money I have to come up with.
As for my games. I really wanted to do a special May the 4th be with you render. I am a huge star Wars fan and have a ton of SW assets. But my hands are just too sore right now. I would like to also offer someone or some team to take over one or both games. All I would ask is a say in how the stories are written and the content in them. As for money made if any. I would only want a small share with most all of it going to who ever helps get them going again. I will provide my outlines, assets and further input during the creation of the games. Serious people only please not dreamers. So if anyone is interested please Dm me on discord or join my discord to talk about it.
Well that's about it for now. It has taken my a hour just to type this and I'm waiting on a pain med to kick in and when it does my brain turns to mush anyway. Till the next time take care everyone and thanks for still following along.
SeveredRealms
thank you for your honesty