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Hey all,
I know I have not posted in a while. I have been dealing with a lot of issues with my health and personal life that has sent my depression spiraling. They say when it rains it pours but freaking christ I feel like I'm in a damn hurricane these last few months. Physically, mentally and financially.. Everything seems to go wrong.
I now have a thing stuck to my arm that connects to a monitor that's always screaming at me that my blood sugar is either too high or wakes me up in the middle of the night because its too damn low. I already have to take stuff to try and help me sleep only to have that thing start screaming at me. I have my wife's car sitting in the yard needing major work done. Yea I have had some help getting all the parts but I can no longer do the work myself so I have to raise money to pay someone I guess. Right now she is driving my truck and the gas it uses is killing us. Doesn't help she ends up taking time off from her job so I can make it to my monthly infusions and other appointments with doctors. Sorry I should not be ranting but this shit just sucks and every time I think things are going to get better they just get worse than before.....
Anyway tis the holiday season. I do have a Halloween render but it was really late getting done. It's posted on my discord. I hoped to have it done but my left hand has been in a lot of pain making using it very hard. I started this one 3 weeks ago and I think its done. Enjoy and I hope those in the states have a good time with their families. Mine just got a lot smaller... Yea one of the personal bullshit things going on sorry.
I know I have not posted in a while. I have been dealing with a lot of issues with my health and personal life that has sent my depression spiraling. They say when it rains it pours but freaking christ I feel like I'm in a damn hurricane these last few months. Physically, mentally and financially.. Everything seems to go wrong.
I now have a thing stuck to my arm that connects to a monitor that's always screaming at me that my blood sugar is either too high or wakes me up in the middle of the night because its too damn low. I already have to take stuff to try and help me sleep only to have that thing start screaming at me. I have my wife's car sitting in the yard needing major work done. Yea I have had some help getting all the parts but I can no longer do the work myself so I have to raise money to pay someone I guess. Right now she is driving my truck and the gas it uses is killing us. Doesn't help she ends up taking time off from her job so I can make it to my monthly infusions and other appointments with doctors. Sorry I should not be ranting but this shit just sucks and every time I think things are going to get better they just get worse than before.....
Anyway tis the holiday season. I do have a Halloween render but it was really late getting done. It's posted on my discord. I hoped to have it done but my left hand has been in a lot of pain making using it very hard. I started this one 3 weeks ago and I think its done. Enjoy and I hope those in the states have a good time with their families. Mine just got a lot smaller... Yea one of the personal bullshit things going on sorry.
