I am truly sorry to everyone that joined the game. Everything in this post got to me, and I started to have regrets about making the game in the first place.

I always wanted to have a message at the end of the game, depending on what ending you got. The love ending was going to have a full-on reset of the MC’s life after an encounter with the bimbo Oridelle, taking over Oridelle for good. Then he accidentally falls off the bridge, hits the ground, and wakes up on the night he met Oridelle and let her into his house.

She is still at the bridge, so he goes back to the bridge and starts that new life over again with his new girlfriend, Oridelle. She does not remember the lustful life he woke up from, and there is no lustfulness at all. They live a happy, normal life together, with a wedding and everything, with all the characters there to celebrate.

They grow old together, and love is the most important thing to them—no lust at all.

Then the MC is on his deathbed, with Oridelle right there, waiting for his last breath. He says, “I love you, and I would never hurt you.” Oridelle says, “I know. We lived a happy and wonderful life together, me and you. I love you so much, Ozul/MC.”

Then Ozul dies and comes to again in a hospital bed as his normal self—not old or anything, just with a shaved head and stitches. Oridelle is there, waiting for him to wake up.

Oridelle remembers the dream, just like Ozul/MC does: where they were married and died at an old age. But she only says, “I’m sorry, Ozul/MC.”

The MC is not mad at her, and she says, “I just had the best dream last night while you were in a coma for so long.”

Oridelle is still wearing the necklace that Ozul gave her. Ozul nicely asks her to take it off, and Oridelle says, “It can’t come off. It’s stuck.” But Ozul either takes it off or doesn’t, either keeping the curse or not.

Then the rest of the gang comes into the hospital. When everything seems good, they all leave and start a new life.

What kind of life do you imagine for them? Do they go back to their lustful ways, or do Oridelle and MC actually go and live the dream that felt fully real in their minds?

I want to say that I wish the world worked the way I thought it did. I’m not saying I fully understand everything. I just know I can’t finish this game.

I want to say I’m a born-again believer, if you understand what I’m saying, and I hope He saves you too. Only .1% of you will either get that or think I’m a crazy person, but I’m not here to change your lives.

I genuinely loved making this game at times, and I know I’m messed up. I was making a game based on how I saw the world going, and it is going there fast. I had a part in that, and I’m sorry.

Lust is a hard thing to overcome, but I can with His help, and you can too.

I love you all. Follow the Man on the Cross if you felt like me. I’m still going through it, and I will until the end. I hope you understand.

I love this game. I really do. I’m sad and scared, but I have family that is helping me mentally. It was not their choice; it was mine.

I do believe again because of experiences that I had before and after this game. It is personal. I hope you understand.

And truly, I’m sorry. I know that MC/Ozul hates that word, but I don’t anymore.

love oridelle hearth