the last week has been... difficult. a bit for me. If anyone has questions please feel free to ask them in the comments below (tl dr at bottom but i'd appreciate it if you read through my rambling if you can >.<)

As said. I'm learning blender and ill be honest... i've kind of neglected my sfm entirely (i've opened it once or twice after committing myself to learning blender)

I'm following tutorials that honestly are a bit... boring... its made my motivation to learn nose dive a bit but im pushing forward (these node things are haaaaaard) I'll be honest. my porn output is going to be low for a little bit until I get a grasp of what im doing.

so whats next month going to look like? probably the same as this month. no animation (unless i get my mind together and finish the animation of sunburst) how ever i hope by atleast next month to make somthing in blender thats lewd. if i can. I have all my important models from sfm (nsfw ones and nex gen is in blender (thats the female bodies for anyone who doesn't know what nex gen is)) so I have the assets i need. I just need to figure out a few more of the controls for blender.


So. I've been asked this question a few times already so i figure ill leave its answer here as well. Do i plan on leaving sfm and moving fully to blender? The answer to that is... difficult to say to be honest. I have over 10 thousand hours in sfm. with that in mind. the last 7 years of my life have been devoted to the program. I cant say for sure that i will leave it perm but the next month or two is going to see me jumping between the two. using sfm for art for a time. and learning blender and seeing what i can and cant do.

also to be kept in mind. I work slowly in sfm already. blender is alot more work then sfm is in terms of doing stuff. it allows a world of more possibility (sfm has so so SOOO many limitations its insane. but it was built a long time ago) I can make and do things in blender that was a pipe dream in sfm. but this all means my work is going to slow down to animations a bit more rare and small at first until i can figure out how fast i can render them and how to animate in the first place. This is me saying. My quality is going to improve art wise. and ill be able to explore more. but expect my work to be even slower then it already is to start. (not by much. but it might be me just striving for 1 animation and a few pics or 1 big animation maybe?)

I promise to make it up. but if you choose to leave. (I hope you won't. or will move to sub star or fanbox) but if you choose to leave I completely understand. some of you are paying money to see content not really invest in my future content per say. but anyone supporting me now is investing in future quality content. for those of you who do stay. I cannot thank you enough from the bottom of my heart. I wouldn't be here without you supporters. and for those of you that left or plan to leave. thank you for supporting me thus far and i hope to see you again if you enjoy the content going forward. once i'm prepared. I'm going to be making the same stuff but with twice the power behind it. 

Stuff like impregnation with futa on female, stuff like cockvore and cock fucking (urethral insertion?) nip fucking. the works. The stuff i love to do. hell i hope to one day be confortable just making my own models and being able to do whatever the hell i want on a wim. for all to enjoy OwO but that takes time investment now. and making donuts and apples in the case of my tutorials.

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Tl;Dr sorry if this post is a bit long. I have had a shit week. next month might be just as rough. I'm learning blender and trying to get the ins and outs of that down which has lead to me ignoring sfm for a bit. I don't want to abandon sfm entirely but i will eventually stop using it to make art sadly. I understand if anyone leaves but if you stay. Then you're supporting me in making higher quality and better art in the long run (cause sfm has so many limitations) regardless thank you if you stay. and thank you for supporting me thus far if you do choose to go. you all are amazing people. I'll make it up to all of you once i've learned enough. by making the best damn fetishy content I can. futa on female impreg and nip fucking and cockvore ect. 

(this post is a copy paste from my patreon but it applies here as well obviously) 

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/262292290670821377/745073670090915910/apples_scene04.png

So i've taken the first few steps into blender. I plan on doing the donut tutorial next and then trying to spring bord into animation once i know all the controls and how to do shit like that. might find a animation tutorial first. for obvious reasons. but i already have 3D animation exp so it shouldn't be TO hard to do. 

from now on patreon and substar will both have the same posts but substar will be getting more cause they have more allowed content o3o