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I work in digital & traditional visual art, and draw a lot of monster people, ero guro, catboys, kink, and bondage. My art is also about being queer and trans and made of meat.
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Self portrait series, for remembrance and a record of artistic abilities. I'm going to do a simil...

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Eva Yan and Daniil Dankovsky have very different morning routines, I imagine. He probably got in ...

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Well, there it is. The old year dies, as it always must, and we welcome the new - this year more than ever.
I think immersing myself fully in Pathologic for several months pushed me forward artistically, prompting me to work on more backgrounds and multi-character interactions. 
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I think this is done. At the very least, I'm tired of fiddling with it. 

I'm constantly suffused with the intense feeling that I simply need to close my eyes, dig in my heels, and plow forward, trusting that my future self will benefit from my present work. It's difficult to believe in that last part - the future feels very uncertain, and I can easily talk myself into feeling that climate change, political instability, widespread economic hardship and unrest, etc will render futile any efforts I put toward my "career". At the same time, though, I tend to think years down the line. It's an uncomfortable tightrope to tread. 
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Fresh new paintings I'm working on! Hold the FutureI tunnel-visioned painting the faces for this ...

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Ilya and a blinded, begging subject (Kinktober 2019 drawing)

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idk I just like this sketch

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"It's just that sometimes you feel, all too poignantly, that your life is over. You're not even thirty, but you're done. Not dead, but burnt through...and there's nothing ahead for you."
Lara Ravel from Pathologic 2. Study based on a painting by Malcolm Liepke. 
I wanted to paint her half fading into the darkness before her, with few hard borders between her and the dark background. I think I achieved that aspect decently (despite her light shirt) in her hair and clothing, with her face standing out in very quiet, reserved despair. I wanted to capture the sense of profound isolation I get from her in-game - the fear that there is nothing of value left to you and your life is a slow and steady descent into meaningless annihilation, with no help or relief coming. The acid yellow tones feel right. Waxy and sickly, they highlight the gross fact of inhabiting a living body with all its demands when you're hardly sure you even want to live at all. 
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Some sketches, possibly for a gay furry bondage zine I'll be participating in - link to the zine ...

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ahegao galore .

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Miscellaneous Artemis-centered art, ranging from 2016-2020. I rarely write about ocs publicly, but eh, what the hell. Content warnings for abuse, murder, & sexual coercion. 
Artemis is an alchemically constructed creature, brought to life by Ilya (necromancer/researcher/alchemist/fucking creep). Artemis rarely speaks and has many catlike personality traits, but is initially fairly obedient towards Ilya for lack of worldly experience or other options. Ilya has a lot of shady connections, and at points offered Artemis to important contacts for sex work, as a courier, or a variety of other odd jobs. 
After a while, Artemis gets very fed up with this and kills one of the the sleazy businessmen that Ilya sent it to - the bloody painting in this mix takes place right after that.
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Artemis (and Ilya), again. Hmm.

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Ilya! And some Artemis! Ilya's face is deceptively difficult for me to draw. I have a very clear ...

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Unfinished art, probably never to be resolved. Sung-min (middle) and Rajan (right).

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Bullet removal! Pathologic art. This time, Artemy removes a bullet from Daniil's shoulder. Worryi...

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There's an art prompt that circulates around twitter periodically to draw yourself in your curren...

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begging (Oct 2019)

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messy business! I like the loose painting I managed here.

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Lessons in absolute despair! ! (cw: nsfw, blood)Junko instructs Kamukura about despair??Listen, s...

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Hannibondage (nsfw, bondage) Have I ever drawn Will Graham not tied up? I'm honestly not sure. Yo...

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The Shark-fuckin Masterpost [cw guro, dubcon]! maker game).

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These two are Everett and Ada, two of my ocs. They're twins. They're also in a continual nosedive...

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Content warnings: dubcon, drug use/abuse.
A willing vein, a simple shot; that's all it required. It took effect quickly. As anticipated, the subject quickly lost lucidity, sinking into a half-responsive haze. Dancing pupils dilated, transforming the lab into a fuzzy halo of shifting lights. He sagged to his knees, eyes unfocused and wandering.  
Ilya caught him before he slipped further. Supporting his weight, he ran a gloved hand up the subject's leg, testing for a response. The subject shivered and turned his face toward Ilya, not seeming to see him so much as search for him. The drug was intended for interrogation - lowered inhibitions, eagerness to please, inability to weigh decisions properly, all of it needed testing. Earlier version of the compound had proved effective, but incomplete. The sensory overload was too much, and it seemed this version was no better. 
Ilya released his shoulders and watched him waver, then tip backward. Once again, he caught him before he could fall further, but kept his weight off-center. 
Well. If this trial had failed, no reason not to have some fun with the remaining duration. 
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The black-haired character, Ilya, is a shady black market alchemist and surgeon. Here he's...uh. Testing out drug effects. I decided to make a couple versions, since I liked some of the anatomy but also wanted to draw clothing.




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felt like painting something with warm yellow and red! (Aug 29, 2019)

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I give up on this piece! It's been sitting in my drafts for weeks! She should be holding a whip b...

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