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BIGDON1992
Mexican SFW and NSFW artist. Pinups, pictures, and comics mainly. This is not a paywall site, all my content will be released at the time.
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BIGDON1992
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I have some words to say


I'm not okay anymore, I haven't been for a long time. I can't log on to any site because I feel like I have to show progress but I have nothing, just ideas that rain down but I can't complete them because my ability to concentrate has been reduced to the point of absurdity.
I can't complete any comic pages, not even a single picture because in my head I know I should work on something else I want and at the same time another idea comes to me that I want to work on but the cycle repeats itself over and over again. I've been stuck in a vicious circle that I've realized these days and that I want to break before it sinks me. I haven't been able to draw new things, I haven't been able to draw my OCs, I haven't been able to advance on my projects, I don't enjoy my free time and most importantly, I haven't been able to sleep well.
But it's time to break this cycle, this horrible habit, and fix this mistake I made and grow even more. I want to start making speedpaints in Clip Studio, I want to draw my OCs in canon and non-canon situations. I want to reconnect with my audience without feeling pressure from clients, I want to be an artist again, a friend, to feel complete again and not fragmented in images and projects that I have not been able to complete.
Today is that day, today I must break with this because it is affecting me horribly, it has isolated me, I have withdrawn into myself, it has made me lazy and even worse, tonight a thought crossed my mind that I never thought I would have, to end it all. No, that is not me, I want to show my stories, share my work, make a community, and when the time comes I can leave knowing that I did what I wanted. But to achieve this I must change not only my lifestyle but get rid of my fears, insecurities, and that is what I will do today.
I will speak with the people who I still owe their projects to, and I will give them their corresponding refund because I must take action on the matter before my head explodes. Today I am going to change for the better, wish me luck because this time I am going to need it.
Thank you for your time and I hope you have a great morning, afternoon or evening.
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BIGDON1992
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Sorry for the lack of content, we had an emergency

My brother is at the hospital and I've been with him all the week. Soon he's coming out and I'm finally at home at 2pm.
Please send him your best wishes - https://x.com/MartinCorps1/status/1806341027537605103
I'll be back in a few days.
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BIGDON1992
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Back to full power!

Sorry for the lack of content I've been busy this month helping with a XV años party for my cousin. Any how I'm back and I'm focus on finishing all my comics

- The house helper
- Tails in Trouble
- The Experiment
- Family Bonding
- Coco to the rescue
- Leaving your comfort zone
- Hazardous (New)

Between pages I'll draw a few things in my mind and I won't over take commissions. I'll take one at the time.
Thank you so much for your support, now I'll give you my very best!
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