Since I last posted I've been dealing with a lot irl and it's been dificult. 

I don't mention much on my normal posts about my life. 

Well now I can.

For the last year I have been going through a lot from abuse to being disabled which is a whole other story. 

For the last 6 months I have been doing my best to find a job with my sister and sadly I have found nothing... Her ex left her for a guy that he was cheating on her with and it has left us hurting. She works every day whilst I stream and try to find another job. Which again is the funny part. Zera is my alter ego, she is me, just more confidence in herself. 

So I am contemplating coming forward and revealing my main self it's just dificult and I feel that most folks wouldn't like that lol...

Sadly can't say this on my main alias because youtube and other things would be all angry about it xD

If anyone is willing to help, let me know. Soon I will be putting together a gofund me and trying to continue to job search.. Thank you to the ones who've been wanting to see stuff here and on X. I'm just sorry for being absent here and more focused on my actual alias and stream work.

Thank you cuties

~ Z & A