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The Dust of the Barracks
Chapter l
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This chapter contains explicit content and intense psychological power dynamics. Strictly intended for mature audiences. (18+)
The dust of the barracks was everywhere—in the air, in the wool of the blanket, in my throat. I was eighteen, and I looked like a half-pulled nail: scrawny, pale, every muscle tensed with fear. After my final exams, August brought the hell of mandatory military service. The three months of basic training were just the prelude. Then came the assignment: sickbay orderly, the infirmary of the barracks. I thought it was an escape. I hadn't counted on Csaba.
He was my devil, my superior, my service partner. Broad-shouldered, with a square jaw, his eyes held a bored, cruel light. He saw the fear in me, like a dog sees a rabbit. And he began to grind me down.
This was the order: I was the bitch. Every dirty job was dumped on me—the floors, the toilets, the laundry. If I was slow, a trip, a slap in the dark of the locker room. "If you tell anyone, I'll kill you," he whispered in my ear, his breath sour with cigarettes. I believed him. I resigned myself to him. Fear became a constant, leaden companion in my gut.
Then Csaba "threw his back out." A spinal injury, he said. Every morning and evening, I had to rub his lower back with a thick, medicinal cream. We did it in the storage room, among the metal beds and the smell of disinfectant. One evening, as I was applying it, he suddenly moved.
"I'm pulling my underwear down too, so I don't get cream on it," he said, and he did indeed pull his tight white briefs down to his hips. His buttocks swelled in the half-light, white, muscular. My heart beat so hard I thought it would tear out of my chest. "Go on, that too," he commanded, his voice flat. My hand trembled. The cream was cold, his skin warm. I rubbed. Fear and something else, dark and shameful, mixed inside me. "Harder!" he spat. "I'm not a fucking baby." I pressed. His muscles tensed under my hand. Then he suddenly turned around.
He was erect. Hard, huge. His cock stood up, a dark, threatening arc between his thighs. His face was empty, only his eyes burned through the gloom as he stared at me. "Alright, now suck it," he said, his voice emotionless and cold.
I froze. The shock was like an ice-cold shower. But beneath my eyes… beneath my body… something clenched, then snapped into a hot, treacherous wave. I knew I was gay. I had never imagined it like this. My tormentor's body, his power, all of it—some instinctive, disgusting part of me desired it. Fear and desire fused into a poisonous cocktail that paralyzed me.
The thick, sweaty scent of him mixed with the sharp tang of medicinal cream and the stale air of the barracks, flooding my senses until I felt dizzy. I wrapped my fingers around his thick shaft and parted my lips, taking the fat, flushed head into my mouth. The salty taste made my knees buckle. He was so warm, so heavy on my tongue. He let out a low, satisfied sigh, and his fingers tangled roughly in my hair.
I started moving, sliding my tongue along the underside of his shaft as I took him deeper. Tears slipped down my cheeks—not from discomfort, but from the burning embarrassment of how good it felt to be on my knees like this for him. Even if he was my bully. He took control, guiding my head back and forth with firm strokes. That was the moment I understood: I wasn’t a person anymore. I was just a toy. His toy. And I would never be clean again after this.
My knees ached against the hard floor, but I didn’t stop. I kept sucking, kept worshipping him, until he finally groaned deep in his chest and emptied his balls down my throat. I held onto his thighs, swallowing every thick, salty rope as it pulsed across my tongue. His cum was so musky, so unmistakably manly—the taste of someone stronger than me, someone who owned me. I felt it coat my throat, heavy and warm, a reminder I knew I’d carry with me for the rest of the day. No matter how hard I tried, I wouldn’t be able to wash away the taste of his release.
I still have the taste in my mouth. Not of semen. Of power. Of humiliation. And that awful, silently screaming knowledge that in that hellish moment, deep within the fear, I too desired my master.
This chapter contains explicit content and intense psychological power dynamics. Strictly intended for mature audiences. (18+)
The dust of the barracks was everywhere—in the air, in the wool of the blanket, in my throat. I was eighteen, and I looked like a half-pulled nail: scrawny, pale, every muscle tensed with fear. After my final exams, August brought the hell of mandatory military service. The three months of basic training were just the prelude. Then came the assignment: sickbay orderly, the infirmary of the barracks. I thought it was an escape. I hadn't counted on Csaba.
He was my devil, my superior, my service partner. Broad-shouldered, with a square jaw, his eyes held a bored, cruel light. He saw the fear in me, like a dog sees a rabbit. And he began to grind me down.
This was the order: I was the bitch. Every dirty job was dumped on me—the floors, the toilets, the laundry. If I was slow, a trip, a slap in the dark of the locker room. "If you tell anyone, I'll kill you," he whispered in my ear, his breath sour with cigarettes. I believed him. I resigned myself to him. Fear became a constant, leaden companion in my gut.
Then Csaba "threw his back out." A spinal injury, he said. Every morning and evening, I had to rub his lower back with a thick, medicinal cream. We did it in the storage room, among the metal beds and the smell of disinfectant. One evening, as I was applying it, he suddenly moved.
"I'm pulling my underwear down too, so I don't get cream on it," he said, and he did indeed pull his tight white briefs down to his hips. His buttocks swelled in the half-light, white, muscular. My heart beat so hard I thought it would tear out of my chest. "Go on, that too," he commanded, his voice flat. My hand trembled. The cream was cold, his skin warm. I rubbed. Fear and something else, dark and shameful, mixed inside me. "Harder!" he spat. "I'm not a fucking baby." I pressed. His muscles tensed under my hand. Then he suddenly turned around.
He was erect. Hard, huge. His cock stood up, a dark, threatening arc between his thighs. His face was empty, only his eyes burned through the gloom as he stared at me. "Alright, now suck it," he said, his voice emotionless and cold.
I froze. The shock was like an ice-cold shower. But beneath my eyes… beneath my body… something clenched, then snapped into a hot, treacherous wave. I knew I was gay. I had never imagined it like this. My tormentor's body, his power, all of it—some instinctive, disgusting part of me desired it. Fear and desire fused into a poisonous cocktail that paralyzed me.
The thick, sweaty scent of him mixed with the sharp tang of medicinal cream and the stale air of the barracks, flooding my senses until I felt dizzy. I wrapped my fingers around his thick shaft and parted my lips, taking the fat, flushed head into my mouth. The salty taste made my knees buckle. He was so warm, so heavy on my tongue. He let out a low, satisfied sigh, and his fingers tangled roughly in my hair.
I started moving, sliding my tongue along the underside of his shaft as I took him deeper. Tears slipped down my cheeks—not from discomfort, but from the burning embarrassment of how good it felt to be on my knees like this for him. Even if he was my bully. He took control, guiding my head back and forth with firm strokes. That was the moment I understood: I wasn’t a person anymore. I was just a toy. His toy. And I would never be clean again after this.
My knees ached against the hard floor, but I didn’t stop. I kept sucking, kept worshipping him, until he finally groaned deep in his chest and emptied his balls down my throat. I held onto his thighs, swallowing every thick, salty rope as it pulsed across my tongue. His cum was so musky, so unmistakably manly—the taste of someone stronger than me, someone who owned me. I felt it coat my throat, heavy and warm, a reminder I knew I’d carry with me for the rest of the day. No matter how hard I tried, I wouldn’t be able to wash away the taste of his release.
I still have the taste in my mouth. Not of semen. Of power. Of humiliation. And that awful, silently screaming knowledge that in that hellish moment, deep within the fear, I too desired my master.
