Down sizing 

Id like to announce after this month i need to stop doing subscribestar and patreon stuff for awhile

 im not sure how long but i think i just need to focus on socials and creating a bigger audience i keep wanting and trying to do bigger projects i then overthink bouncing around between them then brain just kinda shuts off if that makes since...?

I dont have a conisstent posting schedule i just kinda wing it and try my best idk i think i just need to restructure my life for awhile you know? 

Focused on wanting to do sequences trying to do big comics but i always feel like they just wont be good enough... idk if im even worth 10 dollars a month or even 5 

I dont even know sometimes what direction i wanna go in as a creator ive never just wanted to be a nsfw artist but i worry and try and stay consistent cause maybe people wont care about my other creations...

But even though its scary and my only main consistent income but i think i just need to be myself for awhile job hunt soul search finally sit down to practice 2d and maybe 3d animation ill probably do commissions still on the side but after this month im letting go of subscribestar and patreon and try and build myself back up 

I have a lot of worries in life and i think i just cant handle doing subscription base platforms anymore not until i feel like i can make it worth peoples time and money 

I need to just focus on growing for awhile both audience and myself and my art skills 

I think i just need to break this loop maybe learn how to market myself better i guess? cause right now at this rate idk if ill ever be able to make a liveable income as a creator 

Anyways if you made it this far i do appreciate the lot of you who sub or just follow and enjoy my lil odd creations 
Ill try and make my last couple of posts special for this month itll be the last month for awhile sadly

 but as i said before i will still be posting on socials and try to figure out a better system it might be a couple months maybe even a year or more but i need to focus on being better