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Q&A - About the future of Emily's Diary & Pleasuree
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This Q&A is structured into 2 parts!
- In Part 1 I will go into the two biggest topics that have been brought up the most. It's about the pacing and the slow-burn kind of storytelling that I'm doing and also about kinks and sexual activities that you can- or cannot expect.
- In Part 2 I will do the actual Q&A of questions that I often see on Twitter, Reddit, Rule34, Rule34Video or other sites with comments enabled. Keep in mind, this Q&A is about the future of this project, not about questions relating to the ongoing story. I could make a Q&A answering technical or lore questions, etc. later, though!
Part 1
About pacing and slow-burn story telling
I am fully aware that this kind of story-telling, with a slow pace, is not common in the 3DX space and that most people are just here to fap and not to listen to a story that takes months to really ramp up. Based on public comments, a lot of people seem to be unsatisfied that there hasn't been any sex yet or that it took 6 Episodes for the first cum-shot. And I get that, but one of the major reasons of why I am doing it this way, is because I know that some people enjoy a long-term story like this, me included. There aren't a lot of alternatives to this out there. So I wanted to do my own in hopes that there are others who are into exactly that.
There are some amazing creators out there doing incredibly good animations that go straight to the point, but some people just want to connect and become immersed into a story that's told over months or even years.
A lot of comments also seem to assume that Emily having sex with Marvin is all this series is about and hence they're wondering why it needs so much story to get to "the point". But sex isn't the goal of Emily's Diary.
The goal of Emily's Diary is to tell a believable story of a girl who sexually experiments with her companion in various ways. Yes, there will be sex, but the sex itself will be a smaller portion of the whole story rather than the end-goal. If the only thing you want to see is her having sex with Marvin, then this series genuinely isn't for you. I'm not trying to say this in spite, I'm just trying to tamper expectations.
I'm trying to tell a long-form story that'll last years. Nothing in this story will ever go fast or be straight to the point - and this is intentional. This story is about the journey, not the destination. There will be Episodes that will likely be "more boring" than the ones we had so far, as not every Episode can top the next when it comes to sexual activity. While there's a guarantee that each Episode will include a sexual activity, sometimes the focus will be more about bringing the story further or building character rather than showing a sexual act.
I understand where this expectation is coming from, though. You see those 2-4 minute porn stories sprinkled over 1-2 months and wonder why there hasn't been any sex yet. But realistically, we haven't even reached 20 minutes of a story that might last multiple hours in the end. Emily's Diary is about the big picture rather than individual episodes.
That's why tomorrow, on Saturday, I'll release a supercut of Episode 1-6, titled the "Prologue" (or "extended Prologue" for SubscribeStars as there's already been a "Prologue" of EP 1-3).
And then again after 5-10 more Episodes, there will be a supercut titled "Chapter 1", etc.
I could've of course chosen to release the Prologue all at once and then vanish for 6 months and release Chapter 1. But instead I chose to do it in chunks.
So you can choose yourself if you want to be part of this teasing journey of one episode at a time, or if you want to wait for the supercuts so you can see a lot of progress being made at once. But the pacing itself, will not change.
There are some amazing creators out there doing incredibly good animations that go straight to the point, but some people just want to connect and become immersed into a story that's told over months or even years.
A lot of comments also seem to assume that Emily having sex with Marvin is all this series is about and hence they're wondering why it needs so much story to get to "the point". But sex isn't the goal of Emily's Diary.
The goal of Emily's Diary is to tell a believable story of a girl who sexually experiments with her companion in various ways. Yes, there will be sex, but the sex itself will be a smaller portion of the whole story rather than the end-goal. If the only thing you want to see is her having sex with Marvin, then this series genuinely isn't for you. I'm not trying to say this in spite, I'm just trying to tamper expectations.
I'm trying to tell a long-form story that'll last years. Nothing in this story will ever go fast or be straight to the point - and this is intentional. This story is about the journey, not the destination. There will be Episodes that will likely be "more boring" than the ones we had so far, as not every Episode can top the next when it comes to sexual activity. While there's a guarantee that each Episode will include a sexual activity, sometimes the focus will be more about bringing the story further or building character rather than showing a sexual act.
I understand where this expectation is coming from, though. You see those 2-4 minute porn stories sprinkled over 1-2 months and wonder why there hasn't been any sex yet. But realistically, we haven't even reached 20 minutes of a story that might last multiple hours in the end. Emily's Diary is about the big picture rather than individual episodes.
That's why tomorrow, on Saturday, I'll release a supercut of Episode 1-6, titled the "Prologue" (or "extended Prologue" for SubscribeStars as there's already been a "Prologue" of EP 1-3).
And then again after 5-10 more Episodes, there will be a supercut titled "Chapter 1", etc.
I could've of course chosen to release the Prologue all at once and then vanish for 6 months and release Chapter 1. But instead I chose to do it in chunks.
So you can choose yourself if you want to be part of this teasing journey of one episode at a time, or if you want to wait for the supercuts so you can see a lot of progress being made at once. But the pacing itself, will not change.
About Kinks & Sexual Activities
One of the questions that I get the most is: "Will Emily ever do "X" with Marvin."
I will answer a few specific kink/activity related questions in this Q&A but first want to explain where I draw the line of what kinks work in this story and which don't.
For me, the most important thing in this story is believability. I do my best to tell this story in a way that makes you go "Oh, this could actually be the diary of a real girl I'm reading/listening to."
But of course this is still a story certain things, like vaginal sex, needs to happen in order to stay interesting.
So that's where I need to find a good balance between realism and believability.
Some activities that are less realistic, considering Marvin's size, like for example Deepthroat and Vaginal sex, will still happen in one form or another (and with reason) - but more extreme kinks will never make it into the story.
There is also a personal bias that will play a role into that, and I want to be as transparent as possible with this as I don't want to give out any false hopes:
If I'm personally uncomfortable with displaying certain kinks, they will likely not be included. That's simply because I don't think the final product will be nearly as good if I don't enjoy working on it, and I of course don't want to burn myself out by working on something I don't enjoy.
So here is a list of kinks and activities that I often see mentioned, that will definitely not be included: Romance/Making out with Marvin, Pregnancy, Belly-inflation, Ass-Rimming, Piss, Scat, Gore/Violence, Non-Con.
There may be other exclusions, but I haven't made up my mind about all of them, yet.
I will answer a few specific kink/activity related questions in this Q&A but first want to explain where I draw the line of what kinks work in this story and which don't.
For me, the most important thing in this story is believability. I do my best to tell this story in a way that makes you go "Oh, this could actually be the diary of a real girl I'm reading/listening to."
But of course this is still a story certain things, like vaginal sex, needs to happen in order to stay interesting.
So that's where I need to find a good balance between realism and believability.
Some activities that are less realistic, considering Marvin's size, like for example Deepthroat and Vaginal sex, will still happen in one form or another (and with reason) - but more extreme kinks will never make it into the story.
There is also a personal bias that will play a role into that, and I want to be as transparent as possible with this as I don't want to give out any false hopes:
If I'm personally uncomfortable with displaying certain kinks, they will likely not be included. That's simply because I don't think the final product will be nearly as good if I don't enjoy working on it, and I of course don't want to burn myself out by working on something I don't enjoy.
So here is a list of kinks and activities that I often see mentioned, that will definitely not be included: Romance/Making out with Marvin, Pregnancy, Belly-inflation, Ass-Rimming, Piss, Scat, Gore/Violence, Non-Con.
There may be other exclusions, but I haven't made up my mind about all of them, yet.
Q&A - Emily's Diary
Q: Will Emily have sex with Marvin? If yes, how?
- A: Yes, she will. But it will take her a lot of preparation and practice to actually be able to take him. That's what I was referring to in Part 1 when it comes to the balance of believability and realism. It certainly isn't realistic for her to take Marvin, but I'll tell the story in a way that makes it believable. The whole road to having sex with Marvin will be a multi-episodic story in and of itself.
Q: Will there ever be romance between Emily and Marvin?
- A: No, Emily's attraction is towards Marvin's cock rather than Marvin himself.
Q: Will there be fetish/kink X be featured?
- A: In Part 1 of this Q&A I explained what to roughly expect and what kinks definitely won't be included. I'm being intentionally vague on the things that will happen for spoiler reasons.
Q: Why introduce a second character aka. Emily's friend?
- A: For future story potential. In Episode 7, she'll just make a first apperance, but she won't play a vital role in any of the episodes in the near future, that's all Emily and Marvin. I'm planning out the story long-term and part of that is sprinkling a few plot points here and there for future use.
Q: Will Marvin ever get proper balls?
- A: Working on it! I wanted to give him proper balls since the very beginning but had issues with the model and couldn't be satisfied with the result. I hope to make it happen before Episode 7.
Q: Will there be a K9 added to the story eventually?
- A: Adding a K9 is something I've considered since the start and will likely happen in one form or another. But I don't know yet if I'll add it to Emily's storyline or if it will be a project by it's own. There will probably be a poll on that later down the line to see what you guys think.
Q: Will you make a supercut of all episodes when it's done?
- A: Most likely, yes. This Saturday, I'll be releasing a Supercut of Episode 1-6 titled the "Prologue". After that, every (approx.) 5-10 Episodes, there will also be supercut into Chapters (Chapter 1, 2, 3, etc.) So adding all those stories to one big story at the very end would make sense.
Q: How many Episodes do you have planned for Emily's Diary?
- A: Impossible to answer right now. If I had to guess I had to be vague and say perhaps between 30-50.
Q: How long do we have to wait between each Episode?
- A: Also hard to say as it depends on the content, the video length, how many pictures, the complexity of the poses, what else I have to prepare for the story (like having to create Emily's Friend for Episode 7, which takes a lot of time). A realistic expectation would be 4 weeks for one Episode. Just to give one example of how time consuming this all is: Just rendering one image takes about 1-2 hours with a RTX 3090. This doesn't even include the time of actually making the image or preparing a new scene.
Q&A Pleasuree
Q: What is planned AFTER Emily's Diary?
- A: So far, nothing concrete. I have vague ideas of Sci-Fi or Fantasy settings with some unconventional creatures, but this is all very far off and it's more likely that there will be a similar, contemporary project to Emily's Diary first before it moves on to "crazier" stuff. But take this all with a grain of salt. Right now all my focus in on Emily's Diary alone.
Q: Do you ever plan to animate?
- A: Hopefully! I have no experience in animating, and while possible, the software I use (DAZ3D) is not the most user friendly for it. I would most likely have to learn software like Blender first before I can even learn to animate. Or maybe learn animating in DAZ and see how doable it is. Either way, it's something I want to learn and get into, but it will take a lot of time before I can do this, while also making it look good. If I can actually make myself self employed with this project and get more time on my hands (still having a 9 to 5 right now), I could also spend more time into teaching myself those things!
Q: Will you make a Discord Server?
- A: Maybe in the future! Right now I don't see a big use case for it.
Q: Will you be accepting commissions someday?
- A: Probably not, I want to fully focus on my own projects.
After reading that whole article you wrote, i only have one question. Why do they call it “fap”? Is it an acronym for something? Is it, like, a representation of the sound that is assumed whence on the up or down stroke? Because the sound that I tend to make is less a “fap” and more a “bloop”. Just wondering. Otherwise, good stuff. Slow burn good. Storytelling good.
It would be great if you went into some length about Emily’s preparing herself to take Marvin. If believability is a goal, then you can’t expect Emily to spend just one episode and use only one technique to prepare her underused vagina for a cock this size. It’ll require A LOT of time using various toys to work her way up to Marvin. Maybe even recruiting her Episode 7 friend to assist her later down the road……That would be a hot episode!!
:D I think it's the noise yeah, otherwise no idea.
Yes, as I wrote in the post, the preparation of having sex with Marvin alone will be a story in and of itself for at least a handful of episodes. Nothing of this should be easy for her and it'll take her a while to actually be able to do it, one step at a time.
I'm assuming Pleasuree is British. "Fap" or "fapping" is the term they use for jacking off. So, I will bet she or he is British. Also, Pleasuree, are you a female? That would be even hotter, and if so, is that your voice we hear?
I do wonder though. We still haven't seen her vulva or even her touching herself, wich, with what she's done so far and what she's been surely dreaming about, would be a given. Is it something that's gonna happen?
Of course! The last pic of Episode 2 was showing her masturbating, but I know it was hard to see due to it being a window reflection :D But yes, it'll happen again!
Oh I do see it now!!! Although she surely did it after ep 5 and 6!
I love a slow burn story. I’ve been doing mostly just reading zoo stories, and although I do enjoy the “straight to the point” ones, I enjoy even more the slow stories; to see the character’s development and grow. I also love realistic stories more, it just makes sense to me!
This is fantastic stuff. Really fills a void. Keep up the great work and I look forward to each episode with great anticipation!
I love the slow build up, it's quite erotic. And I look forward to Emily slowly getting ideas and trying out several things. Some stuff should fail at first, I think, and she should discover slowly how it could be possible to have sex with her lovely (huge) stallion. Looking forward to the development.
Love your work!!! In Emily's preparation and practice to actually be able to take Marvin's cock, would love to see more dildo play - like her deep throating it and riding it (would be great to see her back-side in doggy style.). Also some fisting - maybe between Emily and Amy?