This was more for Patreon's side, but the main message is for everyone
This year sucked. It majorly sucked.
Now, I'm sure I would have felt this way eventually, but all the months this year just sped up these feelings brewing inside of me and now I'm here mentally. I feel that while I have progressed with my art over these past 5 years, I haven't grown as a person. I have stayed in one corner, alone, secluded for multiple reasons; to stay focused on a project, to aim for a lead role, just shit that has hurt me. I don't have many friends or connections, I hurt my "brand" by being so dedicated to one thing and not reaching out, by not posting often if at all, and I'm upset it took so long to realize it. I want to fix that for myself.
A la Patreon: Yeah, this account will be gone. I've given everyone here enough time to move over to SubscribeStar or PixivFanbox. I'm still peeved Patreon has pulled this bullshit against certain NSFW artists or "problematic" voices, like grow up Patreon. I know I'm barely even a penny drop in the barrel to Patreon. I wish I can be proven that if I step out the "safe" box, I won't lose the account, like others have before. Maybe this can come back. I don't know. I do have these other platforms, at least.
But you know what? Heads up. I won't be asking anyone for character suggestions for December. Instead, I'm drawing some characters from a hentai series or two. I just want to. I want a month to myself, to think more and clear my head, and as the new kids say, horny on main.
Fuck 2020, I'm going to try to reclaim some happiness and spunk with the last 31 days. I want to open up, I want to be me, I'm Mulberry. And that's that.
Thanks for taking some time to read this message. I'm pretty much a scared baby when it comes to social media, but I gotta grow up, too. Have a good day.