I need to change...
I feel like I urgently need to try to change my lifestyle.
I have to stop this addictive cycle of wanting to create content every second while scrolling through YouTube and endlessly liking/retweeting any post you guys share here. Sitting all day doing this is slowly killing me. This is definitely what is affecting my sleep and making my body tingle and restless in bed all night long.
With that, I'm going to try to do the following:
- Stop forcing myself to draw every day and focus more on projects and commissions, but even so, work on them only when I have the energy and desire to do so.
- Spend less time online and give myself more leisure time (playing games, watching anime and movies, etc.)
- Buy one of those electric desks that change height, so I can alternate between working standing up and sitting down.
- Do anything that gets me out of my chair or my bedroom.
This idea of constantly posting to justify your donations is getting in the way of what should be fun, and I think I may be putting a strain on not only myself, but on you as well. I would be nothing and I wouldn't be able to have the resources I have right now without you helping me financially, and I am forever grateful for that. ;w;
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Now watch me fail after 2 days... ;w;