Hello everyone, hope you all are having a wonderful day.
I’m making this post public so everyone interested can read it. This means that some images that I will post will be censored.
This is a lengthy post, I’m not here to make excuses I just want to address everything that’s been going on in the background so you can understand more the situation I found myself in.
The number 1 question. Why haven’t the new update been released yet? Here’s the short answer: Because I fucked up and it’s not ready yet.
I can’t stress this enough, this update is only been worked on since February this year which is only 4 months. Yes, I did work shortly on it after I released the demo, but barely a month after my game was released, my house that I’m renting caught on fire so, I had to repair the damage to the house in order to not become homeless, because my landlord was threatening to throw me out on the streets in the middle of the winter if I didn’t repair the damage the fire caused which was not even my fault, since the chimney was not properly constructed. So since late November till February I was not working on my game at all.
I wanted to get this out of the way first, because a lot of people been saying that the update is coming way too slow 7 months and counting but in reality, it’s just 4 months so far…
Back in October 2023 not long after I released my game, I scraped some money together and I bought an RTX 4060 ti 16gb. My game was entirely rendered with a GTX 1070 and it had a lot of limitations, memory and speed prevented me to creating truly huge scenes and a lot of animations that I originally intended to create. As you have seen, most of my sex scenes only had 2-3 poses max, and not even 4 camera angles. This was never intended to be the case, but it was simply necessary because of GPU limitations at that time. The plan was always to have 4 camera angles and 4 sex poses in every animation.
I’m happy to announce that those things are in the past, and now thanks to the 4060 I can have the 4 camera angles and the 4 poses how I originally wanted.
There’s also an option for anal sex now, (depending on whether the character likes anal or not, and some other stuff, nothing is simple in my game.)
However, this is still not the fully developed sex control thingy, since it’s missing the final part of it, the speed control. Slowing down and speeding up the animations will also be an option, not this update but probably the next one. For now, until I iron out some stuff this will not be implemented.
This is a lot of animations to be rendered, AND here’s what fucked things up and what I actually bit me in the ass. Pregnancy.
As you may have noticed or not, I like to take a sort of “realistic” approach to everything in my game and unprotected sex has consequences, while this is not fully implemented yet, I have to lay down the groundworks for it. So, all these poses camera angles have a variation where the MC puts a condom on, this doubles the animations that I have to render out…
I think this is a really fun mechanic since it will be completely random once it’s fully implemented (probably v 0.3.x) and it will depend on a handful of variables that will determine if the chick you cream-pied will get pregnant or not, and again how this will play out will also depend on the characters personality you knocked up. So have fun lol.
Even though this is a fun mechanic since it adds risk and more depth to the game it’s not a good idea to implement something that doubles the animations that I have to render while not having a proper PC.
And this is where shit started going sideways. Without this I’m pretty sure you’d be fapping to this update right now and not reading this.
So, what happened?
I started running my stupid mouth about March / April release, without knowing my GPU's capabilities, since I haven't had time to test out what it can do, remember I barely used it before my house caught fire and I stopped working on my game. I thought it was much faster than it actually is, and when I began rendering the first few animations and saw how some animations render slower some render faster, I started shitting bricks and this is where I’ve done something that I regret now.
I started cutting corners. I stopped double, triple checking renders and more importantly animations when I was creating them, and this led to mistakes in renders and animations that I haven’t noticed up until I started editing everything together. I had clipping, props in background disappearing, in one animation a character being sweaty, in the other she’s not etc. some of these are small mistakes that I can live with and fix later, and some pretty big that I had to fix and re-render the animation from the beginning. This ALL could’ve been avoided if I would’ve done everything like I always do, but the stress got to me and I fucked up.
This is not what you guys deserve. When I started making this game, I said to myself that I will make the best game that I can. And today (well not today but recently lol) I noticed that the stuff that I made so far, is not my best that I can create, and for this I apologize.
The pressure got to me with everything that happened the past year, my house catching fire not knowing If I would become homeless or not, losing Patreon, getting into debt with my friends, and with the bank in order to repair the damage the fire caused to a house that is not even mine and it wasn’t my fault in the first place FFS, took a toll on me mentally. And sadly, it shows in the new update.
So, what now?
I have to delay the update.
There are a few animations that I had to fix, they were that bad. With this said you will still notice some twitching and jumping on certain animations, that I will fix later but nothing too serious. This is because I’m still learning how to animate as I go and I haven't figured everything out yet. Naturally, they can’t be perfect right away, some time has to pass and I will get better and better at it as I keep making more and more animations. Also, I made all the animations myself frame by frame, I don’t buy crappy pre-existing ones on stores since those are mostly crap and they limit your creativity with the environment and other things. aaaaaanyway I have to re-render a handful of these with Brenda which I already begun doing and the other ones with the new character I’m now double checking before I start rendering them just in case, so there are no further delays in case they need fixing.
Since I’m already talking about animations, I think I should address this here, before there is any more confusion about it. Yes, I will have around 150 animations in this update (give or take a few) but that doesn’t mean you will able to fuck all the characters that you saw in the first release lol.
The high number or animations are the result of me having an “everything is optional fetish” haha… So there is Sex with Brenda so (MF), then a couple of options with the new character like MF, MMF, and FFM. You can only select one of these so what ever floats your boat will happen. I give you freedom of choice and I’m not forcing any of the scenes on you, hell you can even choose not to participate in any sort of sexual encounters. Take a look, it’s your choice.
One other thing, it also depends on the character, some of them are not into threesomes, foursomes, gangbangs etc… so you might not get what you want every time, that’s life.
Starting from now I’m not going to set any more release dates ever for updates up until I finish the update.All this does is put pressure on me and stresses me out and I end up rushing things and ultimately fucking up. So, the update will come when it’s ready. The update is about 80% done at this point.
Anyway, not everything is just bad news, due to my new GPU and me getting some experience I’m making more beautiful scenes than ever.
I don’t think my game ever felt empty but now It feels even much more natural since I can cram my scenes up with props and characters, I can work much easier with lights now too.
These previews are probably not showcasing this the best because these take place in a hot desert but I’ve improved so much and you will see it in this update on the other parts 6-7 different environments shown it this update that I won’t share now since the ones that are rendered are full of spoilers and the ones that don’t have spoilers are not rendered yet lol
However, I shared this test render earlier. And as you can see, I improved a lot with how I light my scenes, basically I had an idea of making my own light props instead of using the ones Daz already provides so I started experimenting on my day off from work and I think it turned out great. There is still room to improve ofc but for now it looks acceptable.
Also, this is a 4k render, I use it as a wallpaper (I really like Yoona lol) so for anyone who’s subscribed to any tier and want the 4k one message me and I will send it to you. Just to be clear I won’t make a habit of this. Giving wallpapers as rewards or some shit, is a huge waste of time since it takes a long time to fully render at 4k with my 4060 and I would rather use this time on rendering images that will be in my game instead.
I think I will wrap this up now, there is a lot more things that I want to say about some stuff, but I will save it for another post, I just wanted to give everyone a heads up on what’s going on.
To everyone who is subscribed and decided to contribute your hard-earned money towards the success of this game I want to thank you so much for doing it, you are the ones who are keeping this game alive. I hope you understand that I want to give you the best game I can make, and it was absolutely crucial to delay this update. If you have any questions, DM me here on Subscribestar or on my discord I’m happy get into more details about everything.
I already begun upgrading my PC, I now have 32gb of Ram and thanks to it I can multitask and work on redesigning my Ui while I’m rendering. The next thing to upgrade is my CPU and then a new GPU an RTX 4090 hopefully one day. I need that damn GPU so desperately since my current one can’t keep up with me lol. Luckily for now I don’t need to buy many new assets, since I bought a lot when I started making this game so all your support, I can throw towards GPU that will speed up the updates.
I was testing some stuff, and ended up with a new wallpaper for myself. Figured I share it BTW if you subscribed to any of my tiers and want this, shoot me a message and I will send it to you (this is a 4k render)
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